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Chapter 18 (part 1)

I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep on the trip.

I just woke up when I felt myself get up from the chair signaling that someone had lifted me up.

With heavy eyes I forced myself to stare so I could see who had lifted me.

And I was greeted by Aius, series handsome face.

He is too handsome now in my eyes. I want to touch her face.

That's why I did it. I slowly raised my hand to caress his face.

He just looked down at me then continued walking.

"You're handsome. I wish you're mine ..." it just came out of my mouth on purpose.

I saw her sigh and shake slightly.

I think I'm drunk, what am I saying.

I could no longer understand what I was saying. Until I just fall asleep again.

***

When I woke up again I felt my back pressing against the soft object.

When I opened my eyes I immediately met Aius's deep eyes.

And as I looked into he's eyes, I felt something.

I can't name the feeling.

It was as if I was mesmerized by his stares.

I am lost in his deeo eyes.

I look down at his lips, and I don't know why, but there's something inside me, want to feel his lips again.

I wanted to feel his soft lips pressed on my lips.

So without further a do, I pulled him closer to me and brushed my lips to his.

And as my lips touch him, I felt him stiffened a bit. But later on, he kissed me back.

His lips are so soft. It tasted like a sweet chocolate. It's addicting.

We continued kissing, until I felt his kisses starting to get deep.

But I don't mind, I like it. No, scratch that. I love it. I love every brushed of his lips on mine.

My lips parted slightly as his kisses deepened, and it seemed like a signal for him to insert his tongue inside my mouth.

I let out a little moan, as our tongue played with each other.

My tummy is swirling in so much sensation. Looks like there are butterflies flying there.

Minutes had past, and his kisses are getting deeper and deeper and deeper until I felt his hand moving all ove my body.

I felt his slight squeeze on my waist, then his hand crawled up and up until it reached my breasts.

"Ahhh ..." I muttered softly when I felt his gentle squeeze there. Even though I was still wearing a dress and a bra, I could feel the warmth of her palms.

"Hmm." he sighed weakly, while still kissing me.

The whole room was very quiet and only the sound of our kisses could be heard. That only added even more to the sensation I was feeling.

Moments later I felt his kisses descend from my jaw down and down my neck.

I feel so hot. My arms spontaneously curled around his nape and my hand was barely tweaking his hair.

"Ahhh!" my back spontaneously arched when I felt his warm lips on my neck.

And I don't know, but my hands seemed to have a life of their own and I began to unbutton his polo shirt one by one.

Until I could take it off his body. His wide chest and the muscles in his abdomen opened up to me.

I hovered over it with my hand and he almost took more breath than I did.

I heard him, groaned and cursed a bit. "F*ck!" he immediately moved away from me as if he were about to burn.

Then he shook his head and spoke. "No, no. We shouldn't be doing this. This is so wrong." after he said that, he walked away and turned around, at the same time wiping one palm on his face as if he was in trouble.

I looked at him, amazed at what he had done. I also felt a little regret in my heart.

"Why? What's wrong with that? I'm single and you're single? Don't you want me?" curious and regretful I asked.

Doesn’t he want us to do that? Or does he not want me to be with him to do that?

I want him and I thought he wanted me to by the way of his kisses.

"Your drunk, we shouldn't do it when your drunk."

"Why? Sobber or not I want to do it with you."

"No you don't. You'll regret it tomorrow."

"But I want you! I want to ... to..feel you." page by page I spoke to him.

"Damn it, Sariel! Stop! I won't take advantage on your drunkness. I don't want you to wake up tomorrow with regrets." he seemed impatient.

"Then, we'll do it when I'm sobber?" my question seemed innocent.

"W-what ?! Are you seriously asking me that question ?!" his voice immediately exploded throughout the room causing me to be barely overcome by a mixture of shock and fear.

And for no apparent reason I shed tears. "S-s-sorry." I bowed to him, then lay down on the bed and covered myself with a blanket.

"H-hey, I didn't mean to shout at you. I'm ... I'm sorry." he apologized to me, but I ignored him and just pretended to be asleep.

Then I just heard the door open and close.

When I was left in the room I only realized what he had done.

'Did ... did he really ... reject me?' I can't believe what I'm saying in my mind. My ego was hurt there. I can't believe it.

'Maybe I am not really that attractive to him?' I just asked myself which made the pain in my heart worse.

I didn't realize that I was crying, until I sobbed.

No one wants me. All of them always reject me. It hurts! It f*cking hurts!

Why does people always reject me? Am i that rejectable?

I shook my head and forced myself to remove that from my mind.

My head is still spinning, but I don't give a d*mn.

I tried to sleep but I couldn’t. I don't want to share my eyes.

So I just waited for Aius to return to the room.

Twenty minutes had past, no sign of Aius.

