Chapter 64

Ayla's Pov:

I could hear the bits and pieces of what's happening around me that too in distorted noises. I could not able to understand anything, I mean I couldn't even able to move or talk, so it seemed more like a dream than something that was actually happening around me.

I tried opening my eyes so many times, I tried moving too, but every time when I tried or forcing to do so it will give me a massive headache which will ended up making me go back to sleep or I don't know what.

Where am I? What happened to me?

At first I have no idea what happened or why I'm here when I first gained my senses. Then later while trying I could quite vividly remember the fall because that's the last memory I had when I fell into unconscious.

I slowly started to regain my senses and that's when I realised about my baby.

Is he alright?

He should! He should! He will be!

Where is he? Why no one is waking me up? How long was I out?

I remember being scared for my life and for my baby. I didn't know what to do! All I wanted at that moment was to save my child. I do remember making wide eyes, screaming in pain and my desperate plea for help to save my baby. I also remember the guards and maids running towards me to help me but I fell into unconsciousness.

And what happened later I don't...!! I just can't remember.

But I do know one thing my baby is survivor just like me. He would have survived.

He should!

And where is Arjun? He wouldn't let me sleep alone like this? I didn't hear his voice. What's happening?

I had no awareness of time at all. It's like going to sleep and getting my senses what feels like a second later, but it's actually nothing.

Again I try to open my eyes but it feels like they are glued and refusing to open. I sighed when it didn't worked again, then a few minutes later I try to move my fingers, and wiggle my toes, etc.

After what seems like ages one day at night I finally able to open my eyes partially, I guess due to under drugs, I couldn't able to open my eyes properly.

As the lights around me was so bright it didn't help either, which eventually made me close my eyes immediately, and after that, it was like taking a nap.

Again I woke up days later, highly drugged, but only gained consciousness the day after. My first 'memory' this time after waking up is to find some commotion around me.

I could recognise his voice. It was him but with whom he was having a argument. They are so loud which is quite hard to not to listen.

But then my mind went back to search for the crib which is nowhere to be found.

Where is my baby?

My lips wobbled thinking about the negatives of my baby's condition, he should be find. After looking around I found one nurse sleeping on the couch with her headset on.

I furrowed my eyebrows at her.

This is so unlike of Arjun. He would never let anyone around me. Let alone a nurse to under my wing. Be it a women he doesn't like it.

This is the first time when I gained my conscious that I found someone around me, because whenever I gained my consciousness no one was around me, which I didn't even think that was strange!

I removed the Nebulizer around my mouth and slowly tried to get up by supporting my both hands which was the biggest mistake. I have IV attached to my right hand, I wince at the contact. I tried to get up by balancing my hand on the bed while getting up which was a mistake.

I slowly try to pull the IV attached around my hand while sitting. Slowly I tried to get down from the bed.

I whimpered at the contact on my bare legs connecting with the hard floor. It hurts, every part of my body hurts. I tried to step forward but my legs are wobbling as if they are not aware of walking.

I bite my lips controlling myself from screaming in pain, but I took a deep breathe to calm myself.

Holding things I tried to step towards the door I find it so hard, but I need to. I need to find my child.

Where is he?

Holding my stomach, I stopped dead on my tracks when I realised I mentioned 'he'?

How did I know that's my baby is he? I am keep on referring my baby 'he'.

Did I saw him before when I lost my conscious? But then why can't I remember his face? I smiled while thinking about.

Now that I know, that I know the gender of my baby. I got so eager to find my baby so I tried to follow the direction of the noises that's coming from.

I took a deep breathe when I came infront of the scene which I never thought would happen.

There she's arguing with Arjun.

Seeing her after long time all I felt at that moment was nothing, but then there was this emotion ran through me, it was to get her out of my life so that I could peacefully live with my baby. She betrayed me the most and I still find it hard to trust her again.

What if she again does the same? No, I don't want her anywhere near my baby.

I find it too hard too breathe while thinking whether she saw my baby before me.

My lips wobbled thinking about the possibility but I know Arjun wouldn't allow that no matter what.

But what if?

My thoughts got interrupted when I heard them yell at each other. Before I could step down holding the rails I stopped when I heard her.

"You don't love her. You are obsessed with her. You want to control her. You don't want anyone around her expect you. You don't trust her. This is not love, Arjun. Let her go. Let her live her life" I scoffed after hearing her saying that.

Holding the rails tightly I couldn't help as tears started to form at the corner of my eyes. Look who's talking.

I could even forgive Arjun for ruining my life (just saying but I know I won't) but I could never forgive her. I chuckled through my tears while shaking my head as whatever she said was making me hate her more.

"Trust uh?" I whispered. I was going to lash at her when Arjun beat me.

"Are you seriously talking about trust right now? I mean that comes from the person who ultimately broken her trust" he asked her. I could sense some mockery in his voice.

I looked at them, I wanted to know what she's gonna say for that. I don't even know why I cared for her reply. I mean he was right. She didn't replied rather she looked here and there trying to avoid the eye contact.

I scoffed what am I even expecting her to say. I moved towards them slowly as it was kinda difficult to walk rather step down the stairs. I want to ask him where is my baby. I need to see him and hold him in my arms.

I stopped again when he asked her the question that I was dreading to ask her "Oh come on, where was that when she begged you all to trust her uh?" He yelled at her making her eyes widened.

