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THE LONGER CYNTHIA ROCKED, THE MORE HER SORROW TURNED TO

anger. There were a lot of things she would love to go back in time to do differently. But could she blame anyone? Her parents only wanted the best for her and for the future of the clan. In the end, she had agreed to the betrothal, putting her family’s wishes above her own desires. So, really, everyone had acted in good faith.

Except Moira.

She snorted, emitting a tiny spark of dragon fire.

Moira, her inner dragon seethed.

“Twenty minutes to dinner,” Dell hollered over the plantation grounds.

Cynthia stood and started pacing. A she-dragon could do a lot of things in twenty minutes — like taking flight, spitting fire, and picturing her nasty cousin finally getting what she deserved. Or was she just misplacing her frustration by directing it at Moira?

No, her dragon insisted. Dell is right.

Moira had always been jealous of Cynthia’s privileges as a member of the most illustrious branch of the family. Not that Moira had ever taken a moment to consider that privilege came with a mountain of duties. She was only interested in riches and power. Even as a child, Moira had been nasty. But there was a line between nasty and downright cruel, and Moira had long since crossed it.

Cynthia’s blood boiled as she remembered her cousins reporting that Cal had gone off with Sheila. The details of that conversation were shaky in her mind, but one thing was clear — Presley’s comforting touch on her arm was

sincere, while Moira’s was more of a scratch, and her expression barely masked a grin of triumph that Cynthia hadn’t fully registered at the time.

The next image her churning memory served up was that of Silas, many years ago, looking absolutely crushed. He’d been betrothed to Moira — a fact Moira had never stopped rubbing in everyone’s face. But while he’d offered everything Moira’s shallow values could have desired — wealth, stunning good looks, and an impressive family line — Moira had eventually shunned Silas to run off with one of the cruelest, most ruthless dragons of them all.

Drax, Cynthia’s inner dragon hissed.

Drax had attacked her home. Drax had murdered Barnaby. Drax—

Moira, her dragon corrected. It all comes down to Moira.

The sun had started to set, and the reddish-orange hue grew more intense by the minute. Cynthia narrowed her eyes on a patch the color of blood and thought it all through. Moira was the common denominator. A skilled — and dangerous — manipulator of men. Had she persuaded Drax to attack Barnaby in order to seize control of the Brenner fortune?

Cynthia’s dragon snorted. Do you have to ask?

The hum of Cal’s motorcycle sounded from around the corner, and Cynthia was hit by the urge to run over, hug Cal, and never let go. Moira had taken so much from her, but love couldn’t be stolen like a jewel.

“Fifteen minutes,” Dell called from the kitchen.

Cynthia considered all the things she could do with that time.

Kill Moira, her dragon begged.

She made a face. For better or worse, Moira wasn’t close enough to kill.

But it sure would be nice to give the bitch a piece of her mind.

Of course, nice dragons didn’t do such things. They shouldn’t even think

such things. Cynthia could hear her mother’s admonishments loud and clear

in her mind. But another voice was louder — the one declaring, Enough. I’ve had enough.

So, in one of the few impulsive acts of her life, Cynthia jumped to her feet, stomped upstairs, and pulled out the leather-bound phone book her mother had given her long ago. Her hands shook, and she paused. Shouldn’t she calm down and think things through?

Enough thinking. Enough hiding, her dragon snarled.

She flipped the phone book open to the M page and stared for a minute.

Then she picked up her phone, dialed, and waited as the line rang and rang. “Hello?”

The shrill voice that came on the line sliced through Cynthia’s memories, awakening every nightmare.

Cynthia pursed her lips and counted to ten. “Hello?” the voice demanded.

She took a deep breath and did her best not to spit her reply into the phone.

“Moira.”

The line went absolutely silent, and then a cackle rang out. “Why, it’s you, dearest cousin!”

Cynthia held the phone away from her ear, reminding herself to keep cool when what she really wanted to do was growl, You bet your ass, it’s me, bitch.

For once, she wished she had no manners. No social code that made it impossible to utter what was on her mind.

“It’s Cynthia, if that’s who you mean,” she said.

