Chapter 1483 Only Yan'er
For a while, Si Jueshen had a hard time accepting the fact that he didn't know if he wanted to cry if he wanted to laugh.
It turns out that the only person in this world who has ever loved him is his Yaner.
It turned out that only Yan'er had given him the warmth that truly belonged to him.
In this world, the only person who truly treats him is Yaner.
But Yaner is gone, dead.
He can't handle her, he can't...
At this moment, Si Jueshen really felt suffocated by the pain. This kind of pain was too painful, it would be better to die.
He looked up at the sky, it was late at night, and there were many stars in the sky.
He didn't know which one belonged to Yan'er.
At this moment, the night was very quiet, only the sound of gunshots and shouts, and the smell of blood filled the air.
But Si Jueshen seemed to be isolated from everything.
His memory is full of Dongfang Yan's figure.
"Deep, look at the stars in the sky."
"Do you like watching the stars?"
"I like it, don't you think it's beautiful? In fact, when I was young, when my mother and father were still there, they would hug me and look at the stars. My mother said that when people go, they will turn into stars in the sky. At that time, my mother who was taking care of me fell ill, and I was very sad. My mother told me to look at the sky, and they were watching from above..."
"yes?"
"Well, Shen, when we are old, do you think we will also become stars in the sky, stars that are very close..."
"Fool, you are still young, and you are thinking about the future."
"Just thinking about it..."
...
At that time, he would also follow Dongfang Yan to watch the stars, and he would accompany her to do whatever she liked.
He knew that the queen and her husband never came back after a trip, and Dongfang Yan lived with her grandmother, Queen Kangzhu.
But she was still so optimistic.
He has been depressed since he was a child, and only when he is with Dongfang Yan will he have a feeling of being himself.
At that time, she was really good to him, trusted him, and shared everything with him.
At this time, Si Jueshen, looking at the stars, all echoed Dongfang Yan's voice in his mind.
So crisp and cheerful, can bring happiness to people.
He thought about it, his cold heart seemed to melt.
At this time, Si Jueshen was a little stunned, as if he had returned to the time he was with Dongfang Yan.
Tears began to flow from his eyes, and he didn't know whether it was from excitement or pain.
Has his Yaner turned into a star?
Si Jueshen kept shouting in his heart, Yaner, Yaner...
It was he who didn't protect her well, it was he who lied to Yan'er.
Si Jueshen even thought, if he died now, could he become the star beside Yan'er?
Will Yeon-ah forgive him?
Si Jueshen suddenly felt that he no longer had any nostalgia for this world.
He was trying to live for his mother.
Later, when he met Yaner, he felt happy.
Now that his mother deceived him, Yaner is gone, and he has no feelings for this world anymore.
He wants Yan Er to take him away.
He even wanted to rush out and end his life in a bullet.
At this moment, Mekaman's voice came from not far away, "You two, come out!"
Si Ciya glanced at Si Jueshen, then dragged his shot leg and limped out, "Man'er!"
In any case, this man's voice, Si Ciya is still emotional.
Mechaman wore a black gauze and looked at Si Ciya coldly, but he was a little dazed, "Si Ciya, you still have the face to call my name!"
