Chapter 30

"What do you mean?" he let out a nervous chuckle and I turned towards him.

"My period is late," I panicked, pushing him away and sank on the bed.

"But you are on the pill, right?" he asked in a doubtful voice and I glared at him.

"Fuck you, Austin. Of course, I am on the pill." I stood up and kept pacing around the room. He sat down and held his head. I had no idea what he was thinking. I started to cry and he jerked his head at the sound of my muffled sobs.

"Woah, is the pregnancy hormones kicking in already?" he joked and I threw a pillow at him which he successfully ducked.

"Shut up, this is all because of you and your huge ass dick," I continued to cry while he walked towards me and pulled me closer to him.

"I have a huge dick?" he asked, with a playful look in his eyes and tried so hard to control his smile.

Oh god, why does he have to be cute always?

"Stop joking around. This is some serious shit, Austin." I hit him hard, and he just chuckled, wiping my tears.

"We will get through this and everything together," he said in a serious tone, using my words. I stared at him in shock and disbelief.

"You are not freaking out?" I asked him, blinking back my tears.

"Why would I freak out?" he had a confused look on his face.

"Well, I don't know. I'm freaking out, Why aren't you?"

"This is unexpected but it doesn't mean I don't want it. It would be nice to have our own Jane," he said with a small smile on his face while I stared at him with wide eyes, not believing my own ears. I pushed him away from me and sat down on the bed, feeling giddy.

"Wow, I think I've had enough surprises from you." I rubbed my forehead. He removed his suit, rolling up his sleeve and I quickly stole a glance at his forearms.

"Don't you want this?" he asked me with a concerned look on his face.

"I don't know," I admitted honestly and he nodded in understanding.

"Well, we aren't sure of it yet so don't worry. I'll go buy a test kit or whatever that stuff is and be right back," he walked out of the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I couldn't believe how cool he was acting about this whole thing. I thought he would freak out because of his commitment issue but instead, he was comforting me. I fell back on the bed, trying to calm myself. My mind was completely blank and I placed my hand on my stomach. The thought of having a baby with Austin, was thrilling but we weren't even living together and I didn't want this to be a pressure on our relationship.

"I'm back and I got five of it from different brands," he burst inside the room, breaking my thoughts.

"From where did you buy it? All I can see are beaches and trees around us on this island," I asked out of curiously.

"There are medical facilities, we aren't in a jungle." he smiled, placing the bag on the floor.

"I don't want to do it," I whined and covered my face with my hands.

"I can help if you want," he winked. I pulled him down on the bed and sat on top of him.

"Why are you so cool about this? How come you are joking around instead of panicking?" I asked, narrowing my eyes at him.

"Because I'm excited to have a kid with you, Emma and I know for sure that I'm gonna love our kid to bits...I would never be like my mother and abandon my own kid," he said in a sad tone. I was taken aback by this response and just like that, I fell in love with him all over again.

Wow, he was excited to have a kid with me. ME.

"You are way better than her. Don't you ever compare yourself to your mom," I said in a stern voice and he nodded with a small smile on his face.

"Now tell me, why are you freaking out?" he asked and tightened his grip on my waist.

"I--- I'm sacred, Austin. I don't want this to pressurize our relationship," I pouted and he lifted my chin so that I could meet his gaze.

"I think we are way past everything and nothing could ever make me leave you," he replied, taking my lips in for a deep kiss and I kissed him back, losing myself, not thinking about anything for a while. We both pulled back out of breath and I rested my forehead against his.

"What if it's negative? Ugh...this is such a torture," I grumbled as I got up from him.

"We could try again, I'm always up for more sex." he teased me and I smacked his head, "Fuck, you keep hitting me for no reason and with you being pregnant, it's going to be a nightmare," he muttered, rubbing the back of his head.

"Shut up and follow me," I grabbed the bag from the floor and went to the bathroom.

"Wait here," I made him stand near the sink and pulled out two sticks from the bag. After five minutes, I joined him near the sink and placed both the sticks on the counter, "Set the timer to 2 minutes," I said, looking down at the sticks and he followed my instructions. I kept fidgeting with my hand, nervously while he hugged me from behind and kissed my cheeks.

"Whatever it is, I'm gonna be right here with you. Relax," he whispered, kissing my collar bone, " Did I tell you how beautiful you look in this dress?" he said in a husky voice. I rolled my eyes and smiled at his attempt to distract me.

"I know you are trying to distract me," I mumbled and he let out a throaty chuckle.

"And is it working?" he asked as he nibbled my earlobe.

Fuck, he was good at this.

"Yeah," I let out a shaky breath and felt him smile against my skin. We both heard the timer in his phone ding and I pulled myself from him.

"Okay, you check this one and I'll check this one," I handed him a one stick and closed my eyes. After taking a few deep breaths, I looked down to see nothing. Not a single line.

What the fuck?

"It's shows nothing, what does that mean?" My eyes started to water and I started to think of all the crazy possibilities, "Oh my god, maybe something is wrong with me, what does it show in yours?" I asked, afraid to hear his response.

"Ehhh... I don't know what I'm supposed to look for but I see two red lines," he replied and scratched the back of his head, analyzing it closely, like he was trying to figure out a mathematical problem. I snatched it from his hands and saw two bright red lines staring right back at me.

Oh my god!

"Fuck, say something, Emma. You are freaking me out," I swallowed hard and looked up to meet his gaze.

"I'm pregnant," I let out a small chuckle, wiping the tears from the corner of my eyes and his eyes went wide, "but why did this one show nothing?" I pouted and he pulled me in for a tight hug.

"Must be a faulty one. Fuck, you are really pregnant." he grinned widely, flashing his teeth and I laughed, feeling my heart burst with happiness.

"Maybe we should test it again to be sure,"

"You and your OCD issues," he laughed, crashing his lips to mine and I kissed him back, melting against his arms, "I'm so fucking happy," he pulled back and gazed into my eyes lovingly. I could see his eyes glistening with tears.

Awww, my poor heart.

"Me too," I whispered, holding back a sob. I realized that I wanted this too when I had a mini panic attack on seeing the faulty stick, showing nothing.

"What happened to freaking out?" he teased and I rolled my eyes.

"Shut up," I smiled and grazed his perfect jawline with my fingers.

"I love you so much," he whispered, his hazel eyes boring into mine.

"I love you too...so much," I breathed out and hugged him tightly.

"Quick question, we can still have sex right?" I laughed out loud and decided to tease him a bit,

"Of course, in fact, I want you to fuck me hard with your huge ass dick, daddy," I whispered against his ears, seductively. He groaned against my neck and squeezed my ass, making me gasp. He tried to drag me outside the bathroom but I stopped him.

"Wait, I'll be out in 5 minutes."

"You are going to test again, aren't you?" he asked, knowing me so well and I grinned sheepishly. He shook his head with a small smile and kissed my cheeks, leaving me alone. I tested again and it came as positive.

Now, I was one hundred percent sure that I was pregnant.