Chapter 793: It turned out to be shaking M
Su Qingying was a little crazy, she wouldn't kiss, but she was crazy.
This is an image that will keep her for many years. All the light on her body will be completely destroyed. The closer her actions are to perfection, the less flaws will appear. Once they appear, everything will be destroyed.
Ordinary people who have big problems in the first place will not have such problems!
It's like, a bad guy who has done a lot of bad things, suddenly starts doing good things, and everyone around him will say that he is a prodigal son!
A good person who has done too many good things suddenly does a bad thing, a thing that cannot be accepted by the people around him, and that is going from heaven to hell!
People around him would say that he was pretending, that he turned out to be such a person, and that everything he had done before was false.
Su Qingying is just - carrying the pressure of this kind of "good person", the burden on her body is too heavy, and the pressure is so heavy that she can't breathe.
She had had enough.
"Hey!" Ji Feng suddenly gasped, and pushed Su Qianying away. He raised his hand to touch the corner of his mouth again, and then looked at the blood on his fingertips.
"Just kiss, how do you bite?" Ji Feng pressed his mouth again, although it wasn't serious, it was still bleeding.
Su Qingying, who was pushed back, stared straight at Ji Feng, breathing very violently, she came over suddenly, wrapped around Ji Feng's neck, and kissed him.
"Wait, don't, don't, wait..." Ji Feng pushed Su Qianying away twice, and Su Qingying was pushed away and hugged each time.
"Can you calm down a bit?"
Snapped!
A crisp slap, in fact, Ji Feng didn't hit very hard. Su Qingying still has to meet people, so there should be no injuries on his face.
But in the sealed environment of the car, this slap is really loud!
Su Qianying's left eyelid was flushed red.
She covered her face and became honest all of a sudden. It was clearly the left side of her face that was hit, but her entire face was flushed red. And she was breathing very fast. She put her legs together unnaturally, turned her head to look at Ji Feng, and her eyes were very unique.
There was no resentment, no anger, and no disbelief. Instead, there was a trace of expectation.
"Are you sick?" Ji Feng reprimanded and pinched Su Qingying's arm.
Su Qingying shrank back in pain, and then covered the place where her arm was pinched.
It really hurts!
But Su Qingying still looked straight at Ji Feng, her face even redder as if she was about to get out of the water, her eyes were still unique.
Ji Feng hit her on purpose. Pinch her too.
Not really angry, but on purpose.
Ji Feng is not the kind of man who hits women when he is angry, that's what kind of man, but if a woman wants to be beaten, that's another matter.
This is Su Qingying's unspeakable secret.
She is a shaking M.
In fact, these two English letters are the initials of two people's names.
The two were French aristocrats in the tenth century, whose full names were Donnadian. Alphonse: Francoise: Di, Sade.. Marquis of Sade for short! He is famous for some books and social scandals. He was a sadist, famous for "The One Hundred and Twenty Days of Sodom". It is the banned film that has been adapted into a movie and ranks first in the world's top ten banned films!
It is the nineteenth century Orly writer Leopold named Van Sack=Masock, and he wrote the book "Venus in the Leather Coat of the Year". It is written that the "Slave and the King" battle of sadomasochism has a great influence.
The star is the initials of the Marquis de Sade, which stands for sadism!
It's the initials of author Masoke's name, which stands for masochism!
Su Qingying is a shaking M!
Su Qingying discovered that she had this attribute three years ago, by chance, after a busy job, in order to relieve the pressure of family, social, work and other aspects. She went to the gym at home to play sandbags.
At that time, she followed her female bodyguard to give some random pointers and explained the power-generating skills when punching, and she became interested. To fight with the female bodyguard in the ring!
Really hit, the female bodyguard let her. Be careful, but still miss it.
For the first time, she felt some kind of pleasure in it.
Cool!
That's how she discovered her "hidden attributes".
But after that, she never played against anyone again, and she never played sandbags again.
Because after being accidentally beaten by the female bodyguard, her mother knew that she was not allowed to practice.
She is not allowed to play sandbags, because it will make her arms appear obviously unreasonable and destroy her perfection for a long time!
After that, Su Qingying used other methods to verify her hidden attributes many times.
She pinched herself, pricked her fingers with needles, and even secretly bought candles and dripped scalding wax oil on her arms.
She confirmed that she has that tendency!
Maybe it's because she's been controlled too much, maybe it's because she's been suppressed for too long.
She found a sense of belonging in that-sixth of pain, it relieved her stress, released her emotions, and let her relax to enjoy!
After confirming it, she had fear, was very scared, and felt that she was a pervert.
She did a lot of research on the internet about this.
I watched a lot"
Including some related movies.
This gradually put down the fear.
When she was still searching for information, she accidentally found a forum, a forum that can be called a gathering place, and there are a lot of people who are either SM or BT. There are a lot of people just like her.
The forum posts are also all about these things.
Some people are looking for a partner, some say they are confused, some feel that they are perverted and seek approval. There are also some "task completion" videos, or related texts.
Su Qingying had secretly watched it for a long time in private, reading the information on the forum.
Just read but not talk, very few replies. They are all in the post asking for approval to encourage people who are as scared and confused as her!
It's been like this for a year.
until two years ago.
Su Qingying finally posted her first and only post!
A full three thousand words!
Su Qingying also expressed her confusion in the post, and mentioned her family. She didn't mention her family background, but said how her family treated her. There were a lot of complaints about her family and others around her without any scruples.
He even expressed despair about life, saying that he was a delicately dressed puppet.
She mainly complained about her mother, who is traditional, stubborn, domineering, and has a strong desire to control!
Of course, she also mentioned her hidden attributes.
The purpose of her posting this post is to vent, so she has said everything that should be said and should not be said. Face some strangers on the Internet. Not face to face, no one knows anyone, and it is impossible to know who the other party is, so Dare she say it!
She said that she wanted to fall in love and wanted to be loved. She hoped that the people around her would not be so careful about her and not hold herself so high. She also said that she wanted to rebel against her mother, and she wanted to do everything her mother would not let her do. Do it - as often as possible.
This post is essentially a venting post. Although Su Qingying said everything, she did not say anything about finding a partner in the post.
The point is to vent!
Available on that forum. No one cares at all why she became Shake M.
After the post was posted, Su Qingying was frightened.
Not only did her post become a hot topic on the forum and received thousands of replies, but she also received hundreds of private messages from the forum overnight, almost all of which were offers to her.
She was really freaked out.
Very sorry!
She felt that she and the people on the forum were not the same, and the forum was just a bunch of lunatics.
She regrets posting this post, but she has no way to delete it. She has found the forum management, but the management will not delete it. It is difficult for her to use the relationship to block the server of the forum abroad. Or she does not dare to use the relationship at all, go to Close the forum.
Because she dared not let anyone know what relationship she had with this forum!
For many days after that, she frequently looked at the forum to see when the popularity of her posts dropped.
After the popularity of the post dropped, she seldom went to that forum, and gradually stopped reading it.
She decided to forget all of this and make her special attributes a secret forever in her heart.
Two years later, she didn't think about it on her own initiative until she met Ji Feng.
