Disobey

"You better go before Raya waits too long. Aren't you guys on vacation because you want to have fun?"

"I will sleep here tonight."

"What? Then what about Raya?"

Arkan glanced at the chopsticks that were still clamping the food, then took a bite before putting the small piece of meat into Lunar's mouth. Just placing it on those lips and sure enough the sudden treatment made Lunar's eyes widen.

"You've always chased me away with the excuse that Raya was waiting a long time. Did you think that I would sleep in the same room with her when I already had a wife?" Arkan smiled crookedly. "You made me unable to do all that, because of the status I have as your husband."

Lunar took the piece of meat that was placed in her mouth. She immediately distanced herself from them because she was still a little disappointed in Arkan who still chose Raya. She just wanted to be honest with herself about it.

Once again she had to be surprised by Arkan's behavior which pulled her to sit on his lap. "How are you?"

Lunar was silent for a moment when she heard the question. Being asked so feels very happy. It had been a long time since anyone had wanted to know the circumstances. In fact, she had forgotten when her parents asked that.

Lunar tried to reach for a drink which was immediately helped by Arkan. Now nervous, she lifted the glass and took a sip. Arkan saw how beautiful the neckline was, grew turmoil in her chest. Interest makes him unable to resist to land a kiss there. Not enough just a kiss, he gave other kisses.

Lunar felt amused. "A-arkan!"

Arkan took over the glass in Lunar's hand, then took a sip before placing the glass on the table. Even when drank he never stopped looking at his wife, until now.

Without permission he lifted the woman's body and laid her down. "Since you didn't answer my question, then I'll check it out myself."

Lunar was silent as her clothes were stripped one by one, as well as when Arkan was on top of him when she was no longer dressed. Their bodies were only covered by blankets and she still didn't move.

"It looks like you want it too," whispered Arkan in his red-looking ear.

Arkan shifted his body down and made the person who was being crushed groaned because of the friction. There is nothing more delicious than skin touching each other. He also felt the same way.

Lunar let out a slight scream as another pleasure entered her. She shed tears, not pain, but confusion. Under such conditions, it crossed her mind about Arkan and Raya.

"Do you really not love me?" She don't know how many times asked this.

"We've discussed that before." Arkan bit the tiny shoulder that was open freely.

Lunar groaned and immediately used her husband's shoulder as a handle. "I love you."

The bite had turned to a kiss on the neck, coupled with a declaration of love making Arkan smile. "I know."

"And you who don't love me, do you make Raya a shadow when you touch me?"

Arkan stopped his movement, then pulled his body back. He realized that the woman he had touched earlier was crying. After what they've been through, does this woman regret it? Lunar loves him, he reciprocates with their comfort in bed, and at the same time satisfying himself. All of that should have been enough for their relationship.

"Where are you going?"

Arkan got out of bed, picked up the clothes on the floor to put on. It felt like he had lost his appetite to continue what had been long awaited. Lunar had ruined his mood.

"I'm in a very bad mood right now. See you soon."

Arkan had already stepped away, turned around briefly to say, "You shouldn't ask for more, Lunar."

Lunar could hear the sound of the door closing indicating that the man had left. She pulled the blanket up so it could cover her and tears flowed more profusely as the pain in the heart that could not be held.

***

Holidays are no longer as fun as they should be. Since the day the bed fighting stopped, they had not seen each other. Lunar does not have space to move freely because its whereabouts cannot be known can only stay silent in the room.

She could have ignored Arkan's words, but she was lazy to leave the room because to be honest she didn't come for a holiday, but just wanted to make sure that her husband didn't fully spend time with Raya. Unfortunately, an unexpected incident like a sensitive question had driven some distance between them.

In the end, today Lunar would no longer stay in the hideout because tomorrow it would be time to return. Before that, she didn't want to make her vacation sad while Arkan was having fun out there.

For that, she has dressed up beautifully so she can walk out of the hotel. These were the clothes she bought online yesterday. Didn't expect the cut to be low on the chest. However, who will make it a matter of trouble? Only Arkan always comments on clothes like this usually, but the man is not with her. She can be free.

Just came out of the hotel door, she immediately widened her eyes. Trying to cover the exposed body parts and stuttering how to behave. She never thought that Arkan would appear before her eyes. This meeting was never planned.

On the other hand, Arkan was still stunned to find a woman he didn't want to meet in front of his eyes. Moreover, he was not alone at this time. If he moved, Lunar's whereabouts might be discovered.

He slowly turned his head back to assess the situation. Raya seems so happy to meet an old friend that she doesn't even look at him. While still watching his lover, he shifted until he could bring Lunar into the room where the door had not yet been closed.

Inside there Lunar just silent without turning around. She no longer covered her body thinking she would only look like a coward if she did. Before putting on the clothes, she already knew the risks of being noticed.

Staying silent for too long, she finally let out a voice, "You can leave first once it's safe."

"I didn't get any information from Secretary Ham about your plans today."

Lunar deliberately requested that today's sightseeing plans not be announced. "Just going for a walk."

Arkan snorted while watching the appearance he saw now from top to bottom. He brought Lunar's chin towards him. "I'm sure I didn't just tell you this once."

Lunar understood what was said to her because indeed regarding clothes, her husband had quite strict rules. She knows that a model like Raya has more clothes than what she's wearing now, but why not let her? While she is just a stranger who will soon be gone.

"Even though I like you, it doesn't mean you can manage me easily."

Arkan clenched his molars. "You disobey, Lunar." He pulled her waist close to him. "And I don't like it."