Moira chuckled. “Not dear, you mean? You break my heart.”

No, Cynthia wanted to say. You helped break mine with all the meddling you’ve done. But saying that would admit to Moira she had succeeded, and

Cynthia wasn’t about to do that.

“I wasn’t aware you had a heart,” Cynthia said, picturing Dell giving her a high five for that one. The man was a pro at snappy comebacks.

Moira laughed. “Of course I do. I was absolutely shattered to hear about the death of your beloved Barnaby.”

Cynthia dug her nails into the leather cover of her phone book. Moira had been present the day of the attack. Hovering in the background, keeping a safe distance, letting Drax and his henchmen do the dirty work. Which meant she was lying, as usual. But Cynthia wasn’t going to let Moira get the upper hand, so she kept to the script she’d thrown together in her mind.

“The way you were shattered when Silas left you?” A low blow, but Moira deserved it.

Moira’s voice turned to pure poison. “I left him.”

“Oh, of course,” Cynthia said in a syrupy voice. “For Drax. You two really were made for each other.”

Yeah, her dragon spat. A match made in heaven — or more appropriately, in hell. Drax was cruel, ruthless, and totally self-centered — just like Moira.

“Anyway,” Cynthia went on. “I’m not calling to exchange pleasantries.

I’m calling to warn you.”

Another shrill cackle cut through the phone, and Cynthia winced. “Warn me? You want to warn me?”

If that wasn’t an admission Moira was planning yet another attack, what was?

“Yes, to warn you.” Cynthia’s voice dropped an octave, and her words became knives. “You meddle in my life one more time, and you’re dead. You send another of your mercenaries to Maui, and I will personally come after you. If you so much as imagine launching another attack, I will finish you. Really finish you, Moira. I will strip you of your treasure. Make you a

laughingstock before all dragondom. I will watch as the pride and the life drip out of you, one pathetic drop at a time. You will be gone, forgotten. If anyone ever mentions your name again, it will only be to smirk at the disaster you brought upon yourself. Do I make myself clear?”

Cynthia was nearly panting with rage by the time she finished, but it felt good. And it must have worked, because for one blissful moment, the line was quiet. Clearly, Moira hadn’t expected her to speak from the heart.

No more playing nice, her inner dragon growled.

“Well, well. Sweet little Cynthia, full of such spite. What would your mother say?”

“She’d say not to waste my time with trash like you.”

Moira made a choking sound, and Cynthia knew she’d struck a chord. But it would take more than a few sharp words to silence her cousin for good.

“Maybe I’m the one who’s not finished with you,” Moira hissed.

Cynthia was treading on thin ice, and she knew it, because Moira had the means — and motivation — to act on her words. But she was tired of letting Moira bully her and the rest of the world.

“When will you have enough, Moira? When does it end? Was killing Barnaby not enough?”

Moira snorted. “Of course it wasn’t. I need you dead too.” Then she laughed and spoke, sweet as pie. “Don’t take it personally, cousin dear. It’s just that I can’t inherit everything as long as you’re around.” Then her voice dropped back to a menacing threat in one of those crazed personality switches Moira was capable of. “You would already be dead, if it wasn’t for that damn wolf.”

Cynthia froze. “What?”

Moira made a clucking sound. “That tramp of yours. What was his name?

You know, the one with no manners. No family name. No money.”

Cynthia’s gut lurched. Cal? God, she’d been so young and stupid to have confided in Moira way back when.

Moira sighed dreamily. “He did have a great ass, though. Too bad his loyalties couldn’t be bought.”

Cynthia felt sick. Had Moira made a move on the man she loved? “What have you done, Moira?”

Moira chuckled. “Oh, don’t worry, cousin dear. That tramp of a wolf was loyal to you. So loyal, he even made a pact with Barnaby.”

Cynthia froze. How on earth could Cal have been in contact with Barnaby? Why?

A dozen questions jammed her mind, but all she could get out was a hoarse whisper. “What kind of pact?”

“To protect you, of course. My God, woman. How blind can you be?” Cynthia blinked into the distance, wondering the same thing.

