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Chapter 23 (part 1)

It will be afternoon when I wake up.

I dug next to me to wake Aius up, but I couldn't.

No Aius.

I felt a little pain and bitterness in my heart at the thought of no Aius beside me now. Something happened to us, where is he?

My heart was immediately filled with excitement and fear.

W-what if, he left me? What if he doesn't want me anymore because he already got what I keep? what if

..if ...

'No! No, I shouldn't think Aius, that way. He's not like that, he's different from others. He won't just leave me, maybe he's downstairs.

I got up to take a bath but I immediately sat down to feel pain between my thighs. D*mn! It's like being torn!

I was crying, but I still struggled to get up to get myself ready.

I was about to enter the bathroom when someone grabbed my attention. You stare at me with a frown.

Paper? Sticky note? I wondered in my mind.

"Hey, baby. I'm sorry I've left you alone, I have to do some important matters. Take a warm bath, the ones you're going to use are ready. Soak your body in lukewarm water, to lessen the pain. I know, it would hurt so ... "

-Baby

That’s exactly what was written on the sticky note glued to the CR door. I smiled, he's really sweet. Ah I love him so much.

I finally went to the bathroom, because I was already urinating.

"Ah !! D*mn it! The pain!" I screamed in pain as I urinated. The pain of my womanhood! I'm crying! Why is it the size of what I entered! I just asked in my mind.

I immediately relaxed as my body sank in the lukewarm water.

'This feels good. So relaxing '

I soaked for about twenty minutes in the tub to relax my body, and after that I took a deep bath.

When I came out of the bathroom the pain I felt between my thighs was not the same as before, though it was still a bit painful. But it's just a little bit.

He is bearable and I can walk better than before.

I go straight to my closet to prepare something to wear and get dressed, but just like before on the door of the CR there is again a sticky note posted on the door of the closet.

'Baby, wear the white dress, I prepared it for you. I love you. '

-Aius

That's what was written on the sticky note posted in the closet.

I opened the closet and immediately saw the white dress she was saying. It is Indeed beautiful.

This dress is simple, but everyone who wears it will look elegant. It's really pretty, and I love it.

I smiled at what you wore and then I paired it with a white doll shoes that I chose. I also don't want to wear heels now, because my feet still hurt.

After I fixed my hair and face, I went downstairs, because I'm also hungry, eh.

"Are you ready, Ma'am?"

"Oh, horse!" I screamed in shock with a mixture of slight jumps due to panic!

Strengthen my heartbeat, My gosh! I've even seen a ghost in what I did before!

I heard the slight laugh of the woman who startled me — she spoke to me.

I looked at her in amazement, who's this lady we have here, hmm?

"Who are you?"

"My name is Janelyn po, ma'am. And I'm here to bring you to Sir. Frosco."

Modest and polite answer from a woman named Janelyn 'daw'.

"What about Aius?" I asked him with a raised eyebrow.

"I ahm ... he's secretary, Ma'am Sarguaza." the woman said still smiling.

I raised an eyebrow at him. So secretary, huh? Aius just chose a good secretary, big boobs, big b*tt. By the way, his secretary is a model type. I wonder if they're doing something in his—

"So, ma'am are we good to go? Sir, Frosco is waiting for you already."

Whatever I was thinking was interrupted when the woman spoke again. I just sighed and then nodded. "Alright ... but I'm not yet eating, eh." I complained because I felt my stomach growl.

And then it hit me. I didn't eat anything since this morning. How could it be that instead of eating, something else happened!

I immediately blushed when I thought about what happened to Aius and me earlier. Sh*t!

"Are you alright, ma'am?" with a streak of concern Janelyn asked me.

"A-ah, yes. Yes." I am ashamed to answer.

"Don't worry, you're going to dinner." smiling Janelyn said, when she noticed that I was slightly numb in my stomach which was upset with hunger.

I just smiled at him and let myself entertain my eyes again outside, even though there was nothing entertaining in the view of the city.

In one corner I saw other men lying down, they looked like a gangster or what.

I thought I would be scared, I expected my body to tremble with fear. But no, that didn’t happen. I have no fear and I can feel what I saw.

I just noticed, since I was with Aius I have never been afraid of things that can remind me of the past. Nightmares no longer visit me. And I'm thankful for that.

Auis is really my safe and comfort zone. With him, I feel safe. In his arms, I feel at home and loved. I never felt that way, I never felt safe and home when I was in a relationship with Jared ...

"We're here, ma'am" my thoughts were interrupted when suddenly I heard the voice of Aius's secretary.

It was only then that I noticed that we had been standing in front of a ... Restaurant?

"What are we doing here?" wrinkled when I asked. Yes, my question is stupid because, obviously we will eat. So that restaurant, eh. Likely to eat. Aish!

"Mr. Frosco is inside, ma'am." politely and smiling purely Janelyn said to me.

I looked at the restaurant again, Aius is inside? But ... isn't it close? The whole restaurant is glass wall, and the lights are off, so how is Aius there?

"Are you sure he's here? Maybe we went wrong?" I'm sure question. Because the inside of the restaurant is really dark!

"Why don't you just go inside and find it yourself, ma'am?"

I would have liked to be annoyed with what he said, because he seemed sarcastic there. But I haven't done it yet, because I'm not sure. His way of saying it is still polite.

I just shrugged and nodded. "Okay."

After I said that I started to go inside the restaurant.

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What day is it

And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up, and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

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And the moment I stepped my feet inside the restaurant a soft music of You and Me by Lifehouse filled the whole place. And my hearing.

My heart started beating immediately. It looks like it wants to come out of my chest. Butterflies also flew into my stomach immediately. I was also overwhelmed with emotion.

I can already feel the warmth in my eyes and my warning tears, that I don’t know why they want to come out of my eyes.

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'Cause it's you and me

And all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me

And all the other people

And I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

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And along with that lyric was Aius and I hitting our eyes, which was also my tears. They seem to have a life of their own and they are about to fall into my eyes.

There he is, standing and looking at me straight in the eyes. He was handsome in his tux. I can't keep my eyes off him. Even with tears in my eyes, I could clearly see him walking slowly towards me.

She had a smile on her lips. I smiled too. I know, it's like I'm crazy about where I stand because I'm crying but I'm still smiling.

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Why are the things that I want to say

Just aren't coming out right?

I'm tripping on words

You got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

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The music just kept playing as Aius walked slowly closer to me. And I don't know if it's just my imagination, but he's especially handsome because the whole area seems to slow down. The rotation of the world seemed to slow down, he was also the only one I could see.

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Cause it's you and me

And all of the people people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me

And all other people

And I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

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"Baby, I can't keep my eyes off of you." tender, gentle and full of love he whispered to me as his eyes stared straight into my eyes.

I didn't realize that he was close to me. "I can't too." I whispered softly to him as well.

To be continued...