40

So there I was, standing between two stunningly beautiful men, trying to keep them from hitting each other over me. Was it wrong to enjoy this situation a little? This place really changed me.

Then instead of fists flying, Jayden turned away from me and Ludwig sitting behind me and ran to the door to hold them open. "Would you please," he said decisively, looking at the blond angel coldly. Without saying a word, he got up and left the hut with quick steps, whereupon Jayden closed the door, took a few steps towards me and then stopped to look at me questioningly.

I had to pause for a moment to process it all and then tried to explain. "Well, firstly, he wanted to kiss me, so I slapped him and secondly, he won't do that again," I justify myself and Ludwig while Jayden continued to punish me with silence.

"Jayden?" I asked him cautiously, but he seemed petrified. Nothing had happened and I found his reaction a bit exaggerated, but then I remembered how angry it made me when women were close to him and I found a little understanding.

"Do you have feelings for him?" he ended his silence and my eyes widened in confusion. "Of course not! I slapped him!", I told him and took a step towards him to take his hand. It was incredibly difficult for me to suddenly feel so connected to him, because this was all new to me.

"Really not," I breathed softly and snuggled into his arms, which he didn't reply at first. Eyes closed, I pressed my ear to his chest to listen to his rapid heartbeat slowly calming down and Jayden wrapped his arms around me tightly at that moment and started sniffing my hair, which made me giggle.

"I really have to control myself not to rip the angel's wings off," he whispered, and I could still hear a whiff of anger burning deep inside him. "Please don't do it," I breathed against his chest, then pulled away slightly to look deep into his eyes. "I know how mad this must make you, but let's just forget about it."

I stroked his cheek gently and really just wanted to forget all of this because, in my opinion, it wasn't worth mentioning. "For once, I'm trying to forget it," he said, resting his forehead against mine to close his eyes and take a deep breath. I did the same and wondered how quickly I could hide everyone else under his touch. Maybe that's why these mate connections were so important for the pack and the wolves.

You had someone by your side who understood and accepted you, which I didn't see or recognize at first. It hadn't exactly started out romantically for either of us. There were many struggles we had to fight to get where we are now.

"You smell good," he smiled and pulled me closer, making my heart skip a beat again. Everything in me started to tingle again, but I remembered last night and again I didn't want to be rejected. I knew he had his reasons and it wasn't because he didn't like me, but it still ate at my confidence.

When he suddenly picked me up in his arms and carried me towards the bedroom, I briefly panicked and looked at him questioningly. "We're alone and not that, with your grandma on the couch." He looked at me lovingly while I felt safe in his arms at the same time, but also gasped in panic.

Once in the bedroom, he slowly and carefully lowered me onto the bed and I couldn't help but think about it all. Last time I only thought about him, this time it was different. I was afraid it might hurt. Fear that I would not please him. Fear that suddenly took over everything in me.

I didn't let it show, but this merry-go-round played in my head so fast that even though I was lying on the bed, I felt dizzy. "Can you get me a glass of water?" I asked after he took off his shirt and dropped it on the floor. "Of course. Are you alright?" He looked at me questioningly and I just nodded at him with a fake smile.

As soon as he left the room, I took a deep breath and spread my arms out on the bed. It felt like I was having a panic attack and far too quickly he was back by the bed with a glass. "Thank you," I murmured, slowly sitting up to finish the glass. He watched me and grinned at the sight of me.

"I don't know if I'm ready," I then whispered softly and held out the glass to him. He must have thought it was up to Ludwig, otherwise why should I do everything yesterday to be seduced and back out today. "We can just cuddle," he smiled warmly and luckily that calmed me down a bit. I nodded to him and shifted a little to make room for him, but instead of immediately snuggling up against me, he took off his pajama bottoms and stood in front of me only in his boxer shorts, then snuggled up close to me, huh literally made my heart sink into my pants.

Through the window the moon brought us a little light that gave me a glimpse of his beautiful face. He lay calmly across from me, one of his strong arms wrapped around my waist.

His intense looks were enough to make my entire body tremble, intoxicating everything inside me like waves. Overwhelmed by these feelings, I smiled at him apologetically and turned the other way, whereupon he pulled me so close by the hips that I could feel his hardness on my bottom.

My eyes widened in shock and I felt the heat in my cheeks, while my arms were covered with tingling goosebumps.

I lay there frozen, but deep inside me a firework of emotions broke out. Adding to that the feeling of his warm breath on my neck, I thought about my cowardice. Ready yesterday, now fear is holding me back. Worrying about something just because I didn't know it. The more comfortable I felt in his body, the more annoyed I was for being such a cowardly virgin.

