Chapter 44

Ayla's Pov:

"Wifey, Are you ready? Come let's go" I sighed inwardly, he's taking me to shopping since I have gained so much weight none of my dresses are fitting me. It's getting too tight for me to wear. Even though it kinda hurt me that I have gained so much weight, still a part of me was wondering would he finally hate me for gaining weight. I really thought after seeing this side of mine he will leave me, but no who am I kidding if anything he's loving this even more than I would expected.

"Baby, be careful! Remember what doctor had told us. You should walk slowly and very carefully" he said in his concerned filled voice as I nodded my head. After he got to know that I got pregnant everything in him changed especially his tone.

When I first heard it I was so shocked to react, but as days passed I got used to it. For the past couple of months I have been seeing a different side of him which I have never seen before. He's smiling a lot and also taking care of me as if I'll break anytime soon but he must have forgotten the fact that he had already broken me, and there isn't a single thing to break me further.

I sighed when he made me sit inside his car and helped me to wear the seatbelt. I leaned backed to the seat as I inhaled deeply. This pregnancy is so tiresome.

After he made sure I was comfortable he ran immediately to the driving seat, he started the engine and hold my hand in his. I looked at our intertwined hands. This has become his thing. I have started to noticed this whenever we travel he holds my hand and he never once left me alone. It's like he's afraid that at any given moment I'll ran away or disappear and won't be back to him, well which is kinda true if I have a chance I'll flew away. If only things are different I would have done that already.

Even if I leave his hand for a minute he somehow will hold it again just like how he have caged me in his life till now.

"I'm so sorry baby, for the past couple of weeks I couldn't be at home soon. I really wish to be there but you know right? Our company is collaborating with the multinational product so I have to be there. I hope you understand uh?" He paused for a while waiting for my reply. I just turned my head towards the window not replying. If anything I'm glad that he's not at home. Because now most of the time I get to spend some time alone. When I didn't replied he continued "Are you angry at me? Please nah sorry. I'll make it up to you ok? Hopefully next week it will be over so I'll spend as much as I can with you ok?" I really wanted to scoff at him.

I missed him? Seriously he thinks like that? What kinda world he's in? Can't he get that I don't want him and I don't want any of this! He forced everything on me and after all the shit he had made me gone through, he wants me to miss him?

He pecked my hands making me stunned. I looked at him as he kept my hand on his lips while driving. If someone from outside saw this they will think that we're one happy family if only they know.

"I can't wait to make you pregnant again. Pregnancy suits you so much. God! Just look at you. How beautiful you're! Now I want to have atleast 5 childrens" I gaped at him when he said that. He's telling as if it's an easy task. When he noticed my expression he turned and winked at me making my eyes widened. He chuckled at my expression while continued to drive.

"Idiot" I muttered under my breathe

"Yes, your idiot"

Urgh! I mentally groaned at his cheesy words. Now a days he's so clingy, cringey and... and... and this asshole is so proud of himself for knocking me out. He didn't even realised the fact that he had raped me instead he's so fucking proud of claiming me as his. I could never forget what he did to me nor does I could forgive him.

And he had manipulated everyone around me but for that I don't know whether to thank him or be mad at him. Because if he didn't do it I wouldn't have known their true colors so for that I'm thankful for him. He had shown me who are true and who aren't. Infact all are fake every single one who were around me were fake well expect for my brother now he's also gone case.

Don't know whether he will gain his memories back or not but I have lost my hope on him. Suddenly I flinched when I felt his cold hand on my bulging stomach.

I stiffened when he caressed it "I really hope it's you who are keeping your mother occupied, now a days she's zoning out a lot. Do I need to know what it is or more specifically who is it?" gone his tender voice now he's back with his dark malicious hardened voice, even though he's not asking me directly I can feel the danger in it. I gulped the lump that has formed on back of my throat, while he tapped my stomach few times and took his hand by placing it on his steering wheel.

"I... I... I wa- was thinking about my bro- brother. He... he's still not recovering hi- his memories back so I was thinking about him" I stammered a lot while answering him. I looked at him I can see he relaxed a bit then he turned around, again he took my hand with a smile and nodded his head at me.

"He will get better soon. Don't worry." As if! He's the main cause of it now he's telling me that my brother will get better soon why so that again he could blackmail me with my brother's life? I sighed why my life is so complicated. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to be strong but when I hear his hardened voice its terrifying me to the core. Why am I so weak? When did I even became like this?

I turned my head while placing it on the window rail as I looked at the passing vehicles.

I'm trying my best to accept this child but still somewhere in me I'm hating it even though I don't want to but I couldn't help myself. I know this child didn't do anything and an innocent.

But my heart and my mind are not ready to accept it. I still want to get an abortion if I could, I'll definitely do it but no..... the chances are very very low now since I'm so close to five months.

And my parents are slowly trying to accept the reality but we never told any of my friends or to our relatives about my pregnancy. We don't want any attentions as of now. To be honest I'm glad they didn't. They will obviously will taunt me ofcourse it's the true fact. Nobody is gonna say anything to that bastard but will badmouth me as if I did all the work to knock myself.

These hypocrite people will always judge others as if they're sane. No one is perfect in this world but they're judging others as if they're so perfect. People should stop doing that shit.

If they are in our shoes, only then they will know how it could be, till then all they can do is badmouthing others.

