Chapter 26. My first time is enjoyable

I had to be awake all night in case he woke up in the middle of the night and my fear got worse when I flung my eyes away then I looked back at the bed and found out that he was still asleep. He was just turning himself in bed like he was having a nightmare…

I thanked the heavens because he wasn't up to see me laying on the ground. I was tired, my eyes were red with veins. Yet, I had to remain awake on the floor and watched him keenly, in case he woke up or showed any such sign.

As I lay down, many thoughts ran through my mind “What if I started going back to school or a business and made a new life with new friends?” I thought. I still had the little cash I stole from him.

After second thought, with the awful treatment I received from him I didn't regret stealing his money, instead, I wish I had taken much more than that chicken change I took. I guess that was what it was to him as he didn't even notice that some cash was missen.

However, going back to school was my best option. At least going there would have stopped me from being at home all day and perhaps all night as well and there he couldn't pop in and pop out at wished.

Apart from that, I also needed a degree. The world celebrated and gave reference to people who had degrees, and I wanted to be among them. I wanted to be as powerful as he was to make him pay for the humiliations.

Yeah, I know I dropped out of school because of the financial status of my family. But damn it, now I was living with one of the wealthiest men in the country and I was going to start making use of that fucken money.

Although all that was against my will and I despised him so much, there was nothing I could do. I was already drowning in an ocean filled with sharks, so it was either I tried to save my ass by learning how to swim or cry myself out and drown, — die! Hence, I chose, life.

Was saving myself from the deadly ocean going to heal my wounds? No!. I don't think so, no one could guarantee that and such was my life a series of endless pain leaving from one misery to another none stop…

Since I was a child, I had this special flair for business and entrepreneurship and my parents even planned to register me in business school. They wanted me to have a degree in business in vain. So that was what I was certainly going to study if I returned to school.

The only obstacle between my dreams and I was; how was I going to tell him? I mean, how was I going to approach him? We had never spoken together about anything and I knew he didn't want me to speak. The last time I did, I received a slap in the face.

Perhaps, it was best to tell him when next we had sex! I thought. “Omg Aria you are so desperate and he hasn't touched you since the last time at his warehouse” I hit my face in dismay then I heard him yawning like the speaker at train stations. I immediately stood up and started jumping slowly without calling for any attention. My eyes were heavy as well as my legs.

He looked beside his bed and checked the time on the alarm clock. It was already half past eight. He jumped up from the bed and walked toward me. He held my hand and dragged me to the bathroom. He put on the shower which he used, while I used the bathtub.

I was so mad at him yet I had to watch him bathe. I mean I had to watch him rub soap, shampoo and scrub every single part of his empty skin. I was mad, so mad and what made me madder was the fact that he didn't leave me indifferent. Call me lair if I say that; his body wasn't tempting. Omg! At some point, I found myself dripping especially when he was rubbing his dick with water dropping on his skin.

His body was divine, he had no extra fat overlapping his smooth skin. He wasn't thin, he was of medium size but with well-structured muscles, he looked strong but with a very shiny soft skin coating his strong muscles.

I know you all want to know more about his third leg, — his dick, I won't talk much about that but all I can say is that; I felt horny and wished he could fuck me there nothing else mattered. I felt nasty for feeling that way after what he did to me and also because I had never felt that way before so the feeling was odd.

Betsy, my best friend always told me about her fondness for hot dudes and how she couldn't resist the temptation when she got horny but I always felt like she was exaggerating and like she wasn't putting in much effort to kill the bad urge. Deep down I was kind of judgmental because I was taught that women don't openly desire, think or even talk about sex like men. But why?

“Why can't I express myself and do what I want to do, when I want to do and with who I want to do without any wish for attachment like men?” I asked myself then I made up my mind…

“That; I will do this with him but I won't get attached, I will never love him but I will fuck him with all the passion in me as much as he desires to fuck me. Still, I will never love him. I will revenge but for now, I have to take control of my life!” I consoled myself deep down since I had to find reasons so as not to feel guilty for what I was about to but I meant my words…

He looked at me straight into my eyes then quickly glanced at his hardened dick and looked back at me. I followed his eyes and I gave him a seducing look.

He didn't waste any time as he reduced the flow of water from the shower and he walked toward the bathtub and stretch forth his hands to me.

I felt his hands on my waist as he drew me out of the bad tub and place my feet on the ground. He took my right hand and placed it on his hard dick, slowly then he glared at me like he was pleading for approval. Just to be sure, I took off my hand taking visible steps away from him.

He glared at me furiously, I could see the rage in his eyes as he veered around and moved out. He looked so disappointed.