Chapter 57

All the tenderness and resilience he displayed before the doorbell rang went flying out the window, he thrust hard into me with all his might making my head hit the headboard hard, the ripples of pleasure he sent through my body numbed the pain with ease, I moaned uncontrollably as he pounded, harder and harder, deeper and deeper, sending ecstasy filled electricity all over my body, the doorbell rang again and I covered my mouth realising that the delivery guy could probably hear my moans and my cheeks flushed with embarrassment, yet the knowledge that he might have heard sent a thrill down my spine bringing a warm sensation deep within me, a feeling that I have tried to forget all those lonely nights at school, trying my best to fall asleep and here it was again, more intense than I remembered, I welcomed it willing it to reach its peak, my body shook from the pleasure and I moaned deeply riding the wave I reached the peak with a shudder, a happiness filled me and tears ran down my face.

“I’ve missed feeling your cum on me” Aiden said squeezing my ass and holding my hair tight his grunts sent me over the edge over and over, feeling how much, I affect him sent my blood rushing and sent a joyful sensation down to my core, he drove in faster, harder, and deeper sending me over the edge with each pump he found his release and took my lips and sucked hard making me feel like my lips will tear clean off my face.

“Hello anyone in there? I’ve got your pizza, don’t blame me if it’s cold!” I could hear the frustration in his voice

“I’ll get it” Aiden got up and put on his jeans and headed towards the door

“Hey, aren’t you going to war a shirt?” I giggled back at him

“I’m not done with you yet” he smirked at me, I covered my face with my hands grinning from ear to ear, I have read romance novels and they gave me certain expectations, but this was way different, he made me feel like I was his only reason for breathing, having him by my side made life seem easy, there was nothing I couldn’t do, I was amazed at how he could make me feel strong and weak at the same time, I couldn’t figure out if it was because he made me feel strong or that I was already strong, all I know is with him, I am unincumbered and I feel like a puppet at the same time and he has full control of the strings, I can’t seem to resist him, he brings me to the verge every time and he seems to be the only one who can pull me out.

“So did he appreciate the show?” I asked as he walked in with the pizza

“Who wouldn’t? With this face and this body” he replied, and I chuckled

“You’re right, I mean it’s absolute perfection” I smiled back at him, I sat up in the bed and he sat next to me, he opened the now cold chicken and mushroom pizza, took a slice, and handed it to me, after the hefty activity we just partook in I welcomed the slice, and I took a big bite hoping to regain some of my strength back. It seemed we both had the same idea as we both sat in bed and ate without a word.

“You’ve been busy these past few months” I said not knowing if it was a question or a statement that I was making but I was glad to have broken the silence, he nodded with his mouth still full, “you didn’t visit at all” I said now staring at him, “I mean, I don’t know what the Alpha duties are or how demanding it is but I thought that I might maybe get to see you once or twice a month, but you were gone” I looked away and stared out the window trying to hold back the tears that were now welling up in my eyes, he took my hand and kissed it.

“I couldn’t bring myself to see you” he said, and I looked back at him with curiosity blatant on my face

“What do you mean?”

“Scar staying away from you has been the hardest thing I have ever had to do, if I had seen you I wouldn’t have ever come back” I looked in his eyes and saw the sincerity in his them as he spoke “I would have camped outside your dorm or better yet move you to my house just so I could have you all to myself” he chuckled at the thought “You see, I wouldn’t have been able to get anything done, so to be safe I had to keep my distance” he took a deep breath “I know it was hard on you, but I promise it was for the best”

“Not sure if I agree with that, shouldn’t something that’s for the best make us both happy?” I bit my lip in anticipation and worry of what his answer would be

“You’re right, I did what I thought was best but in the end I realised that it wasn’t”

“Promise me that we will make those kinds of decisions together”

“Promise” he held his pinkie finger out to me, and we promised “together”, he rested his forehead on mine and gently stroke my cheek.

“I’m tired of being without you” he said with a sombre voice

“Well even after the mating ceremony we will still be apart, I will still be at school, and you will still be Alpha” he sighed in response “well the silver lining is that it’s only for two more years and then we will be together forever” wow two years that’s a lot of years Charlie I thought to myself as the force of the words hit me, I bit my lip at how anxious it made me.

“You don’t know how much you turn me on when you bite your lip, do you?” he asked his thumb releasing my lower lip from its prison

“No, I don’t, care to enlighten me?” he chuckled looking intensely into my eyes

“Well, all I am at liberty to say is that, seeing you’re here for three weeks I will take every advantage”

“Yeah, how exactly?”

“Well, I’m gonna start by taking you out tomorrow night”

“What makes you think that I’m free tomorrow night?”

“Well, aren’t you?”

“I will have you know that I have had a couple of gentlemen callers since you went AWOL” I know that he knows that I am joking but his expression completely turned cold, he didn’t seem amused at all. “You know I’m joking right?” I chuckled trying to lighten the mood

“Aid come on” I said throwing my hands in the air

“I know that you’re joking; I’m just frustrated at myself at how I handled the situation, I wish I could have done it better, I want to have handled it better”

“Aid, honey, what’s done is done, I’m willing to move on are you?”

“Not yet I have to make it up to you first”

“Well, if you’re waiting for me to say “no it’s okay, you don’t have to make it up to me” you’re gonna be waiting a long-time mister” I kissed his cheek and smiled at him. His eyes were filled with sorrow, and I wanted so desperately to make it go away and see that gorgeous smile of his again. He took my hands in his and looked down at our hands, his eyes searching my fingers, I knew exactly what he was looking for.

“You’re not wearing your ring?”

“Oh, it’s in my bag, I forgot to take it out” I gave him a small smile

“Why is it not on your finger?”

“Well you know, it’s uncomfortable wearing it at school, and I didn’t want to explain to people, or have people enquire about us, I just don’t want people asking questions and I just don’t want to be put in a position to have to explain myself to anyone” I could see the disbelieve in his eyes and when I think about it, and if I’m true to myself I know that I took it off because I was mad at him and I didn’t want a reminder of how much I loved him and how much I missed him and yet can’t see him or hold him in my arms so I took it off and put it away and did my best to pretend like it doesn’t exist.

“Get it”

“What”

“I said get it!” the anger echoed in my small room, and I took a deep breath

“Okay” I sang the words as I covered myself with a sheet and got up and opened the top zipper of my suite case and took the ring box out and gave it to him, I sat on the edge of the bed facing him not knowing if he was going to give it back or take it away. He held the box in his hand with his eyes fixed on it, the silence in the room was so dance that I felt like I couldn’t breathe, either way, whatever he decided I think I would understand, I sat next to him, my heart pounding in my ears, he got up and looked down at me, I looked up at him willing myself to breath

“Scar”

“Yes”