Chapter 66

Arjun's Pov:

I remember being scared of life not for my life, but scared of losing her in my life and that fucking helplessness state.

At that moment I didn't know what to do!

When she fell unconscious on me I literally lost it. Those months when she was in coma it was the worst phase of my life and I remember how I shouted for the guards in a desperate plea for help.

I looked at her sleeping form as she was under a medication, slowly I sat next to her bed by holding her left hand in mine.

She could make me do anything for her.

I heaved a sigh as it's been a whole week since she lost her consciousness after hearing the truth, she did woke up on that day later by slightly opening her eyes and when I thought she was finally awake after waiting for a whole day, she passed out again.

It freaked me out, so I called the doctors to check up on her but to no vain nothing was shown to be improving, then a couple of days later again we saw her eyes was half-opened, then later she would wiggle a toe, move her fingers.

Two Days went like that, seeing all these things it will raise my hopes high thinking she will soon open her eyes soon but at the end of the day her body will go back to not accepting the treatments.

I groaned and ruffled my hair with one hand in frustration, I shouldn't have told her the truth.

What the fuck was I thinking? When she keeps asking me I didn't think twice before blurting out everything. At thatqq moment it felt right to tell her but what have I done to her?

She was already in a coma state and when she gained her senses back, I just had to ruin it by making her go back again to that state.

Urgh! It was all my fault. I shouldn't have told her.

But one way or other she needs to know the truth.

I sighed looking at my wife, she's so fragile.

Why did I hurt her? I don't know!

I closed my eyes while lying my head near her bed by still holding her hand in mine. I caressed her hand with my thumb, while thinking about the conversation I had with her doctors, they also started lose their patience since her mind and body aren't accepting any treatments.

It's almost like they both wants different thing from her. One wants to get treated and another doesn't wants to get treated.

Meanwhile it's messing up my senses too.

I mean when I haven't, when it comes to her I was always like, but this time I feel so helpless. I don't know what to do to make her come back to life.

All I have ever done in these past couple of days was to watch her silently from distance. The guilt is too much, it's making me suffocate.

I have not once came near her since that day when I had almost lost her. It's like without her he's nothing. It feels like after long time I stepped into this room.

I had no awareness of time at all. It's like going to sleep and just waking up on the floor what feels like a second later, but it's actually morning already. I couldn't move or talk, so it seemed more like a dream than something that was actually happening.

Today I couldn't able to control myself from coming inside this room. It felt like I need to hold her close to my heart yet I'm afraid to come close to her.

I didn't want to leave her not again. I didn't even allowed her parents or her friends to meet her this time. They're messing up everything. Though her parents loathed him, they were grateful to him since he allowed them to see her then, but now I don't know.

Now all of them are hoping for her to come back soon.

And I barely visited my office in these past couple of days. All I did was to sat next to the door of her room wanting to hear from the nurse that she woke up.

I sighed I might have lost everything in my business if not of my assistant. He skillfully handled all the works and guided our employees rightfully. He made them complete their work on time and talked with some share holders.

I'm not aware of what's happening, but I hope he would have managed everything around there.

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After few minutes I came downstairs to check up on the new room that I have been currently fixing for us.

I don't want another incident to happen, at first I thought of moving away to a new home, but this one holds too many memories to replace it, so instead of moving away I started to shift our bedroom to ground floor.

I will never let her walk upstairs after she gained her consciousness.

As I was arranging the cupboards I hear a knock on the door which made me furrow my eyebrows. I clearly remember telling them not to disturb me, now what do they want.

I went to open the door after dusting my hands on the towel.

I raised my eyebrows after seeing my PA standing there infront of me.

"Goo- Good Aft- Afternoon Sir" he shuttered clearly afraid of my mood and also by the look of his face I know something terrible happened at the office.

"What happened" without greeting him back I straight away asking him, which made him widened his eyes in panic.

"Sir... Si.... Sir" he gulped hard while trying to say something.

I rubbed my forehead in irritation, I didn't even do anything to him, but he's already trembling in fear. I sighed while looking at his state "Calm down! Take a breathe"

He nodded doing as per I told him to. I stood straight while crossing my arms I looked at him with patience filled eyes.

If he was pale before now he looked even paler than ever. What's with him today? He always feared me but today it feels like a different kinda fear.

"Sir, I'm so sooo sorry... I di- didn't mean to... but but oh god... Please don't kill me" I raised my eyebrows when he started to cry hysterically. I was baffled would be an understatement.

As I said this fear of him is different and it's starting to scare me.

"What did you do?" I asked, making his eyes widened as he shook his head negatively.

"Sir, I- I- I didn't do anything" he said while taking a step back as I move towards him.

I clenched my jaw while closing my eyes to calm down.

What the heck! I didn't even do anything but he's acting as if I'm gonna kill him. He's fucking pissing me off with his shuttering.

I clicked my tongue while moving my head in annoyance "I'll ask you one last time, what happened?"

"Sir, I- no I mean he submitted your illegal activities to higher auth- authorities. I- I don't- I promise I don't even know how he got hold of that" he said confusing me more.

"What?" I whispered not really getting him.

"Ayoo, sir he submitted proofs of you- your involvement with- with" he said gulping hard "mafias and also underground illegal activities and- and more videos of you killing some people. I don't know what to do" he said while pacing here and there.

"And and they will be coming here to- to- I don't know?" He said making me stumble back.

"Oh god! Sir, What should we do?"

What the fuck? How did it got leaked out? I put my hands on my face in frustration. I wanted to scream out loud.

Just few minutes back I was praising this idiot and now urgh!

I moved towards him and took hold of his collar by raising him "How the fuck it happened? I trusted you and what have you done" I whispered yelled at him being cautious as my baby girl was sleeping.

He shook his head as I shoved him aside.

"Sir- Sir I didn't do it... He somehow took hold of our important reports" making me frown at his words 'he' who's that "and he leaked it. I don't even know how he got hold of those videos" he said while rubbing his neck.

"Who is it?" I asked him calmly as my insides are burning in fire. Why everything was happening at once? I clenched my jaw in anger when I hear his name.

"Prem"

Why the fuck I trusted him?

I should have seen it coming.

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