Fighter plane
You are not alone in having out-of-control emotions; I, too, have struggled to keep my emotions in check.
"Rachit's point of view,"
At 2:00 p.m., I was having lunch in the cafeteria.
Then my gaze was drawn to the cafeteria door, where both Riya and Ashish were about to eat lunch.
I was confronting Riya for the first time since telling her about my feelings for her that day. I've avoided her since then.
I know Riya isn't mine; she's in love with someone else, yet I can't seem to stop thinking about her, no matter how hard I try.
"Hello, sir. How are you doing today?" Ashish said, drawing my attention to him.
"I'm fine," I replied."How are you?"
I drew my gaze to Riya, who was standing alongside Ashish, and we exchanged glances.
She averted her gaze from my face right away, but she remained silent.
She followed Ashish and sat at a table off to the side.
I was listening in on their conversation.
I don't want Riya to talk to anyone other than me, but I don't have the authority to prevent her from speaking with Ashish.
Riya appears to be depressed today. Maybe she's unwell, or maybe she's just having a bad day.
Has she fought with Harsh?
No, as far as I know, harsh words never bother Riya to where her mood is affected.
So, what could be the cause?
Is Riya upset because of my presence?
However, she has distanced herself from me since that day. This shows that I am unimportant in her life.
However, the kisses we exchange for no apparent reason make me believe she likes me.
What was I thinking when I told her about my feelings?
She used to talk to me, at the very least.
"Come on, Rachit, she's never talked to you before."
She used to argue with you all the time and get enraged.
Riya's enraged behavior flashed into my head. A tiny smile appeared on my face as I remembered her angry words and comments.
Then I noticed Riya leaving the café without having eaten her meal.
I know she can't go on like this.
Ashish had to have said something to irritate her.
After giving it some thought, without thinking about it, I dialed Riya's number from my phone.
"Oh my god, what should I do with this girl?"
"What was she thinking when she put my phone number back on the blacklist?"
Is it okay if I call Harsh and tell him about Riya?
The last time I told Harsh about Riya not having lunch, she was very engaged with me.So, what do I do now?
I slammed my phone down on my hand, furious.
With a puzzled expression on my face, I looked at Ashish.
When he saw me, he shrugged his shoulders and opened his lunch box, where he began eating.
"That bloody selfish fellow."I was becoming irritated with Ashish.
He had to have said something that enraged Riya.
She would not have gotten up in a rage and gone if he had eaten his meal peacefully.
"How dare you interfere in my matters?"
That's what she said to be the last time she spoke to me.
I was sitting on this couch, and I invited her back to my cabin today.
I know quite that what I'm doing violates my professional ethics.
But I'm still not sure why I care so much about her.
I summoned the office boy to my office and asked him to join Riya in my office for a meeting.
I knew Riya wouldn't trust the office boy, so I told him that when Riya asks what the work was, he should reply that everyone had arrived for the meeting except for you.
When the office boy initially heard me, he was perplexed, but then he smiled and asked, "Do you like Riya, ma'am?"
For the first time in my life, I realized what nervousness was after listening to him.
My cheeks felt warm.
In a quiet voice, I said yes to the office boy.
He came over to Riya's cabin with a smile on his face.
The place where she slapped my cheek made me want to kiss her again.
"She had no right to slap me."
"What does she think about herself?"
"Girls drool after one of my looks, and when I told Riya how sexy she looked in a black bra, she slapped me instead of thanking me."
"Oh my goodness, are you serious?" What about the words after that?
"Have you forgotten?"
My subconscious alerted me to my mistake.
"You inquired if she seduced you."
"Do you honestly believe she needs to seduce you when you're constantly drooling over her?"
Yes, I realize my fault, but she continues to test my patience.
For her, I was peeling the apple.
When Riya and her rage walked into my cabin.
"What discussion is going on here?" she inquired. "And where are all the people?"
I motioned for her to take a seat next to me.
But, with her investigative mentality, she kept asking me question after question.
"Quiet down, fighter plane. I'll answer all your questions, but first, you eat something, "I whispered to calm her rage.
She glared aggressively at me and threatened to file a complaint.
I encouraged her to express her dissatisfaction without fear of retaliation.
I know that no matter how enraged she is with me, she will not complain to me.
She was still yelling and staring at me aggressively.
"Are you turning down your chatter, or should I halt your chatter?" I threatened as I listened to her babble.
Otherwise, what will you do? She challenged me, staring me in the eyes without fear.
I drew my gaze to her lips."Do I have to say anything?"
Maybe she got what I was saying because she ate all the apples on the plate saying nothing.
When I saw her fearful expression, I smiled to myself.
She stood up and walked away, saying nothing to me.
I came to a halt and inquired why my phone number had been added to the blacklist again.
But she didn't pay attention to what I said.
When she ignores me, it irritates me.
"I don't like it when people put my phone number on a blacklist," I added, staring at her.
"My wish," she murmured, rolling her eyes.
Seeing her abrasive demeanor, I had some fun with her.
"As long as you want, keep my number on the blacklist," I replied, as I moved closer to her.
"I will not ask you to remove my number now."
It undoubtedly startled her when she heard my footsteps approaching her.
"Don't kiss me," she whispered, trying to stop me with her palms.
"Are you kidding?"
I wondered after hearing her words.
"I have no intention of kissing you, but I will have no problem kissing you." When I saw her reaction, I couldn't stop giggling.
"Then why are you coming to me?" In a perplexed tone, she inquired.
"I believe this is my cabin; I may roam wherever I want." As I moved closer to her, I said.
Perhaps she, too, is experiencing the same sensation as me as we get closer. Maybe that's why, sensing my proximity, she closed her eyes.
I was ready to kiss her when I remembered what had happened the previous time I was about to kiss her.
Everything has been weird between us since that day.
So I leaned back in my chair, abandoning my plan to kiss her.
She opened her eyes and was taken aback when she didn't see me in front of her.
I was enjoying her perplexed expression.
"What happened?"
"Would you like to say something?" I couldn't stop myself from laughing.
"Nothing," she said hesitantly. "may I leave now?"
"Of course, you are free to leave, but tell me one thing: do you like me as well?" I mustered the confidence to ask her.
When she heard me, she replied in a hesitant tone, "No, not at all."
Her face and tongue seemed to communicate two distinct languages.
I gave her the impression that I knew that she liked me as well.
Actions speak louder than words.
She said, "No, Rachit, I don't like you," and walked out of my cabin.
I had a feeling she wanted me to kiss her.
She'll never be able to get away from my passionate kiss.
In her eyes, I see an unfulfilled desire to kiss me.
Regardless of how much she claims she doesn't like me, the way she looks at me, I'm sure she does.
"I swear Riya, no force on earth will keep me from approaching you until I am certain that you, too, like me."
"I'm not sure if I just like you or if I have deeper feelings for you, but I want you."
"As soon as I'm in front of you, I lose track of what's right and what's wrong.
Your eyes have a magical quality.
And I'm instantly hypnotized when I look at it."
