Episode 47

Playlist~Backstreet Boys - Drowning

Micaela's POV

A new day has come for me, I'm married to the man of my dreams. Lying down here in his arms is all I ever dreamed of almost every day of my life. I kept praying for this day where things will turnaround and Ferd and I will put our past behind and be together like a couple. The good Lord answered my prayers and he sent him to me. Spending the last 24hours here in Rome with Ferd is still like a fairy tale to me! Rome had always been my dream country to go on a vacation, not just alone but with someone I'm deeply in love it. And look how Ferd gave me the best wedding surprise by bringing me here.

Speaking of our wedding, it was really spectacular! Everything went perfectly well and I'm very sure it's already the talk of the whole city of Madrid and even on the internet. Although we are famous, but still we wanted something simple and unique which we actually did have it our way. Knowing the social media era we live in, there's nothing that don't go public especially when you're a well known person in the society. But one thing Ferd and I never wanted was to invite the whole world to our wedding, or maybe Ferd wanted that initially but I didn't want that because...I didn't want anyone to ruin our wedding for us. Imagine what might have happen if I had allowed Ferd to put our wedding invitation online then perhaps those son of bitches and daughters of Jezebel might have succeeded in ruining our wedding. I'm referring to no other than Raphael and Claudia with their damn gangs who almost caused a ruin to our lives. I had a feeling if they had seen our invitation they'll come ruining everything and I won't have the chance to explain myself to my husband, so we did everything in a coded manner and invited only close families and friends with few business partners, thank God everything went successfully.

I glance at Ferd's handsome face and a smile played on my lips. I believe with our vows and the love we have for each other and also the trust and understanding we've built Ferd will forgive me when I eventually tell him everything and then we'll live an happily ever ending. I buried my face on his chest and sniffs in his lovely cologne and I placed a kiss right there.

"Babe, you're igniting the fire in me this morning. Good morning, mine" he moans and his right hand reached for my left boobs and squeeze my hard nipple gently. A moan escapes my mouth and I wrapped my arms around his turso.

This was exactly how I felt last night when we first made love, it was all esctasy when he was inside of me. I want to feel him inside of mean again, I want him to touch every part of me and I want him to feel my wetness for him.

"I love turning you on, my love. I think that's the best way to start the day" I whisper and kissed his hand that was caressing my boobs. "I want more of you" I moaned when he squeeze my nipple lightly again. He hovers over me and his mouth captured my nipples and sucks on it greedily. "Ferd" I moan with pleasure and my hand reached for his hair and I held on to it.

"I love when you moan my name" he whispers and kissed my belly down to my navel and then to the top of my vagina. His tongue licked that area and I squeeze my leg together. I was so wet down there that all I want is for him to slide his cock inside of me and make love to me so that my horny self can calm down.

"I want to feel your warmness inside of me" I whisper with my eyes shut closed. I was actually in cloud nine, or how do they call it again? I guess cloud nine! Thank goodness we were both naked and don't need to take off any clothes.

"Hold on, my own. I want to feel your wetness before I get inside of you" his tongue licked from my clitoris down to the main gate. Humor me but I really don't know how to get this raw, I'm not a perv compared to my friend Sabrina.

"Ferd!" I screamed with pleasure and held on to the duvet. Oh God! I feel like I'll cum into his mouth.

"Mmhmm, your wetness is so warm and sweet, my diamond" he moans and he got up and straddle on me and then he slide his cock into my vagina. A loud moan escaped my mouth but I had to refrain myself for screaming so hard to avoid other guests hearing we're making love.

His ride started slowly and then it became fast when both of us were almost reaching our climax. We both moaned each other's name until we came to a climax. He collapsed on my body and he kissed my lips. "I love you, Micaela. I love you so fucking much".

I lay down silently trying to catch my breath while I stared blankly at the walls. "I know that look, it's only when something is going on in your mind that you become quiet and stare blankly at anything. Tell me, what's wrong? Don't you like the way we made love just now?" he asks and I shook my head.

"Noo! I loved it, you know I love everything about you even to our love making" I answered hastily. I really don't want him to think otherwise, we're here to be happy not sad.

"Then why are you sad? Talk to me my love, what is going on in that beautiful mind of yours?" he insisted and his thumb caressed my cheek.

I guess the time and day has finally come for me to voice out my secret. I shouldn't be hiding anything from him now that we're married, he deserves to know the truth and I also deserve to get some peace of mind. "I have something to tell you, Ferd" my voice came out almost in audible and shaky.

"That you love me and you are never going to leave my side, right? Well I know that already. You know what? Let's go boat cruising or skydiving. Which do you prefer?" he interrupted and I furrowed at him.

Does he really know what he's saying? I just said I have something to tell him, how can he think that's what I had in mind? "It's not that, Ferd. I...."

