HYBRID GROSS 14

victoria

Everything he says sounds so sincere and true or is it because his touch was so incredible and wonderful that my psyche just wants to believe him to feel it again, and again.

The realization that I can easily get attached to him hits me and my heart sinks suddenly already starting to ache in advance because I know he will be gone very soon.

— Touch me, explore my body with your hands, I won't attack you, so maybe you feel more comfortable with me, with my size.

I look up at his body, he really is huge and when I'm sitting like this, he looks extraordinarily big. He's still holding my hand, preventing me from pulling away. I move my gaze to our clasped hands.

His hand moves mine to his abdomen and lets go, leaving me to touch him myself. I look into her pretty canine eyes as my fingers tentatively trace the outline of her shapely buds.

- Make yourself comfortable. He encourages me and gives me a slight smile that makes my insides shiver.

Honesty and sincerity shine in their eyes. I really want to believe him, even though I know it's insane to do so. I don't even know him well. However, it's all so intense and my other hand comes up to touch his thigh, moving up to his hip and finding my other hand on his belly.

I look at the bandage I made on his rib and run my fingers lightly around it.

"Would it make you feel better knowing we have something in common?" - he asks.

- What would it be? I ask.

“We were used for sex against our will. I'm also pushing boundaries here, because it's just you and I feel different.

“Oh…” I exclaim, realizing it's true. “Do you want to tell me more about this?

“My seed has been taken from me for breeding tests for years. At first I agreed to have sex with a human female because I wasn't seeing the evil behind her intentions yet. She knew how to turn me on and I being an inexperienced male, I ended up giving in every time. I even liked the sex at first, but when she got pregnant and they celebrated, I understood why she was doing it.

"Did she get pregnant?" I pull my hands away from him in fright. Feeling the shock coursing through my nervous system — How? This is impossible! You are sterile!

“The female confessed to having sex with a human male during the process and didn't know whose pup it was, so the nurses didn't know if they had been successful or not, and after a few days, before they could perform any kind of exam, she had a... I don't remember the word I heard them saying.

Worst case comes to mind.

"Spontaneous abortion?"

“Yes, that was the word I heard. After that I didn't let any other female try to seduce me and I didn't mount any more, however they made me watch movies of human females touching each other, they also gave me drugs that stimulated my sexual desires, and they used their hands on me, I I was unable to control my body and my impulses because of the meds, so they ended up getting what they wanted, shots and shots of my sperm.

"Gross..." I drop his name in a whisper, regretting it.

“They lied saying I was the only one of my kind alive and they were trying to reproduce more of me, I was constantly being manipulated. My eyes fill with tears.

— What the hell did they do to you... That's why your accusations against me that I thought were crazy, I even imagined they did that when you said it, but it was much worse than I thought, I had no idea... I'm sorry , you really were sexually abused, like me... — I regret with my face bathed in tears — And were these other attempts at reproduction successful? Do you know?

— I don't think so, I heard them complaining and they also took out on me the frustrations of not being successful because it was fertilization and not naturally. That's also why they were transferring me to another test site when I managed to escape. They thought that with different females and different tests, they could succeed.

“Damn, bastards. I hate them so much! - I exclaim furiously - Keep going.

“Hours before they had tortured me for attacking a female when I couldn't take her touch on me anymore. I was tired, disgusted, I'm a big male but I was shaking with fear when they walked into the room because I knew what was coming next. Sometimes I attacked them on purpose just because I preferred torture to them touching me.

- Oh, God... - I moan again, feeling my heart ache, I lift my hand and pull his arms so that he sits next to me, since he was still standing in front of me.

“Victoria? he calls after me, looking confused.

— This is a gesture of empathy. I explain as I fling myself onto him carefully and hug him.

His body is warm and so big and he smells like me, the scent of my cream I used to detangle his hair. Gross hesitates at first but then his arms close around my waist, pulling my body close to his, squeezing me tight.

“I'm so sorry, Gross. So much... And anyway I think this baby was from the human male, the news is that Hybrids are sterile, you can rest assured.

- I hope so. He murmurs, inhaling deeply.

I pull away slowly and cup my hand towards her face, look into her beautiful eyes, and blink back the tears that won't stop rolling.

His eyes widen in surprise as he brings his hand to my face to gently rub away my tears, the gesture makes my chin quiver and the urge to cry more intensifies.

“Why are you crying so much? — seems genuinely confused.

- For you. For everything you've been through. It's not directed at you, but it's for you, I don't know if you can understand me.

“I think I understand. But, you're shedding so many tears for me...

- Yea. I hate that this has happened to you.

— I never cried. — admits.

- Never? But is this possible? I slowly let go of the hug and we went back to sitting facing each other.

— I grew up hearing at Medicinne that crying was a weakness, but somehow I knew that there were many forms of it, because I already felt that urge to shed tears at certain times, of anger, sadness, hate, loneliness, pain. But I never did because I would have become more vulnerable to the bad things they did to me.

I stare at him in awe.

“You are so strong and amazing. He frowns.

- Like this?

“You are just that. — a thought hits me — You never got a compliment, nobody ever said anything nice about you?

- No. Just swearing and insults.

"Then know that you have my admiration." You've dealt with worse than I've had to deal with and yet you haven't hurt me or tried to take out what was done to you. You could. I'm human, you were vulnerable at first here with me having you handcuffed, and you had me at your mercy afterwards. Forgive me for that, I didn't imagine the triggers that could be awakening you.

I truly resent it.

“You've done me no harm, Victoria. On the contrary, you did everything you could for my good and that's why I owe you and am willing to do what I want to do to you to repay you. A horrible thought comes to mind again and my mouth falls open.

- Oh my God! — I get out of bed and turn around with my hands on my face, feeling guilty — Get away from me. I'm sorry, please.

“Are you kicking me out and apologizing for it?

“You said no, but now, with what you said last, you've confirmed it! You touched me because you truly feel indebted to me. You don't have to force yourself to touch me as a way of saying thank you. Now that you've told me everything you've been through, I'm sure this is very traumatizing for you. I am horrible. You'll end up hating me later. I'm sorry Gross!