Chapter 79

Megan's Point of View

I positioned the cloth under the tree so that I could still see the two of them and they could see the two of us. I opened the bento box and took the chopsticks as soon as I sat down. I noticed some dumplings inside and decided to take them. Cole looks at me as though I'm giving in to all I desire. I pat the area beside me to signify that he should be seated next to me. He pointed to himself, but because he was so sluggish, I just rolled my eyes.

I adjusted the gaze on Rayleigh and myself before putting the dumplings in Cole's mouth. As he chewed it, I smiled at him. I should act! I mustn't worry about the man who don't give a damn about me.

"Does it taste good?" I also took a tissue to wipe his lips even though there was no dirt there.

As he chews he nods as well. After casting spells he spoke. “Of course it will be delicious because it was made by our maid. They are good at cooking.” It's like he's a child who is proud while my reaction is like disgust that I can't explain.

I turned to look for Rayleigh and Cole's sister. I also noticed her giving him something I couldn't see. Rayleigh raised his head to look at me, but I averted my gaze. I don't want to appear envious of that woman.

I threw away the bento box and chopsticks because I was hungry.

It seems that he has no feelings for me. I merely appear to be making an effort on the guy who isn't looking at me no matter what I do to pay attention to him. I rose and prepared to go when a man showed up in front of me. Cole simply sat and concentrated on his photography. I don't understand folks who are younger than me.

The man smiled at me but I narrowed my eyes so I could see him better. His body is like Rayleigh's but he looks a bit younger.

When I realize who it is I jumped up and lifted in ecstasy. He picked me up and turned me around.

It's Bryan! My cousin! Daddy never told me he was coming back now. Cole seems to have a world of his own because he no longer notices us. I didn't even look back to where Rayleigh was because my eyes might just hurt from what I could see. My cousin took me down, he messed up my hair while we were still laughing.

"How long have you been back!" I slapped his arm because I didn't want to lose my joy.

I also lost in my brain what I brought here when he asked me to leave there. I didn't say goodbye to Cole anymore because he seemed to be drowning in what he was doing.

"Just now. I just got from your house, your daddy said you're here. Luckily, when I came down and saw you sitting right away!”

We were now heading to his car, with his hand on my back to cover what could be seen behind me. He doesn't want me to dress like this so maybe I'm used to wearing pants and a T-shirt but of course I still wear them in fashion.

“What are you doing here? You don't like places like this.” As soon as he said those words a hand-pulled hard on me. It was as if I had just come back to the reality that Bryan was a bit far away from me. Even he seemed stunned by what had happened.

"Ouch!" My back hit the trunk of the tree hard due to the excessive force of pushing me. It was as if my back had been injured from the trees protruding from there. I just close my eyes in pain because it looks like someone hit it.

“Are you like that? If you don't get one, will you jump right into the other?” I heard Rayleigh's bitter voice but my brain didn't seem to be able to process what he was saying because the pain in my back was more dominant than mine.

“The first is for me, the next is for Cole, and now you have something new that you just met. What ?! Where will he take you? In the hotel?!" I didn't let him say anything else because I stepped hard on the sensitive part of his body. Looks like that's what he needs to get his attention to what he's saying.

“I was right to turn down your offer last night. That's right, it's like losing your lust in your body.” I didn’t show anger and I was hurt. I steady my voice so that it doesn’t break. I never thought I would hear those words from him in the crowd. If to others I might receive more.

Until I got back to my cousin I didn’t shed tears in my eyes. I didn’t show my bleeding heart.

"Who is that man?" He looked behind me to confirm if Rayleigh was still following but his gaze returned when he saw that it was no longer behind me. I smiled at him sadly. The butterflies were so miserable that their companion died. Because I don't want to just lie down and hurt my cousin.

"Let's go! Let's indulge in wine and alcohol!”

I say that because I will take courage. I take enough mastery to say that the ones I didn’t say to Rayleigh out loud were pouring rain. That was the latter.

“Haaa... Haaa.”

How did I end up here? The last thing I remembered was being inside the bar. Bryan and I went to the pub because I wanted to get drunk and forget about what Rayleigh had done to me, but after I drank the liquor, I headed to the dance floor. The many colors of light were still playing with my eyes at first until a man dragged me away. After that… After… Next…

I sag to the floor. My posture was that of a kid, with my knees bent and my feet behind me. I felt sleepy and fatigued as a result of the drinking. I'd want to sleep on a comfy bed. I was going to lay down on the floor when someone abruptly caught my back.