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Soon we have reached the shopping mall. He literally took me to each and every shop that are inside this mall. After 3 hours of shopping I got so tired so I just sat near the sofa while he was purchasing some bags for me. I looked at him wide eyed how in the world is this even possible? I mean look at him.... how he's so energetic all the damn time. I don't know whether he's shopping for me or for whole ass town. He's literally purchasing whatever I look at or whatever he likes but for that he's taking so much fucking time. I mean his choices are good but still he's spending so much money and time.

I sighed thinking I know he's rich but I never knew he's that rich.

"Wifey, come here. Look at this" he yelled making me close my eyes in embarassment

My god!

This guy is worsen than women. People say women took more time during shopping but I was never like that. It will only take me ten to twenty minutes to select but this guy over here is taking a whole lot of time.

Remind me to never come shopping with this man.

I huffed while getting up slowly and walked towards him. When I stood next to him uninterestingly he showed me a very beautiful back bag. It was a maternity back bag for pregnant women's. How the hell he knows all these things even I forgot about this.

"Mmm... how was it? We don't know the gender so it's better if we keep it in black and gold right? It will be a common so what do you think? Do you like it?" I looked at him bewildered did he seriously asked me that question? I mean he never did that before.

I just nodded my head saying yes. Just like that we have purchased most of the things that are required for myself and for the baby.

As we walked towards the exit I can see most of the girls here are eyeing him and awing at him while guys are looking at him with an envy on their eyes. If only they know his true colors they will be running for their life. From my peripheral vision I could see him searching for something which I didn't mind to ask him what.

Eventually he will tell me then why ask him!

He took a hold of my arm stopping me from moving further "Wifey, I forgot to get my card from the store. You go I'll be back ok?" He asked while turning me around. He looked at my blank face when I didn't answered he sighed placing a kiss on my forehead "I'll be back soon just sit inside our car ok?" Saying that he jogged towards the mall. Finally few minutes of peace for me.

I turned around walking towards to his car. I stopped instantly when a thought came inside me why am I even listening to his words? He won't hurt me when I'm carrying his child. Till he comes I can roam around but where should I go? For that first I have to get out of this parking lot thinking that I walked towards the lift. His guards tried to stop me but I didn't mind their words I walked fastly to reach there. I can see one of his guards is calling him.

That sneaky asshole. He winced when I glared at him then he bowed down his head at me kinda in a of asking apology. I didn't spare him a glance as I started to walk fastly by holding my stomach.

As I got near the lift I halted when I heard a moaning sound coming from the right side of the lift. It's a parking lot, many cars and bikes have been parked.

"Ahhh... Mmmmm....mmmm ohhh yes yes"

My eyes bulged out when I hear those sounds. My face got red when I started to hear the man's grunting sounds.

What the fuck!

"Yessss baby, harder....mmmm ahh"

I turned around to look at the guards they also have the same awkward expressions on their faces.

Ewww! Can't they do it in somewhere else. It's public place for heaven's sake.

As if your asshole husband minds it! I rolled my eyes at my minds thought. True though, I guess now a days some people are so casual about this.

I made a face when they started to make sounds even loudly. OMG!! Who the hell have sex in the parking lot of the mall that too this loud. Don't they fear for the CCTV cameras. I mean we did had sex inside the car but not this publicly. Arjun never done that, even if he wants to he will make sure that we are secured. I hold my ears as that girl started scream loudly in pleasure and we can ear the shake of the car.

I feel like to vomit, now I regret coming here. I should have stayed inside the car as he said. I should have listened to his words, thinking that I started to move backwards slowly by holding my ears.

Just when I turned around to leave the place I heard my name. I heard that guy moaning my name.

Wait what? Am I hallucinating?

I shake my head as disgusting shiver ran down on me, meanwhile my mind mocked me asking - Are you the only one who has named Ayla? No right then why would you think it's you

Yeah right, why would I think it was me. I furrowed my eyebrows as I started to walk slowly yet fastly because I don't want to disturb the couple. If they saw me then they might be embarassed of this since a stranger caught them in the middle of their hot heated session.

My thoughts came to an halt when I heard a very familiar voice "How long you're gonna wait for that bitch, Aarav? Why can't you understand I love you" I gulped down hard thinking it's not that person.

"Shut up bitch, you're here to get fucked like a whore and you're getting it. Just don't spoil this with your love acts"

My heart broke when I heard that voice which I would loved to hear before. I could hear him grunting and her moaning sounds.

I took a deep breathe as I turned around again debating whether I should I check or not. My heart is saying no but my mind is asking me to check. At the end my mind won and I walked towards there. I could feel Arjun's guards are trying to stop me but I didn't listened.

When I neared that car I couldn't able to see them since it was dark but I could hear them talk about me and their love making. I really wanted to puke now but still I waited till they finish. Once it finished they both stepped out of the car.

If my heart was broken before now it got shattered into zillions of pieces when I saw him adjusting his pants and lazily brushing off his hair and I looked at her only to find her doing the same. My eyes are clouded with tears I don't even know why my heart is paining so much. They both didn't noticed my presence yet.

How long they have been dating? I have no right to question them. He has moved on but I didn't not expected him to date my friend.

"Ayla, I asked you to stay inside our car" I closed my eyes when I heard Arjun's distant voice. I heard a gasp and I know who it belongs to, I took a breathe before opening my eyes.

My eyes got collided with the brown eyes which once used to make my heart flutter.

"Ayla" he whispered with his voice full of regret.

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