The Earth of mist ch45

Departed and arriving

Those who would always prefer us to do something positive, but even if it is about empathy, it is much better than impotence and indifference.

"To the dream that exhausted me, to the ambition and passion that accompanies me all nights, to the joy that awaits me at the end of this road, I resist"

The most beautiful journey for Gilbert was when he began to love before jealousy and frustration in a small town, where he worked the street food, remembering Christine's never-ending laughter, and the sense of humor he held until that night, when I surprised him singing for her, was the first time he stood in front of others in a small bar and sang, He wasn't drunk.

And he loved Christine, who felt confused, back in her soul, drinking, not knowing what to do.

Glebert started his search for his real family, but kept saying that it took him months to miraculously find the woman who had brought him into the world, surrounded by other children and a small family from a distance Glebert stopped to watch her, feeling an outcast child and decided to let go of him only him. Glebert sang that night to Christine his family, his girlfriend, and his mother, so she was horrified.

It was Gilbert and Christine's first time, after a meaningless brawl, to sleep hugging, it was the first time that Gilbert would never forget because he felt the only real happiness in years.

Gilbert has always wondered if he could be a very good father, as he had wished to have a father, when their child died, felt that he had killed his own child, something that had died inside him made him not interested in death or afraid of it. But for Gilbert, the idea of Christine's death remained a frightening one that he never imagined. He remembered the first time a drunken woman drove him out of a filthy apartment, while his adoptive father disappeared. He ran away after being so frightened of her, he walked, he had no home, he had no friends but Christine. But her house far away had to walk a long way to get to her.

He was cold when Christine took him into her room and gave him a heavy blanket to warm him up he was afraid of being discovered, but for a week Kristen discovered it well, until Maureen accidentally came home to find him eating in the kitchen.

Although it was only a week, Christine was his only friend in the world, and she gave him a warm house for a week and lots of food and chocolate. When he left, after hearing Maureen's anger at Christine Stewart, he was not sad, he was for the first time in love with a girl who knew he had someone in the world. He experienced that feeling very early and he could never erased him from his heart.

Great happiness comes when you know that you are very loved since childhood, and when you are full of love at home, you have the energy to face the world.

Gilbert had figured out what was going on with Christine after the contest, he knew she was falling down, and if she continued her relationship addiction, she would die, and he was desperate and scared.

When he called Jason for the first time, he felt he was cheating on Christine, but he had to do something to save her. Gilbert was alone, not knowing what to do and not understanding why he chose to call him from that bar to ask him what to do. Jason was sad and confused, talking about Christine as his only daughter, but Gilbert spoke freely and told him he would never give up Christine to death I don't know whether it was exaggerated at the time or whether he was speaking in his heart.

Christine was on the edge of the hole, but she also stood up and didn't tell Gilbert what she was forced to do, because she knew if he did, she would lose him, so she found comfort in what was happening to her, because she had to put up with it so that the one she loved could live safely and not be harmed.

Destroying and hurting Gilbert was the thing Christine couldn't stand.

She has something mysterious about Peter now, something different from Gilbert's, but she still cannot afford to hurt Gilbert, even though she is angry with him.

But the last thing Stewart expected was that early that morning when she got up and saw Gilbert there standing at her door and Peter standing upset about his presence Christine said, Is everything all right?

It was a morning 'so depressing for Gilbert that he slept on the couch while Mary slept in the room alone, ironically because she, too, wanted it.

Glipper had a nightmare when he heard knocking on the door, shivering, afraid of the night visitor from years of homelessness and living on the street, knocking on the doors at night became a sign of badness, and when he opened the door, Jason was a stranger, and I thought Christine was so bad, it came to his mind that it was that jackass Peter

There was nothing but Gilbert for Jason to be shocked by Dr. Maureen's murder.

Jason was still in shock, thinking about how to tell Christine when he found himself in Gilbert's.

Jason was still in shock, thinking about how to tell Christine when he found himself in Gilbert. Gilbert was also in shock, despite the bad relationship between Christine and Maureen, but no one ever expected it to end. She would die in such a horrible way and find parts, or her head was sent to Jason that morning at home. She was terrified of Christine.

Mary was terrified too, but she decided not to interfere.

Gilbert used to say what we should do now, when he knew he was Christine's closest person in the world, and there couldn't be anyone else to tell her about it, so when he stood up to Christine that morning, he didn't really know how to tell her Maureen was gone.

He knows that Christine loves Maureen very much, and she probably feels guilty now that she has not seen her once back in town. He knew Christine's feelings and insanity were fluttered. He said, Calmly, Kristen has left. Christine doesn't understand how she left, what's going on. Kristen was close to pat on Kristen's shoulder. Gilbert felt his tremor was right, but Stewart held on and said, Where is she?

I want to see her.