Chapter 44. Nanny Clara's magical fingers

My soul was weak. So weak that I didn't even have the strength to cry, — I was tired. There was no way I could do that nasty act. Nasty because that was how it felt to me that at moment. There was nothing funny or pleasant about it.

I resisted!

But he pulled me closer to him and made me kneel on the ground yelling “Do it!”. My knees brutally landed on the floor, I was terrified yet I didn't do it. I looked at his d* and for the first time, I was really disgusted. I didn't want to have anything to do with that hard rot near me.

“Don't make me force you, Aria!” he insisted. “I can't! Can't you see that I'm not fine? — I'm still in pain but you don't care after all the humiliation you gave me. Ain't you tired of making me suffer?” I busted into tears.

He glared at me furiously. Then he got up and left for the bathroom. I collapsed and sat down on the ground crying while he was taking his bath. After a few minutes, he came out and dressed up. I was still seated on the ground, watching him.

A message notification popped up and my eyes went directly to his phone that was just beside me, “Mr Xavier, we will be commencing the meeting soon…” I looked but I ignored it. Yet, I was tempted to take his phone and look at his last charts with Max to know what they usually say about me.

When he was done, he left. I lay on the bed sadly waiting for Nanny Clara, and within a few minutes, she was at the door knocking. I beckoned her to come in, which she did. She had this great smile on her face when she asked “how are you doing, Aria?" while walking towards the bed. I smiled, I liked her presence but I couldn't trust her anymore, like every one of them.

"I am fine. I'm trying my possible best to adjust to this new life of mine" I replied while clutching a pillow. “Hahaha…” she laughs, “I know Gladmir, is this type of bossy person and he can be very annoying at times but trust me, when you get to know him better you will like him. You won't have any problem with him if you just understand him and give him what he needs when he asks for it” she said with a smile as if it was normal.

“I hope so, I want to see my mother," I said to her. “Wait, you mean your mom is still alive?" Nanny Clara asked with shock. “Yes, she’s still alive, any problem with that?" I glared at her with slight confusion as I tied to read through her looks. “No, it's fine. I'm just surprised because Gladmir hasn't told me anything about your mom" she said.

“So he usually tells you every, eh?” I asked furiously. “No, no, just what's necessary for me to know” she immediately replied as she sat near me.

“Well, I have a mother, though she is currently sick" I replied. “Enough of the gist, let's get down to business, Gladmir asked me to give you a warm massage," Nanny Clara said. “Really?” I asked while taking off my clothes furiously. I was damn tired of all of them and I needed that bath.

“Calm down Aria, we aren't using this room. I have a surprise for you, so please put on your cloth" She said while getting up from the bed. I felt so relieved and free speaking to Nanny Clara. Anytime I was around her, there was this peace and excitement I had. Perhaps, she was simply faking that.

I was tired of being maltreated or being played by. I was sick and I had to think by myself to find a way out. I couldn't trust any of them. So I had to play the game.

I followed Nanny Clara to her room, where the message was to be done. His room was damn beautiful. It was my first time entering there. It was well arranged, decorated with beautiful flowers and portraits and above all, it smelled good.

I looked around and I saw that she had already prepared everything that we were going to need for the massage. I could wait no more, I was eager. “I hope there is no one around” I locked the door and bolded it then I started looking around the searched her bathroom. “Aria, what are you searching for? There is no one around, we are the only ones in here!” she said worriedly.

I had to be careful. “What's wrong with you?” she asked me. “There's nothing, I'm fine!” she asked as if she didn't know. That was what I told myself deep down. “It's fine. If you say there is no one around then there is no one around, I believe!” I said. “If you did, you won't have searched but asked!” she said.

“Whatever!” I said carelessly as I took off my clothes and quickly jumped onto her bed like a kid. I could hear her laugh but then she said “I'm still mad at you because you don't trust me and I can feel that something is bothering you but you don't want to share it with me,” she said meanwhile I was trying my best to hide my bad mood.

She definitely knew some or she simply knew me way too much than I thought. “Never mind!” I said to her. She simply nodded her head. “Are you sure, Aria you can trust me” she insisted? “Yes, I am!” I rolled me wearily. She was beginning to piss me off.

“Okay…” she pulled her words as she wasn't convinced but didn't care. I wasn't planning to convince her in the first place. I just wanted her to make me relax and not weep.

She got ready and the message began. She was so good and it was so relaxing. The experience was great, Nanny Clara really knew how to do the massage more than I expected. I could feel my body going back to the way it used to be.

For a few seconds, that bad incident escaped my mind. Unfortunately, it didn't last as it kept on coming back at various intervals making me feel so uncomfortable. The massage lasted close to an hour, but it was worth it.

After the massage, I dressed back and we went to the dining she served me my favourites, which I ate. However, not as much as I usually did. I tied hard but at some point, my appetite was all gone.

After the meal, I took a bath. When I was done, I decided to catch some sleep in Nanny Clara's room. But she insisted that I sleep in Gladmir room and not hers. She didn't want to get into trouble with the master. But I disagreed and she wasn't even going to give my opinion.

She insisted that I sleep in my room, at least. Though I was against it, I had no other option than to go back to my room. I was mad at her when I left for my room. By the time I returned, the room had been tidied up already.

Luckily, I obeyed Nanny Clara, if not I won't have ever known what was transpiring that night...