Chapter 5: Apocalyptic night
After dinner, Qin Xiaoyan put the dishes in the kitchen as usual, and got a little water to clean the dishes.
She is crisis-conscious and knows that if water is stopped, water must be saved.
Qin An was sitting on the sofa in the living room, playing with the **** underwear that he had brought back from Qin Xiaoyan's house.
After finishing the housework, Qin Xiaoyan wanted to go back to the small bedroom full of buckets where she lives now, but was stopped by Qin An.
Qin Xiaoyan reluctantly walked to Qin An's side, she was a little afraid of this man now.
After two months of getting along, Qin Xiaoyan knew that Qin An's attitude towards her was changing.
At the beginning, it was apathy with indifference, but now the indifference is still there, and the aversion has turned into a passion.
Qin Xiaoyan is a woman who is almost thirty years old, and she can understand what Qin An's fiery gaze means.
She was really afraid, but she couldn't resist.
She has also seen some apocalyptic movie novels before, and she can imagine that when morals are degraded and men are not bound, what will be faced by disadvantaged women.
Qin An threw a black silk maid outfit to Qin Xiaoyan, and said, "Put it on!"
Qin Xiaoyan did not pick up the clothes thrown by Qin An, and her body began to tremble.
Qin An actually hated him a little bit. He knew that he was dazzled by the **, but he couldn't control himself.
Qin Xiaoyan hesitated for a long time, finally picked up the thin clothes from the ground, and then whispered, "Can I go back to my room and change it?"
Qin An smiled coldly, and asked, "Your room?"
Qin Xiaoyan did not answer the conversation, but lowered her head.
Qin An's eyes fell on Qin Xiaoyan's neck, and he was slightly taken aback. He found that this woman's neck was so long. When he bent her head, the wonderful angle between her neck and shoulders looked very beautiful.
Nodding slightly, Qin An said, "Okay!"
Qin Xiaoyan hurriedly turned around and returned to the small bedroom as if she had received an order of pardon.
Only Qin An, who was breathing a little dignified, was left in a daze, looking at the setting sun outside the window that seemed to have not changed much from a few months ago.
I don't know how long it took, it seems that after a long time, Qin Xiaoyan walked out of the bedroom.
The brilliance of the setting sun shot into the room, shining on Qin Xiaoyan's body, and Qin An's eyes were stagnant.
Black long hair shawl,
The white face of melon seeds,
Exquisite facial features,
The black breast wrapped around the rich breast, but it made it more protruding.
The two bulges on the chest make it difficult to look away after being seen.
With a slender waist, a woman who is almost 30 years old has no fat on her belly.
But the lower body, that little almost transparent clothing, can't hide anything at all.
Qin An looked obsessed.
He never knew that women could be like this.
After a long time, he stood up, walked to Qin Xiaoyan's side, picked him up, and entered his bedroom. He could feel the woman trembling at this time.
Qin Xiaoyan felt the nature stronger than Qin An, she could even hear the sound of her teeth colliding, and she felt fear and even despair of what was about to happen.
Inside the bedroom, it was dark. At this time, the sun had set from the west, but the moon had not yet risen in the east.
Qin An hugged Qin Xiaoyan in his arms, feeling the shivering woman's body, he suddenly thought of Li Ying, and thinking of her, the flames of irrationality that had lost his sense were extinguished.
In the dark, the two people hugged and lay on the bed, but there was no movement.
After a long time, the frightened Qin Xiaoyan gradually calmed down, her body pressed tightly against Qin An's body. The smell of this strange man made her dizzy.
Why did he not have the next move? Does he just want to hold her instead of assaulting her?
After a long time, just when Qin Xiaoyan was about to fall asleep, Qin An suddenly said, "I met Li Ying in the talent market."
The fear in Qin Xiaoyan's heart at this time, for some reason, slowly dissipated. She found that the man's arms seemed to be very powerful, and lying in his arms, there was a wonderful sense of security!
Qin An continued: "She was completely different then and now.
Simple, kind, tough, and ideal.
The first time I saw her, I was fascinated by her! That feeling is still unforgettable.
I never knew that one day I would have the courage to ask for a mobile phone number and home address with a girl who had only met.
Later, she joined a pharmaceutical company and I became a security guard. I was also passionate at that time.
Disparities in education, income, appearance, family, etc., are all overlooked issues for me.
I only know that I love her and want to be with her!
There are many people chasing her, among them, I seem to be the stupidest!
