The Earth of mist ch23

Who killed Selma and why?

Selma believed that she had finally fallen in love, which made her take out her pencil book to write again since Selma was ten years old and she wrote poetry secretly. She was afraid that they would laugh at her inside the house. She was still in her city before her father decided one day to take them away with her mother and her brother, who was two years old after and heading for the new city. Her mother hated her at first because they were different, and then with her so many friends coming from the same city, her mother became the new mayor of a small town.

Perhaps if it were not for the emergence of Arfan and Selma's comments, Selma's relationship with her father and family would not have been broken. She may still be living among us, laughing as she dawns somewhere until the morning without fear. She may have become an important woman, as her 12-year-old teacher, Matilda, told her. But some things happen and you have no income, but she has managed to transform your destiny.

Since she knew Salma Irfan, he became her first secret lover while she was writing stories and poetry and drawing, he was the first person to read to her. The first person who resembles her in everything, Salma forgot the harassment that she was exposed to and she laughed again. With Irfan, Salma set out on many trips to discover the new city on it, so she knew new neighborhoods and the customs and traditions of those neighborhoods.

She also got acquainted with the city forest, which was Irfan's secret hiding place, and there for the first time Salma rode the swing of Irfan Private and revealed to him his secret house and magical world there, laughing and imagining many stories and adventures that Salma courageously went through while in her home looking like a stranger to the rest of the family.

What qualifications do I need to apply for this loan?

Selma felt completely crushed over time. The idea of going back and getting the loan became impossible. She felt she was being held captive by the mysterious man and could never back from that damn oath.

The Court of Neurotics, seeing the Supervisor's body after she killed him, prepared herself to go far enough so the police could find her, and probably get away with it.

Above all, she would never have to face her family again and never have to face her father, mother and brother. In the end, she wished that if he had been here, he would undoubtedly have been able to save her, and she might have been living in one house with him, as both had planned in the past, but her father had stopped everything.

Arfan was 12 years old, funny, active, and she wasn't Selma as fast and active as he was, so Arfan was the focus of the girls, and he knew it. Selma hid her jealousy whenever another girl approached him, so there were girls who offered him sandwiches.

And he loves food very much, while Salma's food box was always poor, her father thought that the best food was the home food that the mother prepared for them at home. Selma always suffered from extreme hunger for food, and she was skinny and scrawny. It was strange that when her grandmother came from her country to visit them in their new city, she was surprised by Salma's slender face and recommended to the mother that she should eat well and special food so that her breasts and hibs would grow well. But the mother could not change her husband's opinions about spending very carefully. Cruel Necessity. But the grandmother made delicious sweets specially for Selma as well as a special food, and although the strange smell of food made her laugh at the girl who loves Irfan, he loved her grandmother's food. This was Salma's happiest time in life.

I'm not satisfied with my life.

Selma began writing that sentence a lot in her own notebook, and although she had a weekly and monthly planning book, her biggest incentive was her father, she wanted to raise money to get her own house away from her father and family forever.

But that sentence started to grow in Selma's mind exactly after her grandmother's sudden departure to her country months later. Selma believed that her grandmother would stay forever to save her as promised, but she returned a day to find her mother crying  after her mother left. Selma knew that it was her father who had caused this. There was no one who could protect Selma now. Then she had to do something and after school she ran to Irfan's forest hideout, where she was waiting, as he taught her, to go into the tree, as he taught her, to find Irfan waiting for her to laugh And he says, I brought you the food. It was delicious. She had sushi for the first time in her life, because Irfan, although his previous food was very different, loved the salmon very much. Selma forgets her fears and begins to eat fish nonstop until her entire face is red.

On that day, Irfan promised that they would remain friends forever and that in the future they would have their own house that looked like that house. Selma slept for hours, not knowing how long. When she awoke, she was terrified early in the morning and ran home while Irfan was watching her in amazation! As Selma approaches the house, from a distance she sees two policemen coming out as father and mother bid farewell, she stands crying in the back, while her brother stands indifferent, as he always does to her, simply because he always gets whatever he wants, while Selma strives to get the simplest things. Finally, Selma turns around and manages to get through the open kitchen window overlooking the garden to enter the house and sneak into her room. When she enters, she falls into a deep sleep. When she awakes, her mother watches in terror, while her father takes a good look at her and finds out what's wrong with her now. She was terrified her father was sitting at the dining table, watching her eat slowly before he could ask her in packs, who were you?

Salma underwent a lengthy investigation from her father about her disappearance last night and how he had to talk to the police. For seconds, Salma felt joy because there were people who were worried about her and feared for her, but she discovered her father's true heartbreak. They were their neighbours from their city, who were from their home city. They will communicate that a girl who ran away from the family the whole night did not know who she was with.

The mother didn't dare ask her if you were okay, but the question was whether a boy was approaching your body or not.

Selma felt a deep sense of loss and emptiness.

