Resisting the desires

Theo's pov :

What a typical question!

I didn't know whom I loved the most but I never compared them and if I would answer this question, it would hurt her for sure. Because I was going to choose Jay as he wasn't just my friend, he was Barbie's brother and I didn't want her to go against her brother to be with me.

"Barbie, what if I say that I love you the most in the world? And what if I say that I love Jay more than you? Will your love for me vanish or will you feel hurt?" She was a mature girl so I knew she would understand me, I just needed to put in some effort.

It was difficult to concentrate when she was so close to me and I could feel her slow breathing so she was also affected by me.

"What if I ask you who you love the most? Jay or me? Whom would you choose?" I again questioned when she didn't say anything.

She promptly gaped at me. "I thought you were handsome and kind but you are intelligent, too. If I ever need to choose between Jay and you, I'll leave you both alone because I don't like to compromise. Either I want both or no one!" She shrugged and wrapped her hands around my neck.

"Of course, I'll feel hurt if you would love anyone more than me. I know that you expect maturity from me but when I'm in love, I'm a silly girl who is possessive, a bad bitch, and a hopeless romantic. No one has seen this side of me but I have always loved you like a crazy girl," she whispered into my ear and plopped her head on my shoulder. She looked so cute while confessing her feelings and I was feeling proud to see that side of hers.

When the love of your life is so close to you that you can feel her soft skin tickling every part of your body and her floral fragrance in your nostrils, how can you resist the wild desires running in your mind?

I stared at her lips and felt a little thirsty. She looked up to see me and I immediately smiled when she caught me staring at her. Fuck! I was as nervous as fuck.

"And I have loved you like a crazy boy." I beamed and inhaled the rosemary smell of her shampoo.

She touched my shoulder with her lips but didn't kiss it. I wanted to ask her to stop her torture but I didn't because I didn't want to miss the touch of her soft lips on my skin.

"Why couldn't I feel your love? Why did you hide it?" Her palm met my cheeks and made me look into her eyes. "You know, your brown eyes always seemed cabbalistic to me. I wanted to find what were you hiding in these mahogany brown eyes but you never did let me find it."

"I was afraid of losing myself in your zestful green eyes so I avoided seeing your lustrous eyes to save myself from you," my lips parted when I saw my reflection in her hazel eyes.

She was making it hard for my little buddy, my body craved for her but my brain preferred to maintain a distance because I didn't want to seem like a hungry wolf to her.

Before I could control my body, my face was already moving closer to hers while looking into her hypnotizing eyes.

"Once I found a glimpse of love in your eyes when I was dancing with you but then you turned your face to another side, don't you think that you always hurt me by resisting me?" She held my face between her palms and came nearer to me.

She didn't know how she always made me suffer from her bold moves but she enjoyed it and for her, it was revenge because I neglected my love for her.

We both were adults and knew each other very well, we knew where we were going and somewhere it felt heavenly to be that close to her because that's what I always fantasized about! Touching her, kissing her, taking her so hard yet gently!

I felt guilty for thinking that way but it's what I felt for her and I couldn't think of any other girl because I loved her the way I could never love anyone else.

All the love that I had in my heart always belonged to her only. Replacing her with anyone else was chimerical for me.

"You don't know how much you affect me and how you torture me!" I uttered but never breaking eye contact with her.

"I can see my reflection in your eyes, it seems like a dream come true. I always dreamed of this moment, I've waited for four years for this moment, my heart always wanted to beat crazily at this moment, my eyes got tired of waiting for this moment, my mind always imagined this moment in my head a million times, my ears were dying to hear your confession."

Whatever she mumbled it felt like she was speaking to my mind, I could see the same desire in her dilated pupils.

"Why didn't you confess first?" My hands were still swinging on the couch, not daring to touch her.

My thighs felt that she crossed her legs, "I was scared of making everything awkward but that doesn't mean I never gave you any hints, you always turned me down so I just loved you and spent the four years of my life with my unrequited feelings for you. Whenever I saw any happy couple around me, it made me feel envious and reminded me of you."

She was telling the truth, I did hurt her by not being honest with her. Whenever she tried to initiate a conversation about relationships and love, I lied and hid my love from her when I had already realised her love for me.

"I had never checked out any other girl, I've loved you so truly, sincerely, and passionately. I always wished of living a joyous life with you in all manners," I took a deep breath to slow down my raging breathing.

It was incredible for me to have that talk with her and be that close to her. Our eyes were still locked at each other and finding the treasure of love and assurance in each other's eyes.

"Which manners?" Her long eyelashes blinked.

A playful smile appeared on my lips, "trust me, you won't like to know that." She was wise enough to understand everything.

"What if I tell you about my wishes?" Her fingers slowly cupped my cheeks but her eyes still locked on mine.

Her touch was already giving me sensations in my whole body and the way, she was massaging my cheeks, it was pure torture. "I would love to know...and fulfil that," I heaved a sigh.

She broke eye contact and gazed at my lips and then again looked at me while parting her lips, "same as yours." She moved her face closer to me that we were just an inch away from each other.

My gaze travelled her body, her rapidly falling chest made me bite my lips, she had changed into her nightwear from Elsa's costume but I was still wearing Aladdin's costume.

"You were looking so pretty in Elsa's costume," I tried to divert the topic. But she started caressing my neck and placed a wet kiss on my earlobe.

My hands held her thighs, "please, don't do this! Otherwise, I won't be able to resist the urge to…"

"To?" She giggled, "if you resist your desires this time, I promise you that you will lose me forever."

Her arms wrapped on my neck again, I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer, our chests collided with each other, "if that's what you want," I bent forward to kiss her.

But she put her finger on my lips and pressed her lips to her finger so her finger was between our lips, "that's what we want," she raised her brows and when I nodded, she gleamed and removed her finger.

Before she could play more games, I took her lower lip between my teeth and sucked on it until I heard her beautiful moans. Her hands were shaking a bit, she was supposed to kiss me but instead of the kiss, I gave her a tease.

Her hands slid beneath my loose shirt and started stroking my back. She couldn't forfeit a single chance to surprise me with her audacious actions.

I claimed her lips. As soon as my lips met hers, she parted her lips to give me more access to her mouth. Our unrequited love soon turned into passionate love when she kissed me back desperately, hungrily while I canoodled her jaw.

Our first kiss! Our dream kiss!

The density was maybe gambling with my feelings, somehow I knew that she liked me but because of my insecurities and apprehension, she suffered a lot.

She had poured all the pain and emotions into the kiss, and I deepened the kiss in the reassurance of love. We both stopped to catch the air in our lungs, her lips tasted like strawberries and I couldn't wait to taste it again.

My lips captured hers, I put my hands on both sides of her hips and pulled her against my body so our bodies were grinding with each other. My arousal touched her belly and she smiled while kissing me. I felt embarrassed but she was enjoying teasing me, she always indeed enjoyed giving me the torture.

I could never fall for any other girl, Barbie was my love, my true love, my only love! No one had seen that insecure and romantic side of her except me. I felt that I was the luckiest man on the earth. If it's her, I'll love to be teased and tortured by her a billion times.

"You bastard! How dare you touch my girl?" Alex's voice thumped in my ears from the hall, my eyes opened widely and my lips stopped kissing her. Something was happening in the hall that would be my concern.