Chapter 2 The decision

: The decision.

Cecilia pov’s

“It not what you think Cecil”, he said to me but I run off in tears. I hurridly went to the road waiting for a cab in tears but it seems non where coming this way.

“Please listen to me” he said and I began to walk off hurriedly. He caught my hand and turn me to face him, fortunately he was on his singlet and shorts.

“What do you have to say Aroan”, I yelled to his face as he bowed his head in shame. Am sorry Cecil he said and I slapped him hardly on his face.

“You are not sorry and don’t ever call me Cecil again because you lost that right”, I said and walked away from his sight.

I dried my tears and walked unconsciously making me bumped into someone, I raised my head to apologise only to see the girl from the party yesterday. I guess her name should be Betty.

“Hey” she said and looked at me smiling,

But her face dissolves when she noticed the tears in my eyes, but I was quick enough to dried it up and placed a fake smile on my face.

Am sorry for bumping into you I didn’t notice someone was coming in front of me, I said to her still faking a smile.

“It alright, but if you don’t mind be asking are you okay”, she said looking concern. Am fine, I replied quickly and sniffed in.

“I hope so but if you need a friend or maybe want to her some fun”, she said smiling as she handed me her card. I will be fine, I replied immediately receiving the card from her.

I was about walking away from her when she called me back, when I turned around to know what she want from me she quickly hugged me and pinched my nipple making me gasped in shocked.

I pushed her away in anger but she smiled and muttered “I like you” before walking away leaving me in shock.

“Can somebody tell me what just happened”, I thought still staring at her as she swayed her hips.

I guess today is one of the far most the craziest day of my life, first I broke up with my seventh boyfriend and now am meeting a physco or maybe a lesbian I thought and walked away.

I used to think Aroan would be different from all the other guys I have dated before, I thought as tears brim down my eyes. After all the promises he made to me he still went ahead to cheat on me. I gave him my body, my love and care, but he ended breaking my heart.

I told him what I passed through with the other guys I dated and how they all left me one after the other but he ended up doing the same again, he broke my heart all over again even after everything we shared, the good times and the love.

I kept walking in tears and people around me kept giving me strange glances, some where that of pity but I didn’t care, all I knew was I have been broken again for the seventh time.

I knocked on the door, immediately Joanna opened the door and gasped immediately her eyes landed on me. Am sure I looked so pathetic I chuckled at my thought.

“Oh my gosh, what happened to you” Amelia said loudly as she quickly removed her apron and rushed to me. I bursted into another loud cry when I sat on the sofa.

The pain came back again, that feeling of being used made me busted into a loud cry, why is my life like this?. Why is it so difficult for me to experience love?.

Am I cursed? I asked them loudly and they muttered “No” and rushed to hugged me tightly. We are here for you always, Amelia said to me while I sniff in.

Aroan cheated on me I muttered and they looked at me shock. Joanna refused to believe me until I narrated everything to her. She stood there shock and looked at me in pity.

“He is a d**khead” she said angrily and kicked the air.

“You know he happens to be my seventh boyfriend and after all I did for him he cheated on me, he broke my heart. He treated me just the way the others guys has, he rendered me cheap”, I said in tears.

“Don’t say that, you know you aren’t, let’s just believe Aroan is not your prince charming, because when you finally meet your prince charming he won’t leave you cause you are special” Amelia said to me and I chuckled.

I have lived in the fairy tale far to long and it always the same, this is reality Amelia stop making me feel matter I said in a cracked voice.

“You know, I blame myself for falling into the traps of this guy’s, I blame myself for feeling this pains because I should be used to it by now but it hurts so much” I added as tears brim down my eyes.

“Cecil” they both called my name in a sad tone but I ignored them and went to my room. I need to be alone maybe then I can think straight and decided on what to do with my life I concluded in my thoughts.

At night, I woke up from sleep to find myself still wearing the clothes I used to visit Aroan earlier. I guess I cry myself to sleep.

I groaned and came down from the bed pulling of my cloths when something feeling from my body, I bent down and picked it up to see it was the card Betty gave to me today.

I carefully dropped it in my drawer and stripped myself naked before walking to the bathroom to have my bath. I got to the shower and thought about how much pain I have received from being with men.

Nothing good had ever come out from the relationship except for pain and tears after all their promise. I remember the pinch I received from Betty today when I rubbed my tits making me moan in the shower.

She had an effect on me during the party and today and from the looks of things I can feel she wants me. Well I do too because I am bisexual.

Oh my gosh, why didn’t I think of it I mentally slapped myself after concluding in my thoughts. I guess it time I end things with me and close their chapter for good.

Maybe a change is what I need, maybe it where I can find my happiness. I think is time I follow this path, because being with men is heartbreaking and can only being pain to me.

I tied the towel round my body and came out from the bathroom. I stare at my drawer for a while before sitting on my bed.

“Am calling her” I concluded…

A CONTRACT WITH THE LESBIAN