HYBRID GROSS 06

victoria

“Now you go feed. — I inform you after saving all the material I used on your wounds.

I walk over to the small table on which I have left the bowl of soup and the plate of toast.

"How am I supposed to feed like this?" Release me so I can eat. ’ he asks once more. I ignore him, not wanting to start the same argument again. I sit on the edge of the bed and lift a spoon with the soup towards his lips, he shakes his face towards the spoon hitting it causing it to spill all over his belly.

"Damn, look what you've done!" I shout at him. Am I dealing with a child? Dirty everything, you were so clean. Do you know how hard it was for me to bathe you every day? - I get up.

I put the bowl on the table again and go to the kitchen to get a wet cloth. When I return, I see him staring at me with a frown.

“But I feel like I'm naked under this blanket. Did you clean my penis? I almost choke on my own saliva.

My face gets so hot that I look like I've suddenly come down with a fever.

"Your cheeks are pink." He glares at me, continuing to frown.

“I wasn't comfortable with it either, but I needed to clean you up. You were all dirty and bloody, I had to rip your pants off your body to see if there were more injuries and she was old and dirty too.

"Did you touch me there?" he growls.

"I did, okay?" But it was a light, gentle touch with no ulterior motives. I have never touched that damn part of a man, I even hate them and I never want anyone touching me in such a dirty and immoral way, why would I do it to you? I didn't abuse you and I won't rape you like you imagine when you accuse me of stealing your sperm. — I rant as I wipe her entire belly with the wet cloth.

Something in his blue eyes that are dark with mute anger, some of the coldness leaves him and he gives me a look that seems to me to be understanding, finally.

"You promise you don't want to force me to give you my sperm for breeding tests?" —his dilated pupils as he proposes makes my heart burn with compassion.

“Of course I do, I promise or swear or whatever is greater than an oath. Just the thought of it horrifies me. - I speak looking into your eyes so that you see my sincerity.

"You don't like males?" I've heard about females enjoying touching other females.

It's my turn to frown.

— I don't want to touch no man and no woman, I don't want to touch anyone and no one should touch me this way, is that okay with you?

- Why? — seems genuinely curious.

“Why not, and I hope this subject of me wanting to molest him is closed. I hate sex and everything about it.

— Sex, when not forced, is pleasurable. Have you ever had a good experience?

— It's easy for you to say, you're a man and for men sex is really wonderful, they only think about their own pleasure and only they find it in the act.

The expression on his face turns to pure confusion as if I've just said something crazy.

- What's it? I ask.

“Sex is just as good for females as it is for males when it's reciprocated.

"That's it!" In my experience it wasn't reciprocated, it was horrible, horrifying.

"So you had a male?"

— I didn't of my own free will, my father gave me to a bastard, his business partner when I turned nineteen, I even had to sign a marriage paper at gunpoint. I was forced to be with that bastard.

"Didn't he try to make sex nice for you when he touched you?"

- No. The fucker just pushed me onto the bed and hurt me the first time... The first time he raped me. And then it just got worse. I was stuck with him for six months, until I plucked up the courage and stuck a knife in his chest while he was sleeping and managed to escape. I stole money from him and my dad because I knew where they kept it, I stole his old truck and traveled a long way to find this mountain cabin for sale and I've lived here ever since. Four years ago.

"And isn't it a parent's instinct to protect its young?" Why would he allow a male to do this to you? he snarls and his voice is filled with rage.

I watch as his cuffed fists clench and his eyes darken with fury.

— If he himself gave me to the imbecile, what more to expect? My father was not a good man and doing this was no sacrifice for him, I don't know what was going through his head, I just know that I hate him with everything I am.

“You're afraid of sex and men. You don't seem afraid of me. His voice softened. I look into your face.

“I don't think of Hybrid males as ordinary men. I'm just afraid that you'll be violent and attack me, kill me like you threatened, but I'm not afraid that you'll abuse me.

"If I were a human male, would you leave it for dead?"

- No! Even before I knew you were a Hybrid , I was already planning to drag you out of there, but the moment I saw your features and knew what you are, a greater motivation to save a Hybrid , a victim of disgraced human beings, boosted. A human male would be easier, I'd just call the police, but you know I couldn't trust anyone to know about your existence here.

He stares at me half open-mouthed, surprise is easy to read in his expression as a different emotion flashes in the canine blue iris of his gaze.

- I am cold. - he says completely ignoring my explanation.

"I'll cover you with another blanket." - I go to the wardrobe and pull another blanket, cover the Hybrid and put my hand on his forehead. "Are you feeling bad?" You look kind of feverish. Now that you're awake may I ask, can you take painkillers?

“My body temperature is hotter than humans and I won't take any medicine you want to give me. I don't fully trust you.

“I really don't care if you trust me or not. You'll just see I'm telling the truth when other Hybrids show up here to rescue you, but that's only if I go into town and get their phone number. You are making everything harder on yourself.

"You're not going to hand me over to Medicinne , are you, Victoria Carver?" - reinforces once again, however, hearing him say my name for the first time makes an unknown shiver run through my body.

"Do you want to drive me crazy?" Is this a test of patience, God? - I ask looking up - I want to help you. Stop this.

"Help me by letting go of these chains, I'm helpless like this."

“And I wish I could trust you, but I can't. You threatened me and you don't trust me either. We both have our reasons, so here's the thing, I'll try contacting HybridFalls and you'll see when you're safe with your people that I wasn't lying to you. His gaze narrows for a few seconds and then he lets out a deep breath.

- Accordingly. He growled lightly.