Chapter 29 Chapter 29 What’s this feeling?

: What’s this feeling?.

Fredrick pov’s

I dropped her on my bed and used the duvet to cover her, I stare at her pretty face and down to her lips.

What could make her cry this much?, Did something happen to her parents?. I wish to know and I must get my answers in the morning.

I left her on the bed and lay on the couch taking a blanket to cover myself.

The next morning I woke up to find her sleeping so I decided to make a cup of coffee and get pills for her because I know she would be having margarine when she wakes up.

I got back to the room, to meet her holding her head and I quickly rushed to her and gave her the pills which she gulped immediately. Slowly, she opened her eyes and stare at me with wide eyes. I bet she’s wondering how she got here.

How did I get here? She asked but I kept a straight face looking at her. I wanted to ask you the same I said and chuckled at my thought. She was quiet staring at the whole place and trying to recall what happened but she couldn’t.

“I don’t remember coming here myself,” she said to me and I smiled at her. I brought you here Cecilia you were so drunk last night I said to her and she bowed her head in shame.

“Am so sorry about that,” she said and tried to stand up but she couldn’t. “Please help me up to my room,” she said calmly and I quickly rushed to her to assist her up.

We got to her room and I help her sit on her bed. She rested her head on the headboard and I helped her with some pillow she added at her back.

Thanks, she said and I smiled walking out of the room but I was pissed remembering am yet to know what made her took that drastic decision.

Can I ask you a question? I asked her walking back to her. She stared at me before nodding her head.

Why were you sobber last night? I asked her …

Cecilia pov’s

Why were you sobber last night? He asked me … I turned to stare at him in shock and anger in my eyes. Why does he care now? He was the one that pushed me away two days ago and now he wants me to open up to him ??

What makes him think I would be willing to open up to him?, Huh?, Why doesn’t he see his mistake and tries to mend them first?.

Why do you care anyway? I asked him furrowing my eyebrows at him, he hung his mouth open staring at me, words weren’t coming out of his house but I could see the sadness in his eyes.

“Am really sorry to have to ask,” he said walking away and I stare at him in astonishment. What sort of man is he? Why can’t he just tend to understand what I really expect from him right now?...

So that it? You just walked out of my life and come in at any time you think It convenient for you to right?? I yelled at his face.

“But I asked, you were pushing me away,” he replied raising his hand in surrender and more tears dropped from my eyes.

You are really a jerk, don’t you think I need you close to me now, why do you keep putting your ego first on everything you do huh? Would it hurt you to drop it? Would it cost you anything to be nice for a few hours ?.

“Why can’t you just be nice, I needed you now,” but you want to walk away as others have done in my life. I don’t blame you I blame my heart for falling for a jerk like you.

“Don’t blame me, Cecilia, this is just who I am,” he replied and walked away, I fell on the fall and busted into tears.

Why does everyone in my life leave, people I care about the most, people who matter to me I thought still in tears. Mom… Dad today has been the saddest day ever…

Fredrick pov’s

I walked to my room thinking of everything Cecilia had said to me. Every word she said struck me like a spear in my heart.

“I can’t be who she wants me to be, I can’t be that person she wants right now” I muttered to myself pushing my hair backward.

Then why do I feel this pain in my heart?, why do I feel so heavy in my heart?, why do I feel like am going to have a heart attack soon?.

Why do I feel like my heart is been ripped off from my body?, why do I feel like I can’t breathe anymore? Why??.

I kept asking myself all this question, I really wanted to know what this feeling is because I feel like am suffocating where there is enough air to breathe.

I quickly grabbed my car keys and drive out of the house, I went to Grayson’s house because he is the only one who can answer this.

Gray, I yelled immediately I got into his sitting room, well the maid let me in, obviously, they know who I am.

“ F**k man” why are you in my house, he yelled climbing down the stairs with only his short making me roll my eyes at him.

I need your help gray, it really important I said pacing around his sitting room.

It okay let’s go to the study so that we can talk better he said to me and I nodded my head.

Oh my gosh, he said and busted into laughter after I narrated everything to him, I looked at him in confusion Wondering what is so funny to him.

Am all sad also, like dude you were so heartless to Cecilia with your reply, how couldn’t your dumb brain not understand what she meant.

Anyways we would come back to that but concerning that, your question about what you felt is very simple.

You were broken, sad, I mean very heartbroken, and that because your heart felt the pain in Cecilia’s cries he replied, and I looked at him in shock.

So what do I do to take this feeling away I asked him rushing my words and he stared at me in astonishment. “Are you for real, like you really want to do this?” he asked and I nodded my head rapidly.

“Make her happy take her on a date, the park or surprise her,” he said and I looked at him confused.

A CONTRACT WITH THE LESBIAN