After party $ex
Our clothes all over the place. On the bed beside us, on the floor, on the table. I told Aaron to keep it slow and steady for my headache and he did. But it seems as though he is enjoying this more than me. I asked for it, but the other person is deriving more pleasure than me.
"Aaron..." I moan his name, wrapping my arms around his torso and burying my head in his chest. The small little pendant of his is around my nose, it smells metallic. Closing my body like an armadillo, I wait for him to notice my movements.
"Hey, you okay? Should I stop?" As expected, he slowly comes to a halt while inside me. He props up on his hands to give me some space to breathe.
I feared for the worst.
My heart was beating faster than I thought.
He stares at me silently, to hear my response to continue or not.
"If something's bothering you, do tell me." He says as he dives in to kiss my cheek. He isn't supposed to do that. My poor heart can't take it anymore. If anything, the overwhelming feeling inside my body will make me cry like a baby. I don't want to ruin my image in front of him.
So I smile, saying, "Nothing. Let's sleep. I'm tired." I say in broken sentences. Removing my spectacles, I see how he cleans me up before tucking me into the sheets.
"I'll go then. Good night—"
"Where are you going?" I ask, showing him my absolute bare face. I can't read his reaction, but he holds his shirt and pants in his hands while wanting to leave.
"Uh..."
"I told you to tell them you're sleeping in my room tonight, right?" I say as he releases a sound of 'yeah, you're right!'.
"Cuddle me." Saying that, I return to sleeping on my side as I wait for him to cuddle me to sleep. He indeed joins me, naked. I can feel his boner line up against me. I felt sorry for not giving him what he wanted, but I need to keep my heart safe too.
All this falling in love all over again felt unsettling for me. Even my abusive ex who died was a couple months younger than me. I'll never forget what he did to me and how karma divided the fate for us. I felt free after his accidental death.
And now... this young man is all ready to swoon me up my feet all over again. We have to stay together for three months. That meant three months of silent torture for my heart. Because I cannot express my love to him or he will freak out and leave.
Moreover, leave me forever.
I cannot have that kind of damage to my heart. I'd rather choose him to stay close by than have him leave me forever.
"What's on your mind?" He slowly kisses my head and asks. I shake my head, indicating nothing's wrong with me.
"Okay. But do get some rest. I want you to be active and participating while I sign the deal tomorrow." His words make my eyes widen in realisation.
I made him wait for 2 extra days for the contract to be signed. I'm such a bad person to keep him for 2 extra days in my house! Oh... I'm thinking like a business woman again. What's wrong in keeping a stranger you like for 2 more days than the contractual adjustments?
"I'm sorry for extending the time. We should've signed the deal the day you came here." I say, holding his hand and kissing his knuckles. The same hand of his cups my cheeks as he turns my head to face him, "Its fine. I got to experience things as a friend of yours rather than a business partner after I signed it." He says.
I like his words. They are chosen and sound good to my ears. Smiling, I ask, "So we're friends now?" He nods his head vigorously.
"Good." I simply say, then falling asleep.
The next morning he wasn't around. He was downstairs and cooking something for us elders. As I got down in my robe, I yawn and encounter the boy grilling a few toasts, knowing there is a toaster anyway.
"Good morning, sleepy head. Your other two friends are passed out over there." He points the butter knife towards my couch. Indeed, the two might have fucked each other's minds out and gone to sleep right away. They looked so cute piled upon each other like that though!
"Hmm, so about the deal." I begin the conversation.
"Just give me the pen at this point." Says the boy as I smirk. "There are a few clauses you gotta read, mister. Can't sign a deal without reading it." I warn the inexperienced boy, but he out ranges me and replies,
"Let me guess the clauses already. Number 1, never step out of the house without the master's permission. Number 2, don't follow what others say and only follow your master. Number 3, Be a good boy to your master. And Number 4 and my personal favorite," I smile faintly, watching his bare torso come closer towards me. Our eyes meet as he takes a crunchy bite of the toast and says, "Never fail to pleasure your master."
Now there's the rule I love.
But, "You're not a dog, Aaron. Read the clauses." I scoff while smiling, going back up to wash my face and get his contract.
Well, on the kitchen table that he sits and reads grows as my Hotspot. His bare body was out for me to enjoy over my hot cup of tea and toast.
He was just like a kid in my house, sitting wherever he liked.
I watch silently as he nods and takes the pen to sign upon the deal.
My smile grows, it keeps growing for no reason.
Our smiles somehow meet, too. He was happy that THE Ravine will work with him in three months while I on the other hand... just wanted Aaron Skiez to be with me for the rest of my life.
I wish I can propose to him after these three torturous months come to an end.
