Chapter 157
I don't know how much time has passed.
Mu Bailing's eyelashes trembled slightly, and she slowly opened her eyes. Consciousness surged like a tide, and she sat up suddenly.
"Han'er!"
What came into view was an antique room, and she was lying on a mahogany bed at the moment.
Everything she experienced yesterday seemed like a dream she had experienced.
"Impossible... It can't be a dream! That's Han'er!"
Mu Bailing firmly believed that there was nothing wrong with her, and her emotions suddenly became a little excited.
However, the terrible storm last night had a great impact on her.
Even though she received treatment in the first time, her bones and even her flesh and blood were aching.
So much so that her body was unstable and she fell to the ground in a somewhat embarrassed manner.
"Master, are you awake?"
The door was suddenly pushed open, and Chu Youwei rushed in with an anxious look on her face.
Seeing her master fall to the ground, she hurried forward to help him up.
Although she is no longer a disciple of the Sword-Asking Sect, and no longer has the so-called master-disciple relationship with her master.
But she was able to embark on the path of cultivation thanks to Mu Bailing.
Even though they no longer have a master-disciple relationship, she is still grateful to him and likes to subconsciously call him Master.
"Youwei... Were you there yesterday? That person is really Han'er, right!?"
Mu Bailing didn't know what Chu Youwei was thinking, and her emotions were extremely excited.
She didn't know how to control the power she had, so that Chu Youwei's hands were scratched by her and several blood marks appeared.
It wasn't until Chu Youwei gasped in pain that Mu Bailing suddenly woke up.
"Sorry... I was a little too excited just now..."
Seeing this, Mu Bailing suddenly let go of Chu Youwei's hand.
But her face still had some expectation and hope, expecting that she could get the answer she wanted.
However, Chu Youwei did not answer this question immediately. She collected her thoughts and looked at her master very seriously: "Master...hasn't the cold poison in your body been removed by my senior brother's Shenyang Pill?"
"Why...why is there still a strange aura of death in your body?"
These words froze Mu Bailing, who was a little excited and expectant before, as if she didn't expect Chu Youwei to say this.
She was not born with the cold poison, but when she was young, she accidentally entered a very scary place during a trial and was eroded by the strange things in the place, thus contracting the cold poison.
However, because her meridians and even her flesh and blood have been eroded by the cold poison for many years, strange changes have occurred to some extent.
Even if the cold poison is removed, the strange changes that have occurred in her body cannot disappear.
The atmosphere suddenly seemed a little silent.
Chu Youwei just looked at her master like this, and wanted to speak several times, but she pursed her red lips tightly and said nothing.
In the days since she joined the Samsara Cave Heaven, her knowledge has changed a lot. She can deduce many things based on the ancient books in the Samsara Cave Heaven Library.
Years of cold poison erosion have made Master's physical condition very bad.
In addition, a few months ago, because of the blow of losing her senior brother, her physical condition has become worse.
If she doesn't continue to curb it and take good care of her physical condition.
Master, there is a high possibility of death.
"I know..."
Mu Bailing's voice broke the dead silence.
But her voice is no longer as cold and ethereal as usual, like a clear spring flowing in the mountains, but with a kind of vicissitudes of life, tired and hoarse.
"I knew a long time ago that my body has been deteriorating. Even if I can intervene through external forces, it is just a delaying tactic..."
"But so what?"
"People will die, and we monks are no exception."
"My dream was to experience a beautiful and unforgettable life before I die."
"Just like before, the four of us, the master and the apprentice, were together at Baiyu Peak."
The invisible words were like a breeze, evoking the pictures buried in people's hearts.
The sky is blue and clear.
The warm sunlight pours down through the gaps between the branches and leaves.
It falls on the four women and one man who sometimes discuss the exercises, sometimes play and fight, and sometimes listen to the master's teachings under the peach tree, exploring the great way.
In the memory picture, they live very simply every day, and even repeat day after day.
But even so, they laugh so happily.
The atmosphere is so warm.
But such ordinary and beautiful days seem to be gone forever.
She suddenly realizedA lot whiter.
It turned out that she had the most beautiful and warmest treasure a long time ago.
It was just that she had never discovered it.
Now that she had lost everything and was walking in broken memories, through layers of haze, she finally realized that she had lost the most beautiful thing.
The most unforgettable pain in the world is probably this.
"Youwei, among the few of us, the one who is most likely to save Gu Han and bring everything back to the starting point should be you..."
"After all, you understood many things from the beginning and understood more than us."
"If..."
"I mean if... I couldn't hold on in the end because of the changes in my body, and I haven't obtained Gu Han's forgiveness, and I haven't really saved him..."
"I hope you..."
At this point, she suddenly fell silent again.
It was obviously her own fault, but she let her apprentice bear it after her death. Should she be so mean and selfish?
"Master..."
Chu Youwei wanted to speak, but the rest of the words were stuck in her throat and she couldn't say them.
The atmosphere fell into silence again.
A ray of sunlight shone through the wooden window and reflected on Mu Bailing's face.
She seemed to no longer be the supreme master respected by countless people in Xuanxu Continent.
She was just a thin and weak woman who wanted to make up for her mistakes and find the most important person in her heart even because of her physical deterioration.
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"Senior sister! How is Master?"
Just walked out of the door.
Liu Ruyan, who was waiting anxiously outside, suddenly came forward.
She hadn't seen Master for three months.
To be honest, she didn't dare to see him now, and she was even a little ashamed to see him.
She knew how stupid she had done before, and it was even worth dying for.
Even when she thought about it at night, she couldn't help but slap herself twice.
Many times she also wanted to atone for her sins with death.
Now thinking that Ye Qingyun was not dead yet and had not yet saved her senior brother, she still suppressed such thoughts.
Perhaps, after she had truly redeemed herself from her sins.
She would achieve self-liberation in this way.
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