“Two men, both so in love with you they’d give up everything.” Moira’s voice grew bitter. “I mean everything — even their lives. Pathetic, really, if you ask me.”

It figured that Moira would find loyalty pathetic. Cynthia, however, knew self-sacrifice all too well. For years, she had endured the cutting pain and wept bitter tears.

She squeezed her eyes shut and wrapped one arm around her waist. Was there more to what had happened than she ever imagined? But why would Cal and Barnaby have worked together? Cal had ridden off, swearing never to return.

Then it hit her. All those secret meetings Barnaby had gone off to, insisting she stay home. All those times she’d felt watched over, even when there was no one in sight. All the close calls she and Joey had been lucky to escape.

Maybe it wasn’t luck. Maybe there was more to her survival than she’d ever considered.

Cal, her dragon whispered.

She gulped. What had it cost Cal’s pride to work with Barnaby — and to protect Barnaby’s son?

At first, sorrow washed over her, but that was followed by a tsunami of rage, making her fingers flex into talon shape. If Moira were nearby, Cynthia really would have ripped her to bits.

“I’ve had it, Moira.”

Moira laughed. “And I haven’t even started having fun.” “If you so much as—”

“What? What will you do? Shun me from high society? Freeze my accounts?” She cackled. “Last I checked, you’re the one hiding out in the jungle. The one everyone believes to be dead.”

Maui was hardly a jungle but, yes. The long-abandoned plantation Cynthia managed was a long way away from the mansions and penthouses she’d grown up in.

Moira went on, gaining momentum. “Be careful how far you push me, cousin dear. I might just be tempted to make you suffer a little more. Do you have another lover I ought to cut out of your life before I kill you? Have you been sleeping around with that stable of shifters you keep at your little place? They are something, I’ll give you that. That lion especially…” Her voice drifted into a sultry tone. “Or that tiger from next door. Or one of your dear dragons, perhaps. I guarantee I could make them howl in bed.”

Cynthia nearly hung up the phone. Her cousin was a monster in more ways than one.

“Or, wait,” Moira went on. “Maybe we could approach this like a couple of civilized dragons and strike a deal.”

Over my dead body, Cynthia wanted to say, but she was still reeling from the low blows, and Moira went on.

“Perhaps I should strike where it hurts most. Joey. What is his safety worth to you? Say, your entire inheritance?”

The blood drained from Cynthia’s cheeks. Would Moira really stoop that low?

“Sign everything over to me,” Moira said as if the solution were obvious. “Make the Brenner and Baird fortunes mine, and I’ll let the little brat live.”

It was amazing how hard a woman’s heart could pound without actually breaking out of her rib cage.

“Never. And you will not touch Joey,” she warned in a voice closer to the rough contralto of her dragon’s than her normal human tone. “If you ever—”

Moira cut in. “Enjoy that little seaside farm of yours while you can, dear cousin. You never know when you might lose it too.”

Cynthia nearly hissed a reply, but she composed herself quickly, unwilling to give Moira the satisfaction of hearing her all riled up.

“If you come near my son, it will be the last thing you do,” she said in a low, clear, and frighteningly cold tone. “I will end you, Moira. And I don’t mean financially, cousin dear. I will kill you and avenge all the lives you’ve destroyed. Do you understand?”

She spelled out the last word in syllables, then waited for a reply.

Apparently, Moira was too shocked to respond, so Cynthia went on. “Good,” she finished before clicking the phone off.

For the next minute, her pulse raced, and she felt triumphant. Finally, she’d given her cousin a piece of her mind.

But Moira’s threats had been real. Specific. Insane, but thought through. Which meant she really was planning something. Something a simple phone call couldn’t halt.

I haven’t even started having fun.

Moira’s words replayed in Cynthia’s mind, and her threat hung in the crisp evening air.

THE MINUTE CAL CRUISED BACK ONTO THE PLANTATION GROUNDS, HE

could tell something was up. For one thing, Dell came down the porch steps and waved him over, which was strange enough. Then there was the fact that Cynthia was distraught about something. He could sense it even if she was nowhere to be seen.

