Chapter 14

“Do you want more?” he asked kissing me softly on the lips

“Yes, please, Aiden, please don’t stop”

I said my body wild with desire, I was on fire, he moved his fingers to my centre and started slowly in a circular motion and as if on cue he started moving faster and faster and I thrusted my pelvis faster and faster meeting him stroke for stroke, It was almost animalistic how much I wanted him, I wanted him more than I’ve ever wanted anything or anyone in my entire life. I let all my inhibitions go, it was just us in this moment, his tongue aggressively exploring my mouth, he put his finger inside me, and I trembled, the world stopped spinning, my breathing stopped, everything moved in slow motion…

“You are so wet and so tight” he hissed and then he looked into my eyes

“are you a virgin?” his finger still inside me circling slowly, that question brought me back from my trance, and I took his hand out of me, he looked at me in surprise I wiggled myself free from underneath him and put myself together,

“I think it’s time for you to leave”

What was I thinking, I almost gave him everything, I was saving myself for my mate and a cute guy comes along and says a couple of sweet nothings and I’m underneath him moaning like blue whale?

I walked to the door and opened it gesturing for him to leave, he didn’t say a word he just looked at me bewildered, and then he walked out, and I closed the door behind him,

“What was that?... you slut” my wolf snapped at me,

“Where were you, why didn’t you stop me?” I snapped back,

“You looked like you were enjoying yourself, I didn’t want to disturb you, I mean you’re nineteen now, it’s about time you lost it already” my wolf continued

“most wolves lose it at 16 you know”

”That’s because they have found their mate, if you haven’t noticed I still have to find mine” I sat on the bed with my head in my hands and I groaned feeling disappointed in myself. I sat there for a while and when I got my strength back I went back to the bathroom and finished washing the blankets, they were heavy when I was carrying them to the communal washing line, it was hard, but I managed it on my own, my heart sank when I noticed that I could still scent Aiden in the air, or maybe it was on me.

I sat in my room in total silence just me and the ringing in my head from what happened earlier. Knock, Knock, Knock came the sound that brought me out from my self-torture, without even thinking I went to the door and opened it

“Aiden, what are you doing here?!” I asked fatigued not wanting to go through this again and a little bit shocked because I was not expecting to see him after what happened earlier,

“I thought you might be hungry” he said in a low and sombre voice,

“I’m not..” and before I finished what I wanted to say

“I just want to apologise, I promise I won’t touch you, please just humour me” he said looking everywhere else but at me, for a moment I could sense that his wolf was in pain, which made my wolf whimper in response, I nodded and got my keys and went with him.

The sun was now beginning to set, thankfully after my bath I had changed into sneakers, jeans, and a t-shirt, I wanted to go for a walk but somehow couldn’t find the strength to go out, it turned out great though because Aiden’s house was all the way at the edge of campus. We walked in silence; it was so quiet that I could hear the crunch of the grass with every step. I started getting nervous, why was I just going willingly, I didn’t even put up a fight and now it seemed we were going to a place that no one would hear me scream. I chuckled softly to myself knowing that he would never hurt me, my nose wasn’t as good as Aiden’s, I mean I could scent him now and then, but I wasn’t as good as he was at pinpointing locations from just scenting someone, yes I’m a wolf but being a loner, I never trained myself in scenting, what Aiden has is a skill I never found necessary until now.

And there it was the last house on the street the lights were on, it was huge its lights seemed to luminate and brighten everything, I guess I was in such a daze last time I didn’t really get a proper look, we walked about five steps to the door, my heart pounding, he reached in his back pocket and pulled out the keys unlocked the huge brown door In front of us, saying that my house was small compared to this one was an understatement, my house looks like a house that this one pooped out, I chuckled to myself at that thought, he led me to the kitchen island,

“How rich is this guy?!” I said to myself in a whisper taking everything in,

“Did you say something?” he asked,

“Uh…you have a lovely home” the words came stumbling out of my mouth.

“Thank you, it’s a family home, every Braveheart for six generations has gone to this school and lived in this house and I’m no acceptation”, he said laying down ingredients on the counter,

“You said that you have dinner for me, not that you want me to prepare dinner” I said giving him an I’m not in the mood look,

“I wanted to make you something, it’s the only way I could think of to apologize” he said looking a bit embarrassed,

“Okay, so what are you making” I asked trying to get him to loosen up

“I’m making you a T-bone steak”,

“Oh, that sounds perfect, would you like some help?” I asked going around the island and standing next to him, he looked at me with a wide grin on his face, then turned and opened a drawer behind him and took out two aprons the one he gave me said “Le Petit chef”, his said “Le Gros chef” “overcompensating for something” I said with a smirk on my face giving him a look,

“wow déjà vu” I thought to myself, honestly this entire night felt like déjà vu

“Well, you will not find out tonight” he said smirking back.

“What do you want me to do”, I said washing my hands, he handed me a knife

“Well, you my lady, are in charge of the vegetables”

“I like cooking with music on, would you mind playing something while we cook?” I asked breaking the silence,

“Sure, any requests?” he asked moving towards the stereo,

“Why does this seem like deja vu?” he asked looking back at me,

“Honestly I got the same feeling earlier” I said in agreement

“you pick this time… I mean new school is cool too, you know what… play some dinner music”, I said feeling embarrassed, I don’t want a repeat of the other night.

We spent the evening reminiscing about back home and sharing storing of our high school days, it felt nice being like this with him, he didn’t speak about scenting me or about me being his mate, we sat there enjoying each other’s company, it was as though we had known each other for years. For the first time I felt like I was getting to know the real Aiden and he was pretty cool.

Walking back to my house, I could sense how tense he was, his jaw was clenched, and his hands were balled up in fists.

“Thanks for dinner, it was delicious, the steak was cooked perfectly” I said breaking the silence and trying to lighten the mood,

“I’m glad you enjoyed yourself, well take care”,

“Thanks goodnight” I said as I walked into my house breathing a sigh of relief when I closed the door.

“That was intense” I said to myself, well I will be home tomorrow, and I won’t have to see him for three whole weeks.