Chapter 290 Li Zhien's Diary

12.06.27 two o'clock at night

Let me smile happily for a while, I actually found him! After so many years, when I was about to give up, I found him again. Is this a gift from God to me? If so, I have to say that this gift is too happy, this is the happiest moment after we parted.

How old was I when he picked me up in jyp? I was just six years old in 1999. I must have been extremely ugly at that time. I don’t know why he picked me up until now, and I’m afraid I won’t know in the future, because he lost his memory.

Since I can remember, my family has been moving constantly. Later, the four members of my family lived in different places. At that time, I didn't know how big a billion won was in 1999. I just didn't want to be separated from my family anymore, and I didn't want to stay at my aunt's house anymore. They didn't like me, I knew it.

So when I was 6 years old, I did a thing that looks jaw-dropping now. I went to participate in the jyp trainee audition, because it seems that being a star can make a lot of money.

Although I put on my best clothes - a men's shirt given by someone, and wiped my shoes clean, but when I got there, I realized that I was the most special one, because I was wearing something special.

I don't have a floral dress, I don't have my hair permed, I don't even have accompanying parents, I have nothing! I also can't remember what I looked like at the time, because those memories are no longer important.

I just remember hiding in a parking space in the parking lot and crying, crying all the time, just like when I saw him today. And he came over to stop the car. Seeing me crying, he thought he had hit me, so he hurried over to comfort me.

I don't know how much I said to him that day. In short, I said everything that should be said and should not be said. I kept crying until I finally lost consciousness. I felt that I fainted, but later he said that I was just out of strength. up.

He took me directly back to his home, which became my home in the future. The house is not big, just a small one-bedroom apartment. I lay on the only bed and watched him make noodles for me in the kitchen. slices of soup.

Although I ate a lot at the time, I have to say that the taste alone was really bad, and he didn't realize it, so he ate all the rest of me.

We chatted a lot that night, and I also knew his name—Kong Lu. As for the fact that he is a star, I didn’t know yet, after all, I was just born when turbo became popular.

At the end of the chat, I still clearly remember his question: "I am also a helpless person. Although I can't give you a good life, if you are willing to come over, you can follow me whatever I eat. I will raise you as my younger brother, and when I get old, remember to take care of me!"

I agreed without hesitation, because his hands were very cold. At that time, I just knew that he was not malicious, but now it seems that my brother also wanted a relative at that time.

The next day he took me to pick up the luggage. As for my aunt and mother, I have to say that I am just a burden, and my younger brother is more important. At least he can be by my mother's side occasionally.

Before I left that day, I saw him handing my aunt some money, I don’t know how much, but when I saw my aunt who was shocked to blush and finally accepted it with shame, I really felt very happy.

But soon he taught me a truth: taking money to make yourself happy is a very luxurious thing! The two of us ate plain rice for almost half a month, and the side dish was just kimchi, because it was our food expenses.

But even so, I don't regret it, because he also told me that in many cases, dignity is more important.

So a 6-year-old girl lived with a young man in his early 20s. It was still in 1999. I hadn't gone to school yet, and he didn't go out to work. He just occasionally watched TV and was depressed.

Although he was not very happy during that time, it was the happiest time for me, because we were together 24 hours a day: in the morning he would kick the bathroom door to make me hurry up; we would count together Meal money, and then use the saved money to eat fried noodles; when the power goes out at night, he will teach me how to dance and rap...

At that time, I felt the warmth of home for the first time. Although they were not my parents, they were enough. We were family members.

Time went by like this for half a year in my carefree way. When I came back one day, I found him hiding under the quilt, and the news of Kim Jong Kook announcing the disbandment of Turbo was on the TV. On that day, I hugged him, like It's like he hugged me countless times at night when I cried bitterly.

The next day he got up very early, and after making breakfast for me, he came out wearing a suit that he didn't know where he hid. He squatted in front of me and pressed my nose: "Zhi En, Qian Don't leave me, I will work hard to make money and let you eat beef every day!"

Although I wanted to say that I would not leave even if I soaked rice in soy sauce every day, but he didn't give me a chance to speak. He took back my admission information that afternoon, but I found that the money saved together at home was much less. .

I have been numb myself not to think that way, but now I want to say that it was very likely that he used money to get my identity certificate from my own mother.

I know that during that time at home, it was almost impossible to open the pot, and I also know that my father may work many jobs a day, but I really can't accept that they use me to play with him, not to mention that he doesn't have much money.

The next day, the money at home was less again, because they all became my new clothes, shoes, textbooks, etc. That day I told myself to smile and give him the most beautiful side, but I still cried.