He parked the Triumph and walked to Dell, while his wolf went on red alert.

“Hey,” he grunted, resisting the urge to shove his hands into his pockets.

There was no telling what Dell might do.

“Hey,” Dell replied in a tone that was impossible to read. The lion shifter studied him for a full minute before speaking again. “Dinner will be ready in fifteen minutes.”

Well, that’s what Dell said out loud. But his eyes added a lot more. Something like, Yes, you’re actually invited. And yes, I will be watching you closely, wolf.

Cal stuck his hands up, showing he meant no harm. Dinner? Wow. For the past week, he’d been scarfing down meals alone because it was clear he wasn’t welcome at the pack’s family-style dinners. And honestly, he had been glad to keep his distance. But now…

Cal tilted his head, studying Dell for some sign of a trap. But there was no ill vibe, just a weary resignation on the lion shifter’s part. When Cal glanced up at Cynthia’s balcony, Dell gave a slight nod and let enough of his thoughts slip out for Cal to read.

Yes, she’s the one who invited you. And no, I don’t know what’s up. But whatever you do, you make sure you treat her well.

Cal hid a scowl. He’d always treated his mate well, and he always would. But getting himself uninvited wouldn’t help anyone, so he nodded.

“Fifteen minutes. See you then.”

Dell fixed him with another look of warning before heading back into the kitchen. Cal watched him go, not quite sure what to make of it all. Part of him rejoiced because, hell — even a lone wolf appreciated being included from time to time. And any chance he had to be close to Cynthia was a prize. But something had upset her, and he prayed it wasn’t him.

He strode off to the washroom, cleaned up quickly, and stared into the mirror for a while. Barely a decade had passed since he’d first met Cynthia, but somehow, he looked – and felt – thirty years older. That many more lines on his brow, so many more scars. He stared into his own eyes, wondering when they had gotten so wary, so dull. A tiny spark of hope remained, but he wasn’t sure if that was a good or a bad thing.

Then he shoved away from the sink and marched back to the main house.

He was invited to dinner, damn it. No way was he going to pass that up. “Can I help with something?” he offered, peeking in the kitchen.

The contrasting scents of lemongrass, ginger, and coconut milk hit his nose, one sharp, the other earthy, and the latter sweet. Dell stood at the stove, tending to two steaming pots, a wok, and what looked like a fresh loaf of bread. His daughter, Quinn, was in a baby recliner nearby, waving a wooden serving spoon and squeaking in glee. Joey was there too, bustling between the cupboard and the porch table.

Dell jerked his chin toward the little redhead. “You can help Joey set the table.”

Joey nodded earnestly. “Mommy says everyone has to help.” Dell tousled his hair. “You got that right.”

“We have to set it for twelve people,” Joey said like he had the most serious task in the world. “Not just eleven.”

Cal shadowed the kid, wondering how awkward the evening would feel. But as the others appeared, one by one, everything went surprisingly smoothly. Their eyes might have widened at the sight of him setting the table, and he did get side glances that reminded him he’d better behave, or else. But otherwise, everyone seemed okay with him there.

“Hey,” Connor grunted, sitting at the head of the table.

“Hi, Cal,” Jenna called brightly, taking the seat to Connor’s right.

The others filled in around them while Dell set out the food, but no one touched anything, and the minutes quietly ticked by.

“Is your mom coming?” Anjali finally asked Joey.

He barely looked up from the picture he was coloring to pass time. “She said soon.”

Everyone exchanged concerned glances, a few of which ended accusingly on Cal, but no one said a word. Slowly, haltingly, conversation started up, growing smoother as time went on. Anjali talked about her trip to Kahului, Connor raved about Jenna’s latest surfboard design, and Sophie and Hailey exchanged notes on their latest crops.

“The coffee beans are just starting to bud…” Hailey said. “The children’s shop had the cutest onesies…” Anjali smiled.

“Her best board yet,” Connor announced, touching Jenna’s shoulder with pride.

She laughed. “Says the guy who’s been out surfing…twice?” “Three times.”