I would buy her a soy milk and a bun at her door every morning.
I will also be at her door every night, waiting for her to come back, and give her a bottle of water.
That year, there were three hundred and sixty-four days. I saw her once in the morning and once in the evening. A year later, we had seen each other 728 times!
I have seen it so many times, but I have never told her, can you be my girlfriend? I am cowardly, I dare not!
But she is like a kind fairy that God has given me.
On the last night when we knew each other for a whole year, when I put a bottle of Nongfu Spring in her hand, she did not pick up the bottle of water, but took my hand and said to me: Qin An, let’s get married ! "
The voice stopped here, Qin Xiaoyan could feel Qin An's heartbeat, and the good memories seemed to make this man's heartbeat faster.
At this time, she was held tightly in Qin An's arms, but there was no trace of fear.
This feeling is very strange, almost naked in the arms of a man, but listening to the man telling the story of him and another woman.
"We have been married for two years, and we are very respectful and happy.
But for the next three years, we struggled for life, sometimes conflicted, and the marriage slowly went flat.
In the sixth year after marriage, all kinds of problems suddenly broke out!
Our income gap is getting bigger and bigger, and the difference in social status and life circle is getting bigger and bigger!
After five years of marriage, we have not been able to have a child. We have all been checked. The doctor said that our bodies are healthy and there is no problem. However, after five years of marriage, we still have no children of our own.
Our married life has always been problematic. I know that she is actually a woman with a fiery heart and full of imagination. She desires more passion, but she is very passive.
And when I face her, I can't always play very well! Because in my heart, she has always been an inviolable goddess!
We have seen a psychologist in this area!
In short, our married life is very discordant! We even started to sleep separately, not together once a month!
Later, you introduced her to the man named Cheng Gang!
She has completely changed! Become more and more indifferent to me until I finally leave! "
Qin Xiaoyan's heart was a little bit painful at this time, the man's remarks were actually very plain and brief.
But she could feel the man's love for that woman.
After waiting for a long time, Qin An stopped talking, but Qin Xiaoyan's sleepiness disappeared.
"I'm sorry!" she said softly.
Qin An sighed quietly, "Hey, actually think about it, don't blame anyone! If I can be better, let her not worry about so many realistic problems! We should be able to retreat! You are right, I am incapable A man who can’t keep his wife’s heart, who can he blame?"
The night of the last days, quiet and strange.
Occasionally, the roar of zombies can be heard downstairs.
And such a voice has always made Qin Xiaoyan feel terrified, especially after her husband was eaten by zombies.
At this time, the roar downstairs was still the same as every night, intermittently in the ears, but at this time Qin Xiaoyan did not feel fear, because her heart was occupied by Qin An's grief.
"Do you miss her very much?" Qin Xiaoyan's voice was very soft, almost inaudible.
But Qin An heard it, and after a long time, he said, "Yes! Why don't you think about it? Although I really don't deserve her, who makes me love her so much? Love is selfish! I don't want to love her. Let her leave! So I actually really hate you! Or I hate you! If you hadn't introduced Cheng Gang to her, she might not have abandoned me so early!"
After Qin An finished speaking, he kept his big hand on Qin Xiaoyan's chest.
The size of the d cup made Qin An unable to hold it with one hand.
But Qin An still supported his palm, stubbornly trying to grasp it completely. In the darkness, his breathing became rapid, and his hands were kneading with sufficient strength.
Qin Xiaoyan felt the pain in her left breast, it seemed that the pain was hurting with her heart, as if she was about to fall into hell.
She bit her lower lip and tried to prevent herself from screaming. At this time, she felt very strange, no fear, no sex, no sadness, or even pain.
She just endured it silently, until the big devil-like hand became quiet, and Qin An's breathing became steady.
The night was getting deeper, her lower lip was already bleeding from her bite, and tears were already streaming down her eyes.
She didn't know why she was crying.
Perhaps it was because of Qin An's grief, perhaps because of the rude treatment he received, perhaps because he remembered the man who was eaten by zombies, or perhaps it was just because of the despair of the last days!
When the night was deeper, she gradually fell asleep, and fell asleep next to the man.
In her sleep, she felt warm, and she wanted more.
In reality, the woman's body is curled up, trying to push herself closer to the man, seeming to want to fit herself into the man's body.
On the night of the last days, in a city full of walking corpses, who would have known that in a corner of the city, there was such a couple of men and women, hugging and sleeping?