Thirty minutes had past again, and still no sign of Aius.

Until it became hour of waiting for Aius to come back inside his room, but still no sign of him.

Maybe he doesn't want to see me.

I just sighed and then forced myself to sleep again.

Until I no longer realized I was asleep.

The next day I woke up because of the headache.

"A-ah!" my head was even beaten by the hammer because of the pain.

Dmn it! Drinking isn't really a good idea! And now, I'm regretting it! Argh!

"Hang over?" from my side I heard the voice of Aius.

I think he was fine and just came out of the bathroom. New bath, hair still wet. And the water was flowing from his chest down to his perfectly shaped abs. Up to his V-line.

"Eyes up here, lady." Aius seemed to say teasingly so I immediately looked up.

"Love what you're seeing, hmm?" he said teasingly.

I immediately blushed with embarrassment. "H-no ah, you don't even have abs, eh." I was joking with him.

"Really?" teasingly he replied to me. "As far as I remembered you just touched it last night." there was a grin at the most he said.

My face turned red and my ears and cheeks became very hot. "W-what are you saying? D-did I ... ahm..t-touched it?" I stammered a question.

"Oh, acting innocent, are we?"

What? I can't remembered what happened last night. D*mn it! What did st*pidity I've done?

"Hmm ..." Aius caressed his chin as if thinking deeply.

"I..ahm .. honestly can't remembered what happened last night." I will confess to him.

"Oh? Then, maybe I should keep it to myself?"

"T-then tell me what did I do?"

"Oh, that. It's for me to keep and for you to find out." after he said that, he even kissed me. Then my cheeks got hot. My stomach felt like there were butterflies flying.

"Did ... did something happen to us?"

"What do you mean?"

"Like ... ahm..ahm .." I couldn't continue what I was going to say because I was dominated by shame.

"Like ...?" waiting he asked.

And though embarrassed I forced myself to ask that question to him. "Did you popped my cherry?"

"Your ... what?" he really can't believe his question and the next thing he did was to barked out of laughter as if he really can't believe what I just say. "Your crazy. Go on, fix yourself. We have a shooting today." after he said that he left the room with the clothes he was going to wear.

I, on the other hand, got up and went straight to the bathroom to get ready.

When I was in the bathroom, I immediately took off all my clothes. And unexpectedly I caught a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror.

I immediately noticed red marks that looked like a rash on my neck. And as I looked at it closer on the mirror, I realized what it is.

WHAT THE F*CK ?! A FREAKING KISS MARKS!

And with that, the memories of last night, flash like a movie in my mind. And I can't do anything, but to feel embarrassed!

What the hell? And was I really the one who initiated the kiss between the two of us?

Embarrassing!

But what was even more embarrassing was when the image of him suddenly flashed in my brain as he licked my chest!

My cheeks immediately became very hot with embarrassment.

I don't know how to face him! I hope I don't remember!

**

The longer I was in the bathroom, I didn’t know what to do. It's like I don't want to go out here anymore, just so I can't see Aius. Really embarrassing!

But I don't have any choice. I will come out and still come out.

So I went out. And I was about to call Aius to borrow some clothes, when the door of his room open.

Aius was then dumped with a paper bag. "Here's your clothes, I ask my secretary to bought you." when he landed on the bed he came out. I, on the other hand, got dressed.

After I got dressed I went to the kitchen.

And as soon as I got into the kitchen I saw Aius who was there sipping coffee from the cup.

He looked up at me and I just wished that..the ground would open up and just eat me.

I was especially embarrassed when the image of us reappeared in my mind last night! Oh my gosh!

"Will you just stand there?"

It was only then that I acted when I heard Aius speak.

I sat down in front of him and started eating. And, girl! I feel like everything before is just blocking my throat, it's hard to swallow!

I stared at him. The duration was. So when Aius looked up at me he immediately raised an eyebrow. "What?"

I averted my eyes and drank a lot of water at the same time, because I felt like I couldn't breathe!

"T-thank you ... for taking care o-of me last night, and ..." I couldn't continue what I was going to say because I was embarrassed.

"And?" he asked me, this time he's eyes are all on me. "And what? I'm waiting." he added without me speaking.

So I had the courage to take a deep breath before continuing what I was saying earlier.

"And ... for not t-taking advantage of m-my drunkness." embarrassed I answer.

"Ah that? It's nothing. Don't be shy about it." he replied. I thought he had finished speaking but he hadn't because he added something else. "Let's just forget that." When he said that he stood up.

I managed to follow him with my gaze. And I don’t know, I can’t explain why I felt pain in my heart when he said we just forgot what happened last night.

Why does I feel like crying?

And why does my heart, is aching?

I just sighed at what I was thinking and went on with what I was doing.

To be continued...