Before long, conversation was in full swing, with everyone chatting away. Everyone but Cynthia, and even Dell shot a pointed look at the clock. Cynthia was never late. She was always early – obsessively so.

“Hi, Mommy!” Joey called when she appeared at last.

Cal’s head whipped around, and he held his breath, steeling himself for the jolt he always got from seeing his mate.

And, wow. She was gorgeous as ever, but stressed too. More stressed than usual, which was saying a lot. Still, she flashed a smile at Joey and nodded to the others in that regal way of hers.

“Sorry I’m late.”

“I knew you’d finally come around to island time,” Dell cracked.

Cynthia stooped to kiss Joey and slipped into her seat at the opposite end of the table from Connor, which put her kitty-corner to Cal. Her face was flushed, and the light tone of her voice was forced. “I just had to—” She broke off and covered her mouth, looking at the unserved meal. “I’m so sorry. You shouldn’t have waited.”

“You’re right.” Dell grinned and started filling Cynthia’s plate. “But there’s this thing called etiquette. And apparently, it’s rubbed off on me.” He faked an exasperated sigh. “Promise me you’ll never tell my friends.”

Connor cleared his throat in a sharp hint, but Dell just shrugged. “I mean, besides these yo-yos.”

“You actually have other friends?” Tim asked. “Let’s say I pretend.”

Everyone laughed, and Cynthia shot Dell a grateful look. Still, her brow remained deeply furrowed, and she barely glanced at her food. Cal let his gaze wander in the direction of the stairs Cynthia had come down. Earlier that day, she had been so much more relaxed. Now she was as tight as a bowstring. Who — or what — had done that to her?

At least it didn’t seem to be his fault, as he concluded when Cynthia flashed him a genuine smile.

“Okay, everybody. Dig in.” Dell waved, taking his seat.

Silverware clattered, and dishes were passed back and forth, with seconds and thirds served. Cal had no idea what the main course was — some kind of Thai-style chicken, maybe? It was good, but he was too tuned in to Cynthia to really taste the food. She kept eyeing the horizon, and when she did remember her food, she stabbed at her plate as if picturing an enemy.

Conversation went on all around them, but Cal tuned out, trying to think of something that would cheer Cynthia up.

Adirondacks. Nighttime. Boathouse, his wolf hummed.

Bittersweet memories washed over him as he thought back to his very first night with Cynthia. A night he’d replayed countless times over the past years whenever he found himself losing hope.

He closed his eyes and let his senses fill in the details. The scent of fall leaves carpeting the ground. The silver lines of moonlight rippling over a long, narrow lake. The sound of music drifting across the water and the warmth of Cynthia in his arms.

And just like that, he drifted away from Maui and into that perfect Adirondack night. A thrilling, once-in-a-lifetime kind of night, because it had been his first with Cynthia. The first of what he’d hoped would extend over a lifetime…

He caught that thought and reeled it back. That wouldn’t help Cynthia unwind. Only the good parts would, so he concentrated on those. The haunting call of a loon, the wingbeats of geese heading south. The brilliant fall colors of the forest, mesmerizing even when viewed as shades of gray in the dark. And above all, the enduring sense of peace.

Cynthia sighed quietly, so Cal kept it up, carefully shielding his thoughts from the others and aiming them all toward her. He imagined the creak of the steps as they climbed to the second floor of her father’s boathouse. The squeak of rusty door hinges letting them into the loft. The soft heaven of the

mattress he and Cynthia sank into. The tangy goodness of her lips, opening under his.

Cal took a deep breath, trying not to let things get too X-rated. But it was hard, what with Cynthia so close. A good thing the others didn’t seem to notice.

“…too much acidity in the soil…” Sophie was saying. Or was that Hailey?

“…but I still need to adjust the curve of the rails…” someone else said. Jenna? Cal couldn’t tell, because half his mind was on Cynthia, and the other half was in the past.

Kiss me… Cynthia’s eager whisper echoed in his mind.

Cal’s fingers twitched as he relived the silky feel of her skin under layers of clothing he helped her out of, one by one. His hand cupped her breast — at least, in his head, it did — and he could feel her heart race.

