Part: 71 Please Don't Go

"Is this truth bigger than our love for you, Princess?" He asked, staring at me dejectedly.

No, nothing is bigger than our love.

I know, he loves me truly and he can do anything for my happiness and to keep me safe, but it doesn't mean he will hide things from me.

I thought that now I know everything about it.

"I love you so much, Zain, but it is hurting me a lot. You have a daughter, how did you hide such a big truth from me till now? After all this, how can I trust you? What is the guarantee that after this you won't hide anything from me?" I asked in a loud voice with outrage after grasping his collars.

I'm furious because he destroyed our relationship by hiding such a big truth from me.

I started crying, burying my face in his chest. "Why did you do this? I always trusted you so much and you did this. I still love you, Zain, but I can't trust you."

"I'm sorry, Princess, I never wanted to hurt you. You can punish me, but please stop crying. I just always want to see you happy. Not even my dream, I wanted to break your heart. You're an angel to me, you took me out of the pain of childhood, I had been surviving the life before meeting you, you taught me how to enjoy and live the life to fullest. You brighten up my life and took out the best version of me. You taught me how to look at the positive side of every situation. You controlled my temper issues." He clasped my face. "I love you so much, Princess. Believe me, I was waiting for the right time to tell you about this. You know it is hurting me a lot to see you crying like this because of me. You can give me any punishment, but please forgive me." He uttered, gazing into my eyes deeply. I can vividly see the love in his eyes.

I never doubted him and questioned his loyalty because I know he loves me truly, no matter what he'll never hurt me intentionally. But I can't ignore that he hid such big truth from me. How can I trust him that he won't hide anything from me after this?

"I need time, for now, I just want to know, who is Saira's mother. What is your relationship with her mother?" I asked in a serious tone and my heart is thumping with fright.

"Saira is my submissive daughter, her name is Lavanya."

Flashback

It was the day when I came to know that my submissive Lavanya was pregnant with my baby. My anger had no bound that day.

I grasped her hair. "How could you conceive when you were taking birth control pills on regular basis?" I asked, yanking her hair.

I didn't use condom earlier. My all submissive took the pills on regular basis. I clearly instructed them about this.

"I for...forgot to take, the pills, Master." She shuttered and I gave her a deadly glare.

I clutched her chin, digging my nails in her skin. "How could you forget such an important thing, Lavanya?" I roared at her.

"I'm sorry, Master." She apologised and her eyes welled up with tears.

"Tell me what we'll do now?"

"I'll abort the baby,"

"Just shut up," I shouted, cutting her words. "The baby you're carrying, it's mine too and it's my order that you won't abort the baby. You will give birth to my baby and then never show me your face."

That day, I decided that I wouldn't abort my baby. I would cherish my baby and take her all responsibility because my heart didn't permit me to kill my baby.

It never bothered me that she was my submissive's baby, the only thing that mattered to me was that she was my baby and I didn't let my submissive kill my baby.

After nine months, she gave birth to my little daughter. I felt so good when for the first time I held her in my arms. She was so tiny. I smiled for the first time in my life when I saw her. As I kissed her forehead, she smiled in sleep.

I kept her name Saira because in childhood I had a wish to have a sister. I always used to ask my mother to bring my sister and I would keep her name Saira.

I gently placed Saira in the crib and wandered to Lavanya who was lying on the hospital bed.

"Now you're free, Lavanya. You can go anywhere." I  said to her.

"But Master, she's my daughter too."

"You were about to abort her. Now you have no right on her." I chided her.

She started crying. "Please, Master, don't snatch my daughter from me. I'll do whatever you say, but please give her to me. I never wanted to abort her, I just said because I was afraid of your anger. Please, Master, I beg you." She was begging in front of me.

"Saira needs a mother too and I'll never marry a woman in my life because I hate women, I can never trust them after my stepmom. I remain busy in my business than who will handle her behind me?" I wondered and decided to give Saira to her.

"I'm ready to give my baby to you." As I agreed, her eyes shimmered. "But only on one condition." As I added, her smiled faded into a frown.

She instantly asked, "what?"

"You will never marry anybody because I don't want Saira to ever have a stepfather. So it's your choice, you want a life partner or Saira?" I kept this condition in front of her because of two reasons, first I never wanted my daughter to have a stepfather after what my stepmom had done with me in childhood and the second reason was that I wanted to take her chest that she really deserved to keep my daughter or not.

She thought for a few seconds and uttered, "I want Saira. I accept your condition."

Flashback Over

"Princess, I hid this truth from you because I didn't want to hurt you. Believe me, I was going to take you to London to meet her. So many things were happening in our lives and I was waiting for the right time." I'm listening to him silently.

I'm so exhausted to even think anything right now.

I turned around and started walking to the door without saying anything to him. I don't have any problem with his past life, rather I respect him for saving his daughter. The women whom he hated, was carrying his baby, but still, he protected his baby and accepted her.

But I'm hurt and angry because he kept the truth hidden from me. I'm really not understanding which right time he had been waiting for so long to tell me about his daughter.

Suddenly he hugged me tightly from behind by wrapping his arms around my tummy and digging his in my shoulder. He whimpered like a baby, pulling me closer to himself.

"Princess, please forgive me, I'll die without you because you're the only reason, I'm breathing today. I'm nothing without you. I was a dead soul before meeting you, today whatever is in me is you only. If you leave me, I'll again become a dead soul.

You can take your time, Princess, but I won't let you go silently like this." He cried out, hugging me tighter and yanking me closer to himself. My heart cried with him because I still love him so much and every truth and every lie is smaller in front of my love.