I want you.

Lisa huddled her feet on the couch she’s  sitting on, bracing her arms over her knees. Her mind was a jumble of thought of what her life suddenly  turned into.

She had lost the two men she had always wanted and now her job was already in the picture. What life would she live now she’s  out of Brazzers? And who would want to employ her knowing she was a pornstar?

Lisa gripped the mug of hot tea hard it almost broke. It'll take only months of living in this costly city for her money to finish.

She took a sip at the tea and then dropped the mug. Her life is now a mess but she felt  little guilty for what she did to Kate.

No, pushing her off the stairs was a spur of the moment act she never intended it. It was her irrational  jealousy  that willed her legs to move after Kate.

However, in that chasm of guilt felt is an equal part victory knowing Kate would never forget  her  even if she’s  no longer in Brazzers.

If the wound leaves a scar, it'll only remind Kate not to confiscate people’s  lover from them.  Lisa cringed at the wistful eyes  people threw her way after Aiden left with Kate.

Surely, those that hates her in Brazzers  would jubilate at her downfall.

She sighed and lay her back on the couch, confused at what next step to take. Her cell tinged and she picked it up to look over at the message.

It’s  her email and she navigated it, only to figure out that it’s  a sack letter  from Brazzers. It’s  now obvious that she’s  lost her role in the biggest  porn company  in U.S.

Lisa let her eyes fall shut for some moments  of reprieve  from her wandering thoughts, however, the knock on the door her had standing to her feet.

In begrudging  steps, she walked to the entrance and peeped through the whole. Her eyes widen at the person standing behind the door.

With a frustrated sigh, she opened the door and the silky feminine voice washed over her.

“Hi…”

Dragging her hand through her hair, Lisa uttered. “What do you want, Mira?”

Mira took warily steps into the foyer, standing toe to toe with Lisa. “You.” She spewed. Touching Lisa’s  face, she said again. “ I want you.”

“You shouldn’t want me because  I’ll keep hurting you. That’s  what I’m good at. I hurt people, you saw it yourself  today what I’m capable  of, Mira. Don’t  love me. Don’t  want me. Don’t  need me.”  Lisa groaned, stepping away from Mira's space.

She took in air into her strained lungs, confused at the fact that Mira keeps coming back. What did the girl even saw in her?

Mira can't even explain but all she knows is that she wants Lisa. Only if Lisa could let go of her hate for Kate and allow them a chance to build the relationship.

Mira was shocked when she saw Kate drenched  in blood and Lisa standing over the stairs with wide eyes. She had resolved in her mind to talk some sense into Lisa but after searching for Lisa in the whole of Brazzers  without much effort, Mira decided to come to her apartment.

“Lisa, life doesn’t  always work the way we want. All we have to do is adjust and let the course of fate work. Kate is meant for the twins and not you.”

Lisa’s  back grew tight as that bitter-truth stabbed into her mind.

“Allow yourself the opportunity  to love someone else, Lisa.”

A scoff vibrated  from Lisa’s  chest. She looked over at Mira and spat. “And you want that someone to be you?”

Mira jittered slightly, moved from foot to foot but uttered at last. “I wish it'd be but…I can’t  force you to hatch an affection  for me, Lisa. I just want you to know that…you need to let go of Kate and the twins. Forgive  her for her unintended mistakes  and then  move on with life. Maybe one day, you'll find someone  and then understand how fate works. How life works.”

She doesn’t allow even the slightest  of a word to vibrate from her lips. She stood there wondering in general  how life outside Brazzers would be. What job would she do that would foot her bills and that of her brother?

It’s  crazy to think, but Lisa wants to damage something  about Kate’s  life. Something  she never expect coming. Maybe only then will she forgive  herself. Maybe only putting that chaos in Kate’s  life will she move on with life.

She manageably soared the edges of consciousness  and heard Mira’s  footfalls . Whirling quickly, she grasped Mira’s  hand halting her movements.

“Tell why exactly  you’re  here?” She asked as she pushed Mira against  the wall, framing her cheeks in between  her palms.

Mira's gaze dropped on Lisa’s  lips as she prayed in her heart for a miracle  to happen. She just needs a chance to prove to Lisa she cares. She’s  willing to love.

“Speak. Why did you really come here?” Lisa probed again, but all too aware of what Mira wants.

“Because I want you.” Mira gushed, voice breathy.

Lisa knew Mira wants to use this opportunity  she’s  alone and insert herself  into her life. Not like it’s  bad, Lisa does needs someone  that can distract  her.

“I knew that, you slutty bitch. You want my pussy to fuck yours. You want my pussy to rub against  yours and make you water. Isn’t it?” She groaned.

Her chest heaved as she spilled. “Yes, I  want your pussy on mine. Have always wanted it from the very first day you fucked me, Lisa. I won’t  deny it. I won’t  cower either.”  Mira admitted, her expression  nothing short of courage and determination.

“Fuck…” Lisa muttered in frustration. She pulled away and dragged her  fingers through her hair.  Before long, she twisted to face Mira, her lips descending in a surprising acceleration that had Mira purring when their lips are in complete  connection.

Lips dueling, Lisa backpedaled  Mira into her living  room and  flushed her  over the couch before dominating  her. Holding Mira’s  hair, she twisted as she fumbled her lips over Mira’s down to her chin, neck and further to her nipples.

In longing, Mira  clasped her thighs over Lisa’s  waist but Lisa broke away to tear out Mira’s  and her panties.

In an intended fervor, Lisa brought her pussy lips over Mira’s and ground her waist. The connection  had a squeal vibrating off Mira’s  chest. She held onto Lisa’s  titties  touching, caressing as Lisa  teased her clit over hers.

The combustible  pleasure  had them  rupturing against  their folds and Lisa slumped beside Mira.

Needing the skin to skin contact, Mira held onto Lisa’s back. She kissed her shoulder and pushed  her hair aside. This affinity  is what Mira loved. What she had always wanted.

“Are you.. ?” Mira trailed off as Lisa stiffened. “Are you going to give me a chance?”

Long moment  of silence  passed before Lisa uttered. “Will try. Let’s  see how it goes.”

It wasn’t  the answer Mira had wanted to hear but she'll make do with this.

“And how about Kate? Have you forgiven  her?”

Lisa’s  breath hitched. Forgiving Kate would only be when she’s  fully revenged. Forgiveness  does come easy when revenge is meted out.

Lisa resolved to use one tool she knows will wreck Kate.

Her family.