Determined to just ignore my restraining fear and surrender to my soulmate, I slowly turned back in his arms to lie face to face with him.

Smiling, he opened his beautiful ice-blue eyes and tenderly stroked my cheek, while his tousled, black hair almost glistened in the moonlight.

"You okay?" he asked me softly and reassuringly and my eyes fell from his hair back to his face. He was my mate and no matter what before, he never meant me any harm, so why not bind me to him irrevocably?

I lost myself in this conflict and didn't answer him. My wolf whimpered to herself with desire for him and I, together with her, made the right decision and pressed my lips to his without warning. It was just as nice a feeling as the first time and he immediately grabbed me tighter and pulled me so close that my abdomen, from its demanding nature, began to glow.

This feeling was so filled with lust that I started kissing him harder, dancing my tongue playfully over his. With every passing second the desire to feel him grew, driving me to demand more touches from him than before, and defiantly I grabbed his waist to pull him over me so that he was between my legs again, just this time, it would really happen.

He pulled his lips from mine and pulled me up by my arms to remove my sweater and bra. Suddenly I wasn't ashamed anymore, not in any way. In fact, it felt insanely good to watch him excitedly looking at my bare skin, like I was a rare diamond and he wanted to inspect every corner of it.

Full of lust, he bit his lower lip and smiled at me for a brief moment, only to then immediately push my upper body back down onto the bed with his, causing my heart to start pounding wildly against my chest with excitement. He placed his lips on mine again and I could hardly describe the feelings his closeness brought to life within me. It was like I couldn't stand not doing it anymore and already it got the better of me and I started to pull down my pants, writhing under him. I wanted him and I couldn't remember ever wanting anything so badly.

He noticed my movements and, gasping for breath, pulled away from my lips to help me present myself completely naked to him. It was something special for me because no one had ever seen me like this except myself and I stared curiously into his eyes, which began to sparkle at the sight of me.

"Please don't move," he ordered quietly and just disappeared from the room, almost running. I was pulled back into reality so quickly I had to sit up and take a deep breath. Where was he? What did I do wrong? But before I could continue telling myself that it was all my fault, he came back with a small gold package in his hand.

He didn't give me time to ask what it was because he found his way back between my legs so quickly I couldn't help but smile from ear to ear. That someone desired my body so much was new to me and after he had got rid of his underwear, I also saw what he was holding in his hand. I took a calming breath, so thankful he'd at least thought of a condom, while my mind just seemed to have evaporated at his first touch.

I looked up into his eyes again, focused on his hands. My whole body trembled with excitement, all I could hear was the rustling, until he turned his attention back to me and carefully slid himself onto my body.

Just the feel of his bare skin against mine made me pull him even closer. Like nothing matters more to me than letting him take me. I wrapped my hands around his neck and bent my trembling legs while he lifted my butt with one hand and braced himself on the other.

Then came the moment when I was no longer aware of anything but the blue of his eyes and the loud pounding of my heart, until I felt his manhood, how very slowly and carefully it pushed itself further and further into me. An agitated whimper escaped my lips and I gripped my fingernails tightly on his shoulder as he excitedly watched me moan softly.

A small pain accompanied his complete penetration into me, but the more often he moved in and out of me, the less I felt the pain and I was overcome by a completely immersive feeling. He leaned down to caress my neck while his grip on my buttock tightened, causing me to move my pelvis at his pace. Again and again he penetrated so deeply and firmly that a moan escaped me every time that made him move faster inside me.

His breathing pounded against the skin on my neck as he bit me lightly over and over again, sending me into absolute ecstasy. I began to wrap my legs around his waist, forcing him to thrust deeper into me, to feel me even more intensely, and as the space was taken up by my moans, the bed beneath me shook as he started pounding mine so wildly to claim your body.

Our skin was sweating, which made it all the dirtier, but I liked it. It couldn't have been nicer and I felt a wave of madness in my abdomen that came over me so unexpectedly that I couldn't help but snuggle up against him while the muscles that wrapped around his hard member flexed. spasmodically contracted again and again and a last groan came deep in my throat.

The climax overwhelmed me and I thought there was nothing better until he penetrated me hard a few last times and then closed his eyes for a deep breath. Watching him climax inside my body was so mesmerizing that it was almost better than experiencing one of his own and as if my outbursts weren't overwhelming enough, he opened his eyes again, came down to me and bit the crook of my neck, snarling, to show the world that after this insanely good first time, I'd belong with him.

My entire body trembled under him and he gently lowered his sweaty body onto me to kiss me on his mark.