Something moved beside him, and he opened his eyes long enough to see Cynthia take a hasty gulp of wine. Then he let his eyelids slide down again and dove back into the memories.

Please, please don’t make me beg. Her voice was a whisper on the wind. His hands slid over the swell of her hips and held her body against his.

Nothing’s off-limits, he’d replied.

The memory was so vivid, he almost believed that too. That nothing was off-limits, and not even a decade of cruel destiny could stand between them. Nothing. No one. Never again.

“Hey, Joey,” Dell said, ripping Cal out of the fantasy. “Are you ready?”

Cal’s head snapped up, and Cynthia’s did too. Dell couldn’t have picked a more poignant reminder of everything that still divided them.

“Ready for what?” Cynthia asked.

“For camping!” Joey squeaked in glee before running inside.

“Anjali and I promised to show Joey how to pitch a tent and sleep out.

Remember?” Dell cocked his head.

“Oh. Right,” Cynthia bluffed. “Tonight?”

Tim laughed. “It’s Dell’s way of getting out of washing the dishes.”

“Me and Quinn are the cowboys, and Dell and Anjali are the Indians,” Joey explained, clearly thrilled.

Anjali let out a wry grin. “Yep. Real Indians. You get it?”

Dell laughed, though the comment seemed to go over Joey’s head. “Camping out?” Cynthia murmured, still looking a little lost.

Cal couldn’t blame her. Part of his mind — and all of his heart — was still in the Adirondacks.

For the next few minutes, the porch was a flurry of activity as the last bit of food was scraped off the plates. Joey bounded upstairs and back, appearing with a backpack of supplies that Cynthia fussed over as if he were leaving for months instead of one night.

“Your flashlight… Your teddy…”

“I’ve got everything,” Joey insisted as Anjali, Dell, and Quinn waited at the edge of the porch.

Cal could see mommy vibes fluttering around Cynthia like angels’ wings. “If you need anything…”

“Good night, Mommy.” Joey reached up for a hug.

Cal sighed. It would have been nice to have a childhood like that.

“Good night, sweetie.” Cynthia knelt and enveloped her son in a huge hug, rocking him back and forth.

Cal could see Cynthia force herself away before she — or the kid — got second thoughts. Then she motioned out into the night. “Have a good time.”

“You too,” Anjali called with a mischievous wink. Dell shot Cal a frown that said, Don’t read into that.

When they all turned and disappeared down a footpath, Cynthia watched for a long time, clutching a column of the porch.

“Well, I guess we’ll get going too,” Jenna announced, pulling Connor up. “We are?” He looked up from his second helping of dessert.

“Yes, we are.” The she-dragon’s voice was firm as she dragged her mate toward the stairs.

“We’ll do the dishes,” Tim said, heading to the kitchen.

Hailey shot out an arm and redirected him toward the stairs while nodding to Cal behind Tim’s back in some kind of hint he didn’t understand. Then it hit him.

“I’ll do the dishes,” Cal rushed to say. “It’s the least I can do.” “We’re happy to help,” Chase added.

Tim growled under his breath and pinned Cal with yet another look of warning. Yeah. We’ll help — and keep an eye on you, wolf.

“We would love to help,” Hailey agreed, pulling Tim toward the stairs. “But sadly, we can’t. Remember that project you said you’d help me with tonight?”

“What project?” Cal heard Tim ask as they disappeared into the night. Hailey’s answer was lost as another two chairs scraped across the porch. “We have to get back to the dogs.” Sophie gave Cynthia an apologetic

smile and steered Chase gently in the direction of their house. “But the dishes…” Chase started.

“Like I said,” Cal murmured. “It’s the least I can do.”

Chase didn’t look so sure, but Sophie’s demure smile made his eyes glaze over slightly, and he followed her down the porch stairs. Clearly, the woman had more on her agenda for the evening than just walking the dogs.

Plus another agenda, Cal suspected when he found himself alone with Cynthia. She was still gazing off in the direction Joey had gone, her hand

tight around the banister.