Someone patted me on the cheek, but I was too dizzy to see his face, and I looked too insane since I could hear Rayleigh's voice above the guy in front of me. Because of my backless dress, the man's warm palm clung to my flesh. As a response, I felt the heat. I'm not sure if it's simply because it's warm in here, or if the way he's holding me is very engaging.

I let go of his hand and began to lift my dress to remove it, but the guy stopped me, and I couldn't see his face since I believe the alcohol had also devoured my eyes.

Furthermore, I paused in my undressing and asked him with my eyes closed.

“Who are you?” My hands had already been withdrawn, but he was still hanging on. I yawned, and my nose immediately detected the odor of alcohol.

"Megan, you are drunk,” he muttered, his palm warm and his voice frigid. Rayleigh's voice is his, according to my ears. Turstin has fully enslaved my entire being.

I chuckled. “I know. Because someone hurt me.” I pout. I just convince myself that I'm not in pain that everything is fine with me, but the truth is my heart doesn't stop hurting. It is hammered every second because I am asking myself why he doesn't like me.

“I’m sorry. I didn't mean it.”

I grinned as he said it. Even if he wasn't Rayleigh, everything he said sounded like Rayleigh to me. Somehow, the ache I was experiencing was alleviated.

“Stand there because the floor is cold. You might get sick.” After he told me that, he stood up and stepped back.

I also stood up and until now, my body is still heated.

“It's hot.”

He couldn't stop me from raising my hand and finally removing the dress. I suddenly felt relieved because of that. There was no cover left on any part of my body but only underwear. I didn’t feel embarrassed, even though he could already see my breasts.

“Wait, what are you doing?! " He raised his voice. When I tilted my head, I saw Rayleigh's face. I've already begun to fantasize about Rayleigh. I kept thinking that I should have just taken him up on his offer to have sex with me.

I run upon a man who resembles Rayleigh. Not only that, but I kissed him without hesitation after wrapping my hands around him. If I only want to have sex with another man, it's best if I'm intoxicated, so I can see Rayleigh's face. Rather than regretting it since I did not see him when I will do it the first time.

“Mmpphh.” I couldn't stop groaning as he returned my kisses. Because of my previous boyfriends, we always just kissed, so maybe I've already perfected how to kiss men.

From being slow, just right, and the most violent. In the middle of our kiss, he spoke before he inserted his tongue inside my mouth.

“Fuck! Why are you good at this?”

I didn’t listen to what he said and pushed him onto the bed, so we could lay down. I don't know if I was born to be an immobile woman, so even the strength of my body is like that of a man. I had a hard time pushing him, but it wasn't like other women who could hardly push their boyfriends because of their extremely fragile bodies.

“H-hey. Megan.”

I don’t know where he found out my name. I bit his lip, so he wouldn't be able to calm down. When I lowered my kisses on his neck, he turned it to his right side to give me access. I left marks there. Nothing, just because I want to. I'm sure he will not be here tomorrow, this man is just like normal men who only chase sex.

I rubbed my private part on his not yet erect cock, but I just kneaded, and I felt its arousal. My eyes are already repressed. I wanted to do something I had never done in my whole life. I lowered my body until my face and his cock leveled.

I unbuckle his belt, take off his pants and then the boxer. His cock sprang proudly. I kiss it without reluctance. It's funny that I am doing it to others when the person I love offers sex to me.

He pulled my face away from his cock, then had erotic complexions. It looks like he's getting drunk on what I'm doing. Wow. I never thought I could imagine Rayleigh's erotic face. I didn’t hold back, and I held on to his cock again. I removed his hand.

“Megan. You don't have to do that.” He was still holding me, but I had already whacked his hand. It was as if I had not been given the food I wanted.

Because I slapped him, he let go of my face and didn't calm down. Half of his body was lying down, while his head seemed to be watching what I was going to do next. I was devastated to see how big it was. This man was greatly blessed because of the proportion of meat he had. It looks like he rained big cocks in the sky.

I grip it like it's being measured. It doesn't seem to fit in my mouth, but they say it's not fun when you don't try.

I slowly place it on my lips. Tried to taste the sweet liquid. I'm only sure of one thing tonight.

That I will lost my virginity to this unknown — Rayleigh man.