35 - the good woman

I was rinsing my mouth when Moab stood at the door and I was afraid of what he might think

Him: is my kissing you so disgusting?

Me: no no no of course not come on I said taking his hand and leading him back into the room

I made him sit on the bed and then I sat down

Me: your ......baiser wasn't disgusting at all, on the contrary your lips are so soft, I said, touching his lips. it's just that it was the first time and the meeting of our saliva was a little, a little

Him: a little

Me: weird

Him: weird?

Me: Yes and it made me want to vomit, I'm sorry

Him: no, no, I understand well, it is not serious, my wife

Me: ok, I'll make it up to you, I'm going to cook, do you want something special?

Him: why not a chocolate cake

Me: ok, I'll make it for you

Him: thanks in the meantime I'll go to bed for a while

Me: yes, go ahead

I went to the shower to change and then I went to cook. I felt really good in this house it was spacious, it was just what I wanted I felt good.

Hours later

We were sitting in the living room watching a show and I was enjoying it.

Moab: I'll go back to work on Monday, I have a lot of work to catch up on because of past events

Me: I'll be fine, don't worry I can help you, if I can do anything

Him: that's nice, tell me Dina, have you ever thought of going back to school, I mean to university

Me: yes I have, but dad didn't want me to, so I gave up the idea of going back

Him: I see but Dina you are now here with me and I wouldn't mind if you went

Me: really, wow thank you very much

Him: you're welcome, have you ever thought about what you would like to do, in what field would you like to work?

Me: I like digital you know, computers and everything, but I could also become a secretary

Him: secretary!! no way, do you know that in most cases the bosses cheat on their wives with secretaries, although I know you'll never do that I don't want you to be looked at as a potential mistress

Me: you don't have a secretary?

Him: yes, but it's a man

Me: ah I see, but you don't prefer to have a pretty little secretary, who makes you dream just with her walk

Him: if it is true that it is tempting

Me: Are you kidding?

Him: no, it's you who made me see what I was missing

Me: be careful Moab I am not joking

Him: calm Dina calm I would accept a secretary like that only if it was you and one thing I love your walk

Me: Wow, thank you.

Him: you're welcome my wife

Me: Moab, tell me, will you go to the doctor for your illness?

Him: I already went and the doctor said there was nothing to do

Me: on the contrary, I seriously think that there is a solution, understand it well, I don't mind staying with you in such a condition, despite your illness, but I know deep down that you have a complex about it, that it bothers you, so please try to go and consult somewhere else, you can't go to a clinic and stop there, okay, your problem, no, our problem is probably related to a spinal cord problem

so we'll get a good specialist for us.

Him: uh thank you Dina he says looking at me deeply

Me: Moab, it's nothing. You are my husband, aren't you, so let's face it together.

Him: yes, ok

Me: You never told me about your father, your family even

Him: That's true. Actually there is nothing to tell you, you know my mother Habie, my father's name was Nathan Sankara, I have a brother Henry whom you probably already met.

Me: I met Henry at our wedding party.

Him: ah the ugliest night of your life

Me: That's true, but I'm okay now.

Him: ok, let's go to sleep

Me: yes I follow you

TWO months later

It had been three months since Moab and I got married after our discussion that night Moab still hadn't gone to see a specialist, I didn't know how to get him to that practice, thanks to Amir we had found a good specialist in his field, his practice had excellent ratings I really hoped he could help us.

Me: Moab

Him: Dina

Me: I am very upset

Him: why Dina did I do something wrong

Me: yes why do you refuse to go to this specialist, you know it's for our good

Him: yes but I don't think that it will work

Me: if it is going to be alright have faith in God

Him: you know very well that I don't believe in your God

Me: it's never too late to let him into your life, just give him the benefit of the doubt

Him: uh Dina we are talking about a divinity

Me: yes but he is above all a friend, a brother, a protector, he has many functions, many roles

Him: if you say so