Chapter 32
I wonder if I was even like this before. I mean… isn't it a bit odd to make someone be used in throwing bombs at people like that? Even if you see the world being not in the way it used to be…
The way I am acting, trying to beat those bastards who dare do such things to us just a while ago, it makes be feel like I am a bad person just like those people that Saypher was ought to fight with.
“It seems like they now choose to fight back”
Saypher boredly mumbled as he hold some bombs on his hand. Kheina on the other hand finds it somehow astonishing to play with those bombs.
She would throw it up in the air and then hit those bombs using her Claymore. Making those bombs be sent in the direction of the enemy and as soon as it landed in their part, it would go like
Boom Bam Boom
And there, thousands of small debris would eventually fall down almost making the part of that building collapse.
Why are we doing it exactly?
Well… is it for revenge? Is it for the reward? Is it because we don't have to make any problem getting us caught in trouble having the punishment fall upon us if we ever did try to not do so?
As for me…
I just feel like it. For that is what they deserve
“Sis Fiolle, are you really alright fighting them?”
Migo was somewhat concerned as Fiolle did say that she have a background with them. Although it seems like his concern weren't needed for the mean time.
With two pile of liquid being melted on the ground— those albino zombies that is a little girl and little boy are now under Fiolles hand. She did use the system buying crafts that would make those creatures be poured inside. Just like a cell which they would stay at and be restrained from doing anything.
“They are all going to our direction now. Better be ready than feel sorry for not doing your best”
Migo just let a smug on his face as he realized that there is no use of him holding back. With that being said, him, together with Kael and Kheina had some little conversation.
I bet that have something to do about how they would act. Just like the story says, those three seems to be having good relationship. Making rival and friend at the same time… it seems like I do not need to worry about them after all.
Speaking of worry, what lies in front of me is something that I must look through myself.
In the original story of the IKINOBIRU, they aren't the targeted person. But that doesn't say the fact that they are good people who must be protected by the main character.
After all, what mercy shall you give to those people who didn't hesitate to aim their gun at you and none the less, pull the trigger as if they are really aiming to get you life at stake?
“All of you! Subdue them! If this gets out of hand… the higher ups state a declaration to do all means even if they get the same treatment as those monsters we fought with!“
”AHHHH!!“
”ahhhhhh!!!“
Man or women, it seems like they bring out all of their forces. What can I think of anything else? If it is I who was in their position, I would also be wary of the capabilities of those we are going to fight with.
But still….even if it seems like a worthless fight, even if it seems like we are fighting just because that is what their higher ups desires or what the system says for us to do…
Maybe it is really fate whom we shall curse. After all, none of this would ever happen if the fate would let it to be…
Now I wonder… what are they fighting for?
Do they also want to be alive just like me?
Using all the resources I had. Those items I previously bought with that sum of harto, as well as the ability I gain… it wouldn't be a burden for me to face multiples. But still, being arrogant is not something that I must do so. In order to not have the disadvantage in this, just like everyone else… I must also fight with all my might!
And by then… maybe I would be able to get out of their path and finally be free. By then maybe the time would come for me to finally feel the calmness of this doomed world even just a bit. Even… if it wasn't seem to be possible…
”You sure are tough!“
Countless sounds can be heard. Some coming for swords smashing each other. Some are those that came form the debris falling as various objects fly high up in the air and eventually crash falling down the ground. Some are from the shout of those people fighting us. Some are those from the bombs that continuously being sent to their direction.
It was so loud that I finds it annoying. Everything started to become odd. Why don't I find any pleasure not bit of being pleased in this things that I am seeing right before my eyes? Isn't this something that I have been wanting?
Isn't this something that I was wishing? To kill those bastards that almost take my life? To avenge those kids that falls in that fate? To settle things already for be to finally become in peace?
But… why?
With my shaking hands… why can't I kill any single bit of those bastard human?!?!
Being pushed back, all I can do was retain their movements. But… in the end, I can't still help my self to slash them like beast.
I still can't see them as those monsters that I fought before…
Making them be unable to move but still breathing, am I really that petty to have mercy with them? When in the first place it was I who wanted to see them be destroyed?
”Brother Ethan? Are you alright? You don't look good, maybe you shall rest for now. You have been doing your best lately. Mother and father would be worried if you ever fall sick. Also, me, I will be sad if I see you being hurt. After all, brother is my knight and he should be in good health for his princess. Right?“
Snap
Why…
”Ethan!! Are you fucking out of your mind? Why are you dozing off? Get a hold of your self or you'll be dead! This is a battle field not a place for you to stand idly and be off guard!“
Was that Saypher nagging me? But…
Ah, Why do I feel like I have heard my sister's voice just now?
And all the enemies in front of me are all dead. Maybe it was Saypher who did this.
Slightly looking around… why am I feeling like this. I feel like something is wrong… I feel like…
”Now“
Is that killing intent I can feel? But from what direction—
”No… why is she here…“