Out of every friends of mine. She was so close to me, too close that she broke my heart into pieces.

Till now whatever they both argued or yelled at eachother was kinda true. Yes, he is obsessed with me, but other than that non of her accusations were true.

He was nobody to me but still he never accused me of my character. He have raped me, and did so many things, and even manipulated them but he never accused me of something nor does he believed someone else over me.

But she was my friend. My best friend or that's what I thought. Out of everyone she was the first one to accuse me. She was supposed to stood near me. She was supposed to take stand for me or so that's what I thought what's friend for.

But she proved me wrong when she never even let me talk or convey my side of the story.

Her voice broke me out of my trance, "No... No... No it's because of you" she cried, while yelling at him. "You manipulated us, asshole. You... You tricked us.... You made us believe that... And we blindly trusted you" she said while crying.

She better shut her mouth and get out, I gritted my teeth while controlling myself. They both should get out of my life. I don't want neither of them in my life.

"Yes, I did. I never said I hadn't. But you are her best friend not mine yet you choose to believe a stranger over your best friend. There goes your trust" he said making us stunned for a moment.

My lips wobbled when the past came crushing on to me. I wanted to move on from everyone. I just want everyone out of my life expect my baby.

They don't deserve us.

I got startled when I saw him push her hard making her stumble backward on her steps.

"You shouldn't have opened your mouth when you yourself was not a saint. You damaged her more than me, so I suggest you to get out of our house" he said while showing her the door.

Before I could stop myself, I said something that would make me regret it later.

But it was too late, "Maybe you should get out of my life too"

I was stunned and I know they were too. He turned around like a flash. His eyes got widened making me take a step back.

Just by looking at him made me trembling. When his back was facing me it didn't traumatized me but when I saw his face, all those painful memories hitted me back to back. I saw him gulp down while looking at me from head to toe.

As if he couldn't believe this.

I could saw the way his eyes changing from shocking to desire filled eyes which made me trembled.

Not again!

Not now!

Never!

I would never allow him to touch me again. He can do whatever he want but I'll never allow him to touch me.

For a while, neither of them didn't moved. All they did was stare at me without blinking and it made me so uncomfortable standing under their gaze.

But it got cleared when I heard a voice behind him "Ayla" she whispered.

I closed my eyes in irritation. I don't want her here, before I could say something I felt someone moving towards my direction which made me snap open my eyes.

My eyes got widened when I saw him moving towards me fastly but I backed away by holding my hand infront for me making him halt in his position. He stared at me in confusion asking me what happened through his eyes.

I gulped down the lump, "Sto- stop! Don- don't come near me" I said, while shuttering badly. He stumbled back when he heard that and looked at me as if I broke something inside him.

"Ayla, baby" he whispered which sounded so foreign to me. He never called me in that tone, it hits different.

He looks so broken as if he lost his life but he will never know how he much he had broken me, since the day he entered my life to till date.

"Sto- stopp" I took a deep breathe while looking away from him. My body is paining due to standing for a long time but this has to be done.

Now or never.

I need to be brave enough for my child. I cleared my throat "Let us go, Arjun."

"What?" Again that tone. It made me look away from him.

Even though he looks like a lost child still the amount of hatred I have for him didn't reduced.

"Baby, let's talk and figure it out huh? You... You are my everything, baby girl. Without you, I'm nothing. I love you so much. We need to workout on our relationship. I know it will be fine. Just... Just few mis- misunderstanding here and there, and that's it. I need you in my life. I want to spend my life with you" he ranted some bullshit which made me look at him bewildered.

Is this the same Arjun who once threatened me to stay with him? His then approach was different than now.

"Baby girl, please forgive me for what I did. I'm sorry. I'll never do that but don't ask me to leave you. As I said before, I need you in my life. I want to spend my life with you" he again continued the same when I didn't responded him back.

"Please say something, baby girl" he begged me while falling down on his knees.

I clenched my jaw tightly when I felt a severe pain ran through my abdomen. I took a breathe while fisting my hands tightly and utter those words which I always wanted to say it on his face.

"You need something I can never give it to you, Arjun. I don't love you. It was never you and will never be. I never wanted you in my life" I said while looking blankly at him.

He opened his mouth to say something but he closed it while staring blankly at me. I know my words stunned him but it has to be said.

I don't care if he threatened me with my family or friends to make me stay with him. They didn't cared about me then, now why should I care about them. He can do whatever he want.

Now my all priority is to hold my child in both of my arms.

Wait! Where is he? When I realised why I came down here. I looked here and there to see a glimpse of my baby but when I didn't see any, I looked back at him only to find him in the same position.

"Where is he?" In my peripheral vision I saw Raghavi getting confused by my statement, but I ignored her presence.

"Arjun, where's he?" again I asked him which made him come out of his dreamland.

"Huh?" He looked at me "who?"

"Who? Ofcourse my baby! Where's he? Where's my baby?" I heard a gasp behind him, as if she realised whom I was referring too, "Ayla" she started but I choose to ignore her presence again.

"Arjun, I'm talking to you. Give him to me. I need to hold him. Where's he?"

I looked here and there to try to find him but when I didn't hear him say anything, I turned towards him to ask him the same question again.

But what he said next made me lose my hold on the rail.

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