Chapter 29
I am doing this again. Being hasty in my actions. Doing what I think was right even if my help wasn't asked in the first place…
Isn't it the same reason why shits happened to be?
Really? Ethan? You never learn you lessons
Hearing how Migo shouts, it let me be reminded of the time where I changed my life just because of one action…
'Stop this! Why are you doing this to her?? Aren't you ashamed of yourself?! She is a girl, why are you picking up on her?'
'Oh, isn't it Ethan Shujinko? The nice brat in that section?'
'Yeah, it seems like it. He even have his trade arm handkerchief. He really seems to be that guy'
'Hah, you know what I hate the most in people? Those who do not know how to mind theirnown business. I freakin hate those brats who acts like a fool saving damsel in distress… aren't you a nice kid who have a dream of being a savior?'
His grip in my uniform gets tight but it doesn't make me any bit scared. I am mad… really. This—
Punching me in my face, I was so surprised that I punched him back. It was hard enough to make him sway in the wall.
Did I puncj him that hard?
'You piece of shit! What have you've done?!'
His subordinates charged to my direction making me step a little to adjust my position. There, he walk pass through me.
And by that, I landed a heavy blow making those two laid back on the ground.
'Are you alright'
The girl was shivering in fright. Maybe that was really a shock for her.
'You did that to them..'
'You don't have to worry. Everything is settled now. Rest assured—'
'No… you don't knwo what you are doing… you don't know anything! Why did you even help me?! You are just making things get worst!!'
I thought that… when you help someone, what you would get is thank you. That… you would lessen their burden but… did I really did a help in the thing I did?
'Have you heard of the news? Someone in our school committed a suicide'
'Ah, I heard of that. Isn't she the timid girl in the first section of freshmans?'
'Yes that was true. But isn't it odd? She was involved in the issue last time, rigth?'
'You mean the issue about Ethan fighting a senior—'
'Shh! Lower your voice, he might hear you'
'Sorry, sorry, I forgot about him but… isn't it such a waste for a person? I really thought that he was nice.. '
'I thought so too…'
Not all help are needed. Not all people wants others to give them assistance, some are good on their own for thet can handle it… but…
How can one even tell whether someone needs help or not?
I really gave no idea about that but… the only thing I know is that, this Fiolle is in no good shape at all. For her to make such scene, I wonder if this even happened in the past. I mean... the game. After all, I have no recollection of her being a playable character. That is why, she have no much story background in the story flow of the IKINOBIRU
Hah… no matter what happens in the end… I don't care… just… be safe… for seeing you be like this makes me be reminded of my dear sister…
Right… my sister, all this time… my plan was to look for her but what have I've been doing? Being idly doing what I what? Hah… I am such a fool…
And there, all I know is that, it was hot… I can barely feel my body. It was as if… I was being engulf by this warth that burns me.
Shut
When you are a child, you don't want anyone to get hurt because you are sad for them
When you grew up, you tend to distinguish who is important and not. That makes you prioritize who you wouldn't want to get hurt
When you turns much older, you just don't bother with anything. For it seems like all of them are just the same
Until the day came and even you yourself are getting hurt by what you are doing and not
But… is it really fair to think of protecting yourself over others?
Of is it really fair to think of protecting others over yourself?
I don't know whether I sounds unreasonable or what, but…
The world is becoming darker and darker… I have no idea whether it is just me who notice it but… it was as if the world meets its end. The part where there is no hope for it to survive. The end that the world itself created… The world that none of us wanted to exist… probably.
Still…
I know… deep within ourselves… we still have that side of us that is of a child… a little kid… who was merely wishing that anything around the world would be goof to him. That… everything will be alright if we just believe in it… that… we just have to wait and things will be settled but… is that really the case? Can we still hope even in this state? Is there… really hope?
“—An—”
“—Er…”
“Ethan! You are finally awake!“
It was… Kheina. Yes, that really is her voice. But… why is she calling me? What happened,
Opening my eyes, I was shocked to see myself in such state.
”I can't move“
I mumbled loud enough for them to hear
”How can a mummy possibly talk and move?“
”You really did such thing back then. You are such an idiot“
”I'm glad you are alright “
What is everyone doing in here? What is the matter? What happened? Why can't I seem to understand what is really happening?
”Do you still remember the foolishness you did before you get in that situation?“
Saypher seems to be in no good condition. He seems to be mad at me… somehow. Did I do something bad?— ”Ouch! That hurts!“
”Tch, I hold back in it so stop overreacting“
He is really annoyed. There, he sat on the floor made up of cement. Now that I analyze it well, we seems to be in a building's parking lot. I wonder what kind of building is on top of us.
Saypher, Kheina, Migo, and Kael, all of them are awake but.. who is that person facing the wall? Did I forget something?
”Who?“
”Huh?“
”I mean who is that person?“
All of them look at me with disbelief.
”You… how… you almost lost your life due to her and you have no idea who she is? Ethan you…“
There, a flash of sudden fragments of memory comes enteringnmy mind, I remembered everything now..
”Hah… thank goodness everything went fine…“
But just as I feel relief that everyone is still alive and so do I, another hand hits my head
