2435 It Will Definitely Be You, and It Will Only Be You

She was clearly lying quietly before him, but he just could not feel her presence.

"Man Man, are you still here?" Han Zhuoli asked in a low voice.

His voice trembled as he asked fearfully, "You… you didn't go back, right?

"You said you came back because you revived, so I keep feeling scared, scared that at some point in time, you will need to go back and won't be here anymore." Han Zhuoli held Lu Man's hand tightly, as if afraid that she would disappear right in front of his eyes.

"I have been worrying every day, wondering if someday, you will just disappear. Just like how you suddenly appeared in front of me back then, you might suddenly disappear from in front of me again.

"You got knocked unconscious this time, so my heart has been on tenterhooks all this while, afraid that something would happen to you. But I keep telling myself not to scare myself. You were clearly fine and well before this. You were still standing on stage giving a speech just moments before." Han Zhuoli's eyes were thoroughly reddened.

He seemed to have even more capillaries on his eyes. They were about to cover the whites of his eyes fully now.

"The doctor said you were fine, that your injury is actually not very serious, so I heaved a small sigh of relief." Han Zhuoli lifted the back of Lu Man's hand and placed it against his forehead. "But you haven't woken up for three days straight. You clearly only suffered a light injury, but why haven't you woken up for so long?

"Even if I tell myself now not to scare myself, I can't help it. Man Man, tell me, are you still here? Tell me please! Please wake up, quickly wake up, alright? Don't scare me like this."

He could not help but think, if Lu Man could come back, did it mean she could leave too?

Did she go back now?

"Man Man, don't abandon me here," Han Zhuoli said, his voice shaking.

His voice was very soft, but it was trembling really hard.

Tears fell out from his reddened eyes that were filled with capillaries.

"We haven't held a wedding yet and haven't had children. I want to be with you until we're old. I want to see you grow white hair and complain that you want to dye your hair. I want to see you grow old, with your hair all white. I want to hold your hand when we're old and stroll around the park leisurely with you.

"Man Man, quickly, wake up. If you're not around, what am I supposed to do?" Han Zhuoli took in a deep breath, his voice trembling as he said, "If you're not around, I will spend the rest of my life alone. My life from now on won't be like that of a human. It will be as if I have no soul left, as if I am a walking dead man.

"Man Man, can you bear to see me like this? Can you bear to?

"That time, when you told me about how your revived, I still remember how you asked whether I was married in my previous life and whom I married to." Han Zhuoli sniffled a bit and continued, "I remember I said back then that I don't remember what happened in my past life, so I also don't know whether I got married or not, and if I did, whom I married."

Han Zhuoli rubbed Lu Man's hand. He did not know if it was an illusion, but he felt that Lu Man's hand felt a little cold.

"But I can tell you very surely now, I definitely never married before. I didn't marry anyone else before," Han Zhuoli said. "Because those people are not you. If it's not you, I won't marry. Be it in my previous life or in this life, or in my next life, the person I marry will definitely be you, and it will only be you.

"Man Man, you always say I can always solve any problem for you, and you don't need to fear anything with me around." Han Zhuoli smiled bitterly as tears streamed down his face. "But now, you're unconscious. I can't solve that.

"Looking at you lying here in a coma but unable to do anything about it… For the rest of my life, I will be nothing without you by my side."