Maid of honor

When I woke up in the morning I didn't feel refreshed. I was thinking about my dream. I wish I'm strong enough to do this when the time comes. Many had rejected their mates in the past but no one had ever killed their respective mates before. But I was sure that if I hurt her a little it was a done deal for me. My wolf may die from the pain it suffers a lot these days. Ever since I decided my course of action my wolf was not talking to me. Though it believes I could never do this. But I will if there was no choice I have to. No one will die because of me. I changed my clothes and didn't take a shower purposefully because it would be weird masturbating to the memory of a woman you are going to end. I know my story is a dark one. Love has no place in it. I may live with her outside the complexities of loyalty, betrayals and family after our death if such a realm exists. I sigh loudly when I open the door. I already saw my Angela waiting for me in my place doodling over something. She is so careless sometimes I make a noise to snap her out of it and she stands up suddenly. Her eyes were still covered under the bangs. I never knew bangs were sexy till now.

"Good morning Alpha," she said, her voice squeaky. I tried to look serious and answered with a curt nod. This is a fragile person who can be easily killed with a snap of my fingers. I'm no Thanos but I can do worse to her. Does she even have an inkling of what might have happened to her if I simply did what I thought? "I'm here as a maid of honour and I have a few things to discuss with you", she muttered. " Last time we met you were so sure about not wanting to do anything with us. Now you are suddenly our maid of honour. Should I be worried", I asked her with a fake smile. "No you shouldn't, actually I'm here just as a maid. I figured if I was trapped in here then I would go mad. Your fiance offered me little independence if I did some work for her. If you take honour out then it will be just a maid. So don't sweat it ". " I will never take honour out of you if you insist I can try", I said jokingly. Her eyes were blazing and she said, "You should be ashamed of yourself. Getting married in two weeks but you are making dirty jokes at me".

" I don't remember inviting you to my room if I'm correct. So for whatever reason, you are here better to get that done and go your way. Isn't that the sensible choice"? , I asked her.

"I'm only here because your future bride ordered me to get your size for clothes. You people stitch your clothes even wedding dresses. I don't why the hell you waste so much of the time," she said sarcastically.

"I don't know my size exactly. Do you happen to have a tape? Let's get this done quickly", I lied to her. Her face was red now she swallowed loudly and said, " Yeah". She gently held the tape in front of me and stood on her tiptoes. She measured my neck first,  she was only five foot 4 inches. She was tiny compared to my 6 foot 7 inches. She tried to casually look at my face when she saw me staring back at her intensively. She went ahead with her task. Then she asked me to raise my arms a little so I did. She took my chest size then waist size. I stopped breathing and if I moved so much I could make my attraction blatant. She took the size of my thighs and foot too. Her eyes were misty but she was hell-bent on completing the task when she moved behind me to take the size of my shoulders I pulled her front to my back she was panting with all the sexual tension between us. "If you want to keep our honour you better leave", I said in a hoarse voice. " I forgot to write down everything. I may have to do everything again", she answered me in a low voice. "Ask my secretary if she knows,'' I said to her as we were still standing together tightly, her front to my back. " Ok ", she replied. She gently peeled herself away from me. " Don't come back here because next time there will be no stop from my end", I said seriously. She only nodded in answer. I don't think I can do any more work unless I make another trip to the bathroom.

I decided against it mainly because of two reasons. The second reason was that I'm about to get married, first and foremost is that she is my enemy. Our attractions are obvious considering how we are both mates so I wanted to know what my fiance was planning exactly. I called Annabeth only to be brushed off. I placed another call this time to my Secretary. She answered in the first ring. "Hey ", she said in a warm voice. " I wanted you to call my fiance and warn her if she intends to get married within two weeks she better makes her maid of honour stay at least 10 feet away from me", I said. "I have seen this girl. I certainly don't agree with your 10 feet rule", she said playfully. I rolled my eyes and said, " the attraction you feel might not even come close to what I feel for her so don't play around pass this message as early as possible and get my shit done clear", I threatened her. She was with me too long to know my actual threats so she quickly ended our conversation. Not interested in provoking me any further. She is playful but knows her place. How lovely it is for a woman to have a straightforward attitude. I'm blessed with a secretary like that but my future wife is the exact opposite of that.

After some time Annabeth breezed into my office. She was wearing a beautiful hand-knitted sweater and stunning jeans as usual. A vision in 5 foot 7 beautiful eyes and a hot body to go for. But still, I was attracted to a certain brown-eyed beauty who hid in bangs. "Alpha I'm extremely sorry for causing you inconvenience. I wanted many helping hands in the wedding, recruiting her seemed to be a perfect choice considering how you both were from the human World", she babbled on. I raised my hand signalling her to shut up. " If this is some weird loyalty test, count me out", I admonished her. She nodded her head. "I'm sorry for causing you to pain Alpha, forgive me", she said. " Causing me pain? Sweetheart I'm trying hard not to hurt you", I replied. "You want her completely out?", she asked." No, just don't send me to get my measurement.", I told her. "What are you talking about? I sent her to get me flowers ", she said, confused by what I said. Of course, how could I be an idiot? It was her all along. Playing with my feelings was not a game she was easily tired off. How could I not notice it before? Playing the innocent was a drama she always played to perfection. I should not have doubted my fiance. She was extremely loyal to me. There are no two opinions about it. I stormed out after mumbling some excuses to Annabeth I followed her scent to our room to see her running about. She was arranging the tables and chairs required for our rehearsal dinner which was tonight. When I reached inside the place everyone had stopped doing what they were doing and looked at me. I simply showed them the door to leave. Everyone except her went out but she was reading something from a magazine, and suddenly our entire place grew quiet. She raised her head to see me, her expression was worry. I dragged her towards me and put her lips on mine. And then we kissed so hard. I bit her lips slowly and she moaned in response. I took that gap to put my tongue on hers. I drew it to my mouth. I could tell she was getting aroused. I lifted her to the nearby table and placed her on it. I pulled open her shirt, breaking several buttons. She sighed softly. She was in a beautiful bra if any other time I would have admired it but I tore it also away. I kissed her one more time and put my lips on her ear. I said very slowly to her, " You better not play any games with me. If you do this again I will fuck you so hard on this table. Annabeth won't give any shit. And I will make you come hard, so  that people will laugh at you for fucking the groom before the bride. Got it or you want me to show you how it's done?", I asked her. She shook her head vehemently. I smiled at her before picking up her bra and putting it on my back pocket. Her eyes were big." I'm taking a souvenir just so you don't forget", I said to her. Tears were rolling down from her face. I knew it was a bit cruel but she deserved no less. I m the door and moved outside towards my training area. I had so much energy to shed some of my poor fellows that are going to suffer.