On the day when the school officially started, I got our meal money for the past day, which was three meals a day, and he let me eat something good in school alone. He didn't say what he wanted to eat, and I didn't ask, because he wouldn't tell if I asked.

I tried to study hard, but this is really something that requires talent. I pessimistically told him that I might not be a good student.

But he held my face, pressed my nose, and warmed me with his usual voice: "Then I will support you forever!"

After a long life of going out early and returning late, one day he suddenly brought back a woman. Just when I thought the sky was about to fall, he took the initiative to explain that it was his partner who picked it up just like me.

We had a hard time in 2000, money was just one of them, he was very tired, and I was pretty much the same in school.

Fortunately, at the end of the year, he finally achieved great success. I only know that he was really happy in those days. We celebrated for a long time. He hugged me and talked nonsense in the middle of the night after getting drunk. The most is that he will never let you suffered.

I feel that the meal money I saved and the snacks I secretly brought back to him are all valuable, because he remembers them all in his heart, just like me.

One day in 2001, he took me to the company, and I finally knew how successful he was. Everyone in the company was very kind to me, but I knew they were more because of him.

The other stars are okay, but when I saw Moon Geun Young, who was two years older than me but much cuter, especially when she also came over and called oppa, I felt threatened.

From that day on, I don't let him press my nose anymore, and I always dress beautifully every time I come to the company, but she is a star, but I am not.

So I found him and told him seriously that I also want to be a star. There was no difficulty as imagined, he agreed easily, and I finally knew how happy it is to have someone unconditionally support me in everything I do.

But the reality hit me again. My acting skills are terrible, especially compared to Wen Geunying. Although everyone is persuading me that the other party is a genius that I haven’t seen in decades, I’m still not reconciled. Why am I not a genius?

Aware of my sadness, he stopped almost all his work and stayed with me for a few months. At that time, we discovered that my singing voice seemed to be quite nice.

But he said that this is not enough, because a singer who can only sing will not last long. As for dancing, my body is not that flexible, so he came with me, and the two of us went to learn guitar together.

He is really smart. In less than half a year, he was already better than what the teacher said, and then he taught me in turn. In fact, I learned slowly on purpose because I wanted him to teach me for a longer period of time.

Then I officially became a member of the company, the kind with a big name! Because I am the only artist signed full-time by the company, and unlike the other Ernies she affiliates with, I am truly my own person.

At the same time, I was also the only singer in the company, if I was considered a singer at that time. But the people in the company are very kind to me. When he gets busy, I will also practice in the company by myself.

Everyone is always willing to tease me, but today I feel that they are sincere: "Zhi En practice hard, and when you become a big star in the future, you will lead the company forward together. It is best that you alone can support our entire family." company!"

"You all wait for me! Wait for me to grow up! Wait for my voice change period to pass! Wait for my guitar to be better than my brother's!" At that time, I always answered them like this. I like everyone very much. The feeling of being together.

But now that I have grown up, I already have a commendable voice, the guitar is almost the best among female stars, and I have become a big star who can support a company, but what about you?

Happy time always passes very fast, it was one day in 2004, as usual, he sent me to school, but when I was about to get off the car, he hugged me tightly, very hard.

"Zhi En, I am already a big girl, you have to be strong in the future, you know? No matter what difficulties you encounter, you must remember that you are my sister, Kong Lu! Take this photo as a souvenir for me!" After finishing speaking, he I dug out a photo of me by the Han River from my wallet, and left straight away.

That was the last time I saw him. It was my parents who came to pick me up that night. I ignored them and went back to our home paranoid.

It was empty inside, only my luggage was packed and put aside. From the crude way, it was obvious that he did it.

For many days, I searched for him all over the world, but there was nothing, nothing, the company was gone, those Ernies were gone, and even the home was gone.

My parents have always been very kind to me, especially good! Although I want to understand this as love, why is this love not so pure?

Before he left, he left me a huge sum of 2 billion yuan, which was operated by specialized personnel. He specifically explained that the money can be used to repay the debt, but he can withdraw up to 200 million yuan a year, and it has to go through me and Consent of the entrusting party.

As for ten years later, he probably won't have to worry about me anymore. Of course, I prefer to understand that he will definitely come back to me within 10 years.

Fortunately, I finally waited for it, and it didn't work for ten years.

Although he lost his memory, although he seems to have a girlfriend, but these are not a problem, because I am his family.

Whether he is called Kong Lu or Li Menglong, he is mine. He once gave me a home, and now I will give him a home.

But Lee Soon Kyu...

Li Zhien, you are the best, come on!

Fight for Li Menglong, Kong Lu, yours...