Chapter 62

Arjun's Pov:

It's been two months, two fucking months yet it feels like a decade. I haven't stepped out of our house since I had shifted her here from hospital. I couldn't able to go to work not when she's in this state. I don't care how my empire goes.

Money can come and go I can earn that later but now all I care about is my wife. She's my priority.

I just need her... I sighed inserting my hands in my pant pockets while leaning against our bedroom door ooking at her.

At times for some reason I couldn't able to go near her and right now that's how I'm feeling. It's suffocating me with so much guilt which was so new to me. I chuckled bitterly when I looked at myself in the mirror only she knew how to bring this side of me.

Without her it feels so painful. It's as if I couldn't breathe that much effects she have on me.

I took a breathe while looking at her longingly, I need her to open her eyes and look into me and tell me that it's all ok.

Every day either her family members or her friends came to visit her but no one tried to talk with me not like I wanted them to but it's like I'm almost invisible to them. Even my own family ignored me, what can I expect from them? Even before this they were never in my life.

For them family is only for reputation. They have been asking me about my office and also asked me to go there. They didn't care how I'm feeling all they care about is their business and their constructions.

I groaned inwardly at my state while shaking my head to clear my thoughts as I walked out of the room but as soon as I stepped down from the stairs my eyes landed on the spot where she fall.

My eyes sting with an unknown emotions.

I scoffed at my thoughts - unknown emotions if only they are unknown to me. I knew damn well what those emotions are.

Guilt, Pain, Lose, Hurt, Rage and what's more. I just couldn't able to forgive myself for that. I was so blinded by rage that I almost ignored my pregnant wife who was here waiting for me in our home.

Even though she's not still I had the responsibility to take care of her which I failed terribly.

If I was here with her this wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't have lost my son.

My son!

I gulped hard while shaking my head at my thoughts.

Not now.

Slowly I stepped down while looking at the place. I stopped when I reach the place, I remember watching the CCTV video of her falling down from the stairs. It was so terrifying.

Just 3 damn steps but it turned our life upside down. Tears started brim near my eyes, I blinked several times to clear it. Even though I try not to cry my eyes betrays me every time as I could able to feel it getting moistened again.

I wiped my eyes harshly as I tried to walk away from there but as soon as I did, I couldn't able to move further which made me to clutched the stair railing hardly.

Clenching my jaw tightly I debated myself soon enough I ended up sitting there while keeping my hands on my head.

Life is so unpredictable. One moment I was happy and the next moment I lost everything.

Nooooo! Don't say that- my mind screamed at me.

Ayla is with us. She will wake up soon.

I closed my eyes while clutching my hair, I feel like to plug it out I'll surely go insane if she doesn't wake up soon. These fucking thoughts of mine are messing with me and making me vulnerable which I hate the most.

"You look so miserable and I love seeing you like this" someone said with an amused voice yet I could feel the sadness dripping on it, which made me to look at the source of that voice.

I clenched my jaw while looking away immediately when I saw who it was.

Not now! I'm not in the fucking mood for her to try to convince me to let my Ayla go.

When I said no one talked with me in these past couple of months. Well now I take that back.

Expect this nuisance in our life everyone left me. They never talked with me expect this women.

"Arjun, I know you think you love her but try to understand that she doesn't love you nor want you... Just let her go" she tried again but enough is enough she just can't bargain into our life.

I held my head while saying "Shut up and get out before I lose my shit"

"Just answer me this question and then I'll leave you" she said making me close my eyes in frustration.

"My god women!" I hold my head frustratingly as I couldn't able to stand her when I sense she didn't moved an inch, again I shouted at her "I asked you to get the fuck out of here! My house" I yelled at her angrily.

"Please just this one and I'll leave" she pleaded which made me sigh at defeat this women won't leave unless she gets her answer.

This is what I have been facing with this women. When I didn't said anything she continued which made my heart bleed.

"Do you seriously love her, Arjun?"

I looked at her ridiculously is this what she wanted to ask me? Is she serious right now? doesn't she know at what extent I went to just to get her here.

When she saw me not responding she again asked the same question which made me sigh reluctantly while nodding my head as yes.

She looked at me angrily "Arjun, You don't manipulate the one you love! You don't deceive the person you love! You don't seperate them from their loved ones if you love them truly! And you mister you are anything but a lover!" I looked at her while clenching my jaw tightly before I could open my mouth she continued further while chuckled mockingly at me.

"Love is not about bending someone's arm to like you, both the partners should get what they wanted in a relationship. In your case you got what you wanted from your partner, but let me ask you this Arjun did she get anything she wanted? No...!! Have you ever thought about her likes? No again...!!" I clenched my jaw while fisting my hands tightly as I listened to her "If someone is cold and distant towards you and they don't like you and you don’t like the way how your so called love never reciprocate, just let them go" she said while looking at me with so much hatred.

Well the feelings are mutual "Don’t try. Don't ever fucking try to hold her, when you clearly know that she doesn't like you or doesn't want to spend her life with you. Just let her be. Just let her go. She's not the one for you and you're not the one for her too" my heart clenched with unknown emotions as I gulped hard when I couldn't able to form a sentence.

I shake my head to clear my thoughts. What the fuck was that? I glared at her when she continued her non sense talk "In your case all I can see was forcing! You're forcing her to love you back, you're forcing yourself on her, every single thing you forced on her and" I'm this close to snap yet she's not stopping. She took a sharp breathe while saying "even you forced her to carry your child"

I closed my eyes as I heard her each and every sentence pricked inside my heart, since I know whatever she uttered was true yet my heart and mind doesn't wants to accept the harsh truth "If she really cares, she will make the effort to recover soon. She doesn't needs you, she doesn't want to be in your life. Just let her go. She deserves better. Better than you."

When she said those words I feel like my heart would explode anytime soon. I closed my eyes tightly while grabbing my hair as she continued "If she doesn’t, you are with a wrong person. It was a mistake" she said making me open my eyes and like a wind pass through I turned to look at her.

"What did you say?" I whispered while breathing heavily.

"Huh" she looked so confused as if she got snapped out of whatever state she was in minutes back while looking at my face.

"What the fuck did you fucking said, women?" I yelled at her making her flinch back.

"I... I... Hmm... I said I... i...uhm... It was a mistake"

"Nooooo!! Noooo!!! Noo!!!" I stood up from the staircase while shouting at her how dare she. I was boiling with rage how could she say something like that. When I saw her trying to open her fucking mouth to say something "Shut up!!! shut up" I started to scream by holding up my finger infront of her breathing heavily.

"But she wasn't happy with you why can't you understand that" urghhhh I groaned she doesn't fucking stop.

"Just shut the fuck up!!! It wasn't a mistake!! Did you hear me, Raghavi?"

"IT FUCKING WASN'T"

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