Chapter 8

Trigger warning.

Self-harm

A year later...

She had worked on moving on feeling nothing doing what they say, she moved from everything bad in the past and focused on living. She forgot about him. Or not. She had finally told Marco she would not be seeing him again. She was older and bolder.

Anita became nicer to her for a reason she does not know. Isabella and mercy were also closer to her. She was in her room in the maid quarters looking out the room with a book on her lap, since it was not her shift she came to the room.

She did not want to think but when you are alone, there is no stopping it. She thought about her parents, her uncle, the child she never had, and just her whole life. Maybe she was a wicked witch in her past life.

And most of all the one that gave her anger was that man.

Marco, She had not seen him in a while but no matter how hard she tries to avoid him she still saw a glimpse of him in some hall, sometimes she felt like he was watching her. But she shook it off. She saw the other one whom she guesses was his friend, from time to time but they never spoke to each other.

She sighed thinking will this be her life forever.

Meanwhile.....

Marco was on his bed with his cock in this girl's mouth .... What was her name Esther, Rebecca he could care less about her name. He was so soft he felt like he needed a tractor or some drug to lift it up. But she kept sucking and sucking. Moaning.

He removed her head and stood up going to the bathroom, he stopped and said she should leave that he would call her tomorrow, she blushed and left.

He entered the bathroom and stood under the shower thinking about her.

"Cazzo" he hissed.

Fuck he missed her, he thought. A year had gone he had not touched her, he had to fucking sneak just to see her he was either hiding near the wall or in a dark corner. He always watched her, she had even grown curvier.

Today was her birthday again this year and he could not do anything. He understood he was at fault, he would always fuck and leave but now she is the one that left finally.

He punched the wall again and again and again till he could not feel it. Blood dripped from his knuckles but he kept punching. He fucking misses her. Her smell, smile, laugh, body. Every fucking thing.

But he had to protect her, what he felt for her he has never felt before not even for her . The urge to protect her and keep her from the mafia. He would rather die than kill her and find out she is his weakness.

He could not be with her, he would leave her. But little did he know that those words will bite him in the back later on.

He left the shower and took a towel from the hanger and wrapped it around his waist. He dried his body and wore his suit leaving the room. He called Carlos and told him he is leaving for a while, it was about time he went to visit his family.

Marcella and Pagolo, one of his trusted men were already waiting for him downstairs.

As he went to visit his family, Anita brought food for Ally to the room since she missed lunch.

"Honey come to eat, or should we eat together," Anita asked her.

"Sure, let us eat" she answered and smiled.

They sat and ate in silence.

"Oh I am so full," Anita said to Ally

Ally nodded and stood up to take the tray to the kitchen but Anita stopped her and said.

"Honey I hope you are alright, I hate seeing you like this I know it is hard but please have hope," Anita told her.

Ally sighed and said

"I just want to leave this place, so many bad memories," she said and thought and few good ones.

Hours later..........

Ally was in the kitchen preparing food for this evening since it was her shift when Rebecca came into the kitchen late, this is thirty minutes late. She sat down and took a piece of carrot that she had been cutting and threw it in her mouth.

Ally did not say anything, so she kept on chopping it. Lately, Rebecca had been acting differently she would live in the maid quarters and come late in the evening.

She did not bother to tell Rebecca what happened to her and begged Isabella and mercy not to tell her what happened because she did not want many people to know.

"Gosh that dick's so good," Rebecca said and the knife almost slipped from Ally's hand but she held it well out of reflex.

"What?" Ally said looking at her in disgusting but she hid her facial expression before she would notice.

"The Don is so good with me," she said but Ally did not hear what she said because as soon as she said Don she froze knowing that the Don is Marco.

"He said we are traveling together tonight to meet his family," Rebecca said dreamily.

Ally did not know what she felt right now, she felt so sad he was busy messing around while she was still mourning but she could not blame him she didn't bother to tell him.

She did not reply but resume cooking, but the next words that came out made Ally pale.

"Oh and I heard what happened to hope you good, later got to get ready," Rebecca said and left.

Ally stood frozen for a while, then dropped to the ground because her leg could not hold her again. She was so tired of this life, what did she do to deserve this, she thought to herself.

She could not do it anymore, so she took the knife and slit her wrist, she then realized what she had done, the knife fell from her hand and she held her bleeding wrist. She started feeling dizzy after a while.

Then it took over her body.

Darkness.

After a while Rebecca came back to the kitchen and screamed at what she saw, Someone came to see what happened and ran to call Anita while Rebecca stood there looking.

The girl ran to the sitting room where Anita was serving tea to them, she rushed to her and whispered in her ear, the teapot fell from her hand and she yelled unconsciously.

"ALLY!" She ran out of the room not before telling them to excuse her.

She ran to the kitchen and saw people gathering around her on the floor and she shouted.

"DON'T JUST STAND THERE CALL THE DOCTOR" Isabella ran to the phone on the wall and dialed his number

Anita used napkins to tie her wrist even though the blood coming out from her wrist is not much.

Meanwhile in the sitting room...........

Marco's sister, Marcella sat on the chair with her younger brother Pagolo and asked the young lady if all was well and she said as Marco walked in.

"Yes ma'am " she answered.

"Hope all is well, Marcella" Marco asked

"Marco!" Pagolo yelled and ran to hug his brother.

"How are you, my brother," he said in Italian.

"I am fine," Pagolo said and beamed up to his brother.

"I do not know was asking if everyone is fine because the babe came rushing in and told Anita something and she yelled someone........what was the name," she said and asked the girl.

"Ally" she whispered but Marco heard.

"What is wrong with Allison," Marco asked suddenly concerned

The girl squirmed, not know what to say till Marco shouted.

"What the hell is wrong with Allison!"

"She passed out and blood was on the floor so I ca____" before she could finish Marco was out o the door running to the kitchen and Marcella followed him telling the girl to watch Pagolo.

"I will be back, honey play with her okay," she told Pagolo and followed Marco

When he got to the kitchen he saw her on the table as Anita attended to her, when they noticed he entered the kitchen, everyone went quiet, he walked up to the table, and he forced himself not to cry and he took her out of the room.

Marcella watched what was happening from the door, she watched as Marco walked past her with the girl in his arms. Not only her they all watched in awe as he carried her out of the room.

When he got to the room he called his doctor to come this minute or he is dead.

After everything, the doctor said she needed a blood transfer, and Marco was not a match but Marcella was.

Marcella saw how her brother cared about her so she volunteered.

The doctor later said she would be asleep for days because of the drip that she was lucky to be alive that after this therapy was the best decision and after everything, he gave Marco her prescription and left.

Marco stood there looking at Ally for a while that he did not know when Marcella came to stand at his back till she said

"Marco I am sure she will be better the doctor said so and I am sorry I have to leave now Alfonso is getting really cranky"

"Okay, thank you for what you I...... I am sorry I could not come with you" he said tiredly.

"It's really just glad I can see you care for someone again other than family after her," she said and hugged him then she left.

Marco stood looking at Allison thinking about what Anita told him.

She had a baby but that bastard, he would him, oh, and he would pay. He sat down and put his hand in his face and cried for his baby, and the years she spent mine mourning.

Oh, what have I done? He thought to himself.