"What? You don't like boat cruising? What about skydiving? Trust you're going to love skydiving, c'mon let's go for something adventurous. I thought you like something adventurous?"

"Yeah, yeah I do like it but...."

"You don't want to go with me?"

"Hell no! I want to go with you!"

"Then we should get ready and go, maybe we can try other fun things when we're out, alright?" I started at him silently and then I forced a smile and nodded. "Great, so you get ready first and I'll do same" he added and placed a light kiss on my lips before I stood up and made my way to the bathroom.

When I got to the bathroom, I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I sweep my hair backwards and bow my head in guilt. How can I let the truth slide just like that without saying anything back there?

"Hurry up babe!" Ferd's voice rang outside the bathroom startling me from my deep thoughts.

"Okay!" I answered quietly and gave a huge sigh. Is not like we're going to spend the whole day out, we'll be back here and I will get to tell him. Yeah, I think is exactly what I'll do. I clear off whatever was running through my mind and I had my bath.

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The day went by so fast with Ferd and I having so much fun. We did skydiving, boat cruising, and cliff jumping. Cliff jumping was the scariest of all the adventures I've ever tried, but it was really cool being in the water with Ferd. We were back to our lodge to relax from all the activities we've done today. I was the last person to freshen up after Ferd. I stepped out of the bathroom with my white robe and I noticed the lights has been switched into dim red lights. My gaze travels round the room and I gasps at how fanciful the whole room has transformed. Candle lights and red petals surrounded the floor, while on the bed the same red petals was used to form a love-shape on the bed and beautiful roses lie on each edge of the bed.

"Ferd?" I called his name in almost a whisper.

"Right here, mine" his voice came from behind and I turnaround to face him. "If my lady pleases, the king wishes to have dinner with you right now" he said and gave a bow while he extended his right hand for me to hold.

"Oh Ferd, this is just too much" I complained and he shook his head.

"Nothing is too much to give to my woman. If it was possible for me to give you the whole world I'll gladly do that for you" he responded and he gestured me to take his hand. I took his hand and he led me to the balcony where a table has been set for the both of us.

"You're the most romantic man I've ever met. You treat me like a queen and shower me with so much love. You keep surprising me all the time, Ferd. I'm privilege to have a man like you in my life, your kind of man is hard to find. I love you Ferd, you are all I ever wanted" I said in all honesty. Seeing him do things like this for me makes me want to tell him the truth that I'm hiding from him so that I'll know I'm not hiding any secrets again from him.

"You're my queen and my diamond, so I have to treat you like one don't forget that" he kissed my knuckles and rubs on it. "Have a sit let's enjoy the meal that has been set for us".

"I'll rather have you as my dinner for tonight" I blurted and he raised a surprise brow at me.

"What did you just say?" he asks and I held his chin up and look him in the eyes.

"I said, I'll rather have you as my dinner for tonight than have any other meal" I repeated.

"Wow! I love this! Eat me however you want it" he replied grinning widely and I captured his lips and kissed him angrily.

Whatever happens tonight I believe the memories of both of us will stay with me forever. Our kisses and romances got heated up, I don't know which of us was leading each other back to the bedroom but we found ourselves on the bed and we made love to each other. After our love making, we both cuddle each other. I think I should bring up the topic I wanted to talk about in the morning, I just want to get this off my chest already.

"Ferd, I really do have something to tell you" I started while my head was still lay on his chest.

"Okay, what is it? You're free to tell me" he replied.

A little relief hits me when he didn't interrupt me this time around. I sat up with the duvet covering half of my body and he followed suit.

I tug the strands of hair behind my ear and I returned my gaze on Ferd. "You know I'll never do anything to hurt you, right?"

"Of course I know that. Why are you asking that?"

"I have a confession to make" I announced and he furrows his brows at me and then he smiled.

"A confession? What other confession do you have to make apart from the one that I know?"

I blink in confusion and ask, "You know?"

"Of course I know! I know you love me so much already" he replied smiling and I heave a low sigh. For a moment I thought he knows what I was about saying.

"That's not it, my love. The confession I have to make is about...is about your past" I stuttered.

"My past?!" he whisper-yells and I nodded slightly. "You don't know anything about my past, so let's not talk about it, okay?"

"The thing is I know something about your past...I was the girl in your past" I said with quivering lips.

"Mine, what are you saying? You're confusing me".

I gulped down saliva to my dried throat and I muster up the courage to look him in the eyes. "Ferd, I was the girl who raped you thirteen years ago-" I paused and waited for him to say something but it was deafening silence I got as a reply. His pupil went suddenly dark and his smile faded and was replaced with a blank expression. I guess I have to continue regardless of his silence.

"I didn't mean to rape you that fateful night, it was all a set up and I was too weak to defend myself nor you. I had to do it to safe face and...."

"Tell me you're lying and it's just a story you're telling me?" Ferd interrupted me with a cold voice. I look him in the eyes and shook my head.