Loving him as he is

RAVINE'S POV

Charlie hugs my thighs as he turns towards my stomach. He's having an internal battle within himself, about how he wasn't a desirable person in someone's life for his craziness. Especially Gerroto who was Autistic. He must be paranoid about the things Charlie accidentally does and gets himself into trouble almost all the time.

His concerns were endless to me. I hear him sigh on my legs.

"What should I do about myself, Ravine? Once I marry him... I can't be myself. My dorky-ness and all will be gone." I gently stroke his hair, explaining to him with a smile on my face.

"Charlie... I was the craziest bitch on earth before I met him. I've changed my habits, not for him but for myself. Before I used to be a party animal but now... all I wanna do is a party with him at home. You see when people fall in love, a hundred more emotions are coming along with it. And that forces you to change yourself. It happens so naturally, you know? You wouldn't even keep track of your habits then." Says I. He looks at me with a pout, as if my words couldn't reach him effectively.

"Haha, I know what you're feeling. But no one told me shit when I got into my first healthy relationship. I used to be testing myself at every decision, I'm so glad Aaron was there, walking beside me and controlling me every time."

"Babe, our situations are different. There will be times when he won't be marching down the lane with me! He's different! And bitch you're not even married!" Exclaims him, I couldn't stop myself from laughing loudly.

"Sorry, sorry. But I have a misconception when people say marriage is a big ass task. No! It's just like an advanced certificate is given to you for society! Not for you! As a married couple, nothing will change between you two. Maybe he'll call you his husband and you'll call him the same, but nothing's changing, alright!" I declare to Charlie, but he was still not convinced.

Looks like this is going to be a big-ass homework for me.

After a while, Aaron and Gerroto come back as we hug our partners. Everything suddenly became mature around us. Our thoughts and behaviors seemed to change overnight.

A week passes.

We were now at the engagement ceremony held out in Bali. The Wedding will be held in the Iberian Peninsula, Portugal. And the Reception was obviously in Hawaii.

As their close friend, I had a lot, lot to discuss and voice my ideas with the wedding planner. Aaron was in charge of all the extra expenses, which we knew will cost more than the actual expense for travel, food, and stays.

Most of my colleagues from the studio joined the party. However, Aaron becomes crazy again and hosts the biggest budget bachelor's party in the history of Bali.

We sure made it to the local news, I couldn't hold back my happiness. Reporters and all have come to take pictures, and for that reason, security ought to increase.

I look outside the window from the luxe hotel we were staying at, I was half ready when I make my comments on them.

"I don't like it when people crowd at important ceremonies like this. Can't we enjoy some privacy?" I ask Aaron who was waiting for his shirt to be ironed by the room service. The woman barely understood English, I was glad she won't be able to take offense.

The man behind me laughs, I turn around while fixing my earring. "You are going insane for this wedding, Ravine. Just calm down, will you? No ones going to disturb us inside the venue. Cheer up a little!"

He says, I purse my lips forward. The girl leaves as I put on my dress. I chose not to wear heavy make up today. I wanted to look as natural and possible and not steal the beautiful groom's attention.

Charlie sends me selfies of his every update. As of now, he was finished with his eye make up as I react with a love-emoji to his text.

"Ah, he's more excited than I am." I say to Aaron.

"Of course he would be. Today's his engagement." He says. I couldn't help but nod in agreement.

"They're so happy with each other, right?" I ask him, turning around to get help for my zip.

I was wearing a cute peach A-line dress. It should match with the sober color theme for the engagement and I will look modest in the pictures too.

"I've never seen a more happy gay couple in my life. They're meant for each other, those freaks." We laugh aloud because indeed, they were freaky 24/7.

Aaron's shirt and my dress matches with hues. His was a little on the orange tone which mine was more towards pink.

After half an hour, we decide to go to the photoshoot pre-engagement with the grooms. Charlie was ready too, I see his selfie and smile widely.

Aaron opens his elbow for me, I look at him blankly.

"Please, milady. Let me be honored." He says, making me happy from the depths of my heart. It was as if we were trying to act like married couple ourselves. It was fun.

"Yes, my prince." Locking the door for our room, hiding our valuables and the cash budget inside, we walk down the corridor and get into the busy lift.

We were pushed to the back, it was obvious what he wanted to do next.

My A-line dress wouldn't help me at all.

His hand neatly slips inside my dress, my panty moved aside. I try to push his hand and tell him it was dangerous, but he says, "Be a good girl and let me have a taste. You've tortured me for a week. Now it's your turn."

My breath hitches when he enters a digit inside me. The lift ride was awfully slow, my torture period was increased when guests enter enter exit with each floor for seven more floors.

I hold his hand for dear life. He skillfully flicks my G-spot and enjoys my panting state. My lips wide ajar and eyes trying not to close in pleasure.

"Good girl." I felt my soul coming back when we reach the ground floor at last and he pulls his fingers out of me. For a weird reason, I wanted him to stay inside me. I watch him walk after all the guests as he turns around.

His dark eyes gazing at me as a devious smile sets on his face.

He takes a handkerchief out, but before that, he licks his hand and walks backwards.

Oh god...

This is going to be one heck of an engagement I'll attend.