She was accused now and she has to deny it. No one has come close to my body, but her father started telling stories of girls who were involved with boys and that things have evolved and some of them have become pregnant.

As for him and his family, they cannot have such a girl in their home, she will have to deal with life alone and forget that she has a family, in addition to causing a scandal and great shame. Salma felt constipated and scared from her time until she died, leaving her life always scared and unsure of the unknown.

It was her mother who did the second investigation, but this time in the bathroom. At the age of 12, Salma took off all her clothes in front of her mother so that she could examine her well and make sure no boy touched her daughter. Salma felt in ruins that she was not worth anything in the damned world All her ambitions for life were destroyed at that moment All the plans around the university and the future ended suddenly for her and there was a complete void, hunger, and food, but she had to be careful to spend money from that moment on forever Now.

Irvan was frustrated when Selma returned to school without speaking to him a word and sat away from him. That day, she failed her first study test. From that time on, she never succeeded in anything at school.

Her teacher, Matilda, tried to talk to her repeatedly, but Selma closed herself and decided not to tell anyone. She no longer trusts anyone.

But he only knew who was sad to see him sad, watching her isolated, as if she were punished.

There are things when she breaks it's hard to fix, but what really angered Salma's father is her low level of schooling and I think she's still talking to Irfan so he decided to go on a visit to her school.

Selma was embarrassed to hear her father talk as she watched her teacher, Matilda, with pity. That was the last day she spoke to Irfan. The last time she saw him was a week later when Irfan decided to make Selma laugh again on the way back from school, while Selma walked on the side of the road He was on the other side jumping and making funny moves He knew that she was laughing Salma. She wanted to laugh, but her parents' face stopped her.

In the end, Irfan was playing and messing with the road around her, but she refused to stop and listen to him, so he kept trying and trying. Time stopped suddenly Do you hear that speeding car or not Do you not remember what she remembers seeing the little body of Irfan rising up in the sky, as if it were flying through the sky before a lifeless body drowned in blood fell to the ground.

Time stood in front of Selma, slowly watching Irfan's eyes as she died, everything was still as the police approached, as the policeman landed near Irfan, and she hears his voice saying that there is a deceased person on the road. Salma saw the faces of those in that damn car Time has passed, but the faces of those who did this don't get erased from her head. But she couldn't talk as her father spoke to her in the amity of a made-up. It's the boys in a drug gang her father told her calmly, we'll get stuck we can't live in hiding all life. Selma stopped talking for three months before talking again. Salma's body was going through various changes, her appetite for food had become very intense, and yet she was very thin, like a punctuated balloon. At 15, Salma started to work amid her father's happiness because for the first time she could pay her electricity bill.

In fact, Selma didn't like her body and she became a different person from the old Selma. She hated poetry and painting and worked hard for the money. But Selma had a little secret that first happened to her six months after Irfan died and when she was expelled from school, she had to lie to her father and mother. She claims to go to school, but in fact she spends her time in petty robberies. It started when she was hungry and had no money, so she stole a tin of food from the supermarket. The petty thefts developed into the Cosmetics. She uses the red pen to draw frightening faces and shapes before she starts stealing tools that disguise herself from narrow, dark shops. Whenever she succeeds, she feels ecstasy until her father discovers that she was actually expelled from school. This time Selma is ready to tell him that she would rather work than study. And that's when she found the first hotel she worked at in hotel service.

Salma's life has always swerved between comfort and mental disorders that never stop. She cries and screams for no reason, or in small situations where she doesn't need to. In the end, she is expelled from three hotels.

The fourth time, Salma used the theft money to learn how to make an expert certificate with which she was able to work in a medium-service hotel. She knew that if she was fired it would be difficult to find a private alternative with the mortgage. Twelve years of continuous effort, she watched the guests well and there were regular customers in the same room. She learned how to master her job to make more money. Until the hotel came to evaluate, Naomi was a special woman, asking that Selma be her guardian.

The first time Selma had to go in the back room of a hotel with a general supervisor. Salma was pale waiting to die at work, and Naomi was there, and when they met her eyes, she felt that Naomi was going to help her, but she didn't know how. When Selma apologized to her, and on the way out, Naomi stopped her and asked her to sit, she was surprised when Naomi asked her to eat dinner. Although Salma initially refused, she could not resist eating, especially since the main course was salmon.

There are strange things that happen in life that start suddenly and end very suddenly. So Salma found herself succumbed to Naomi's arms, with which she felt she was a cure. So the time passed like magic when Salma's skin came back to look at her again, but she felt beautiful for the first time in her life, while Naomi watched with admiration. With Naomi, every part of Salma's body had value only to Naomi.

Three months ended like magic when she told Naomi that she had to travel but would soon return for her.

She waited until she was devastated.

He was the second person that Selma felt came to save her after she became indebted to one of the men with money and arms - the mysterious man who suddenly appeared to save her from the supervisor's body as well as debts. Selma felt reassured for the first time in her life and not miserable, but simply succumbed to him and followed all his mysterious rituals without discussion.