SORA

I'm stressed.

The baby inside of me is strong and shows me every day since I found out I was pregnant with Kane's child. Our first baby together.

I'm sat waiting for the pack doctor Adam's in the park infirmary with Emma and Amanda to give me a checkup and find out the gender of my precious gift.

"I'm so excited and nervous, first time I was here Lucas kept pacing." Amanda says giggling.

I force a smile but I'm so nervous I can barely see straight.

Shortly after I told Kane I was pregnant he told me that wolves don't take nine months to grow, but only 5, and I almost had a freaking panic attack at the thought.

Down below is never going to look the same again. Five freaking months! And I feel it. Every day I feel myself grow heavier and tired, but most of all I can't stop myself from eating.

Perfect time for me to be a wolf. Which is another thing I am learning to live with every day.

I found out I can smell everything, and I mean everything. Pregnancy kind of makes me psycho for smells, Emma and Larson who now live with me know now not to eat eggs in the house, I cannot stand the smell, I vomited the first time I smelled them, and ever since I just went off them completely.

With Kane and 70% of the men and women have gone to fight in the Vale, things have been too quiet around here, everyone is on high alert and everyone is treating me like a priceless artifact.

I couldn't even come here without these two protective she-wolves by my side like glue.

"I love pups! Even cute little troy here is stealing my heart." Emma says in her thick French accent.

I laugh and look at Troy and his cute chubby cheeks. Adorable for sure with his blonde hair from Lucas and beautiful blue eyes from Amanda.

The door to Dr. Adam's office opens and I'm greeted with a smiling pack doctor. "Luna, my apologizes for making you wait." He says as I stand up and bows in front of me.

I smile nervously. "Please call me Sora." I hold my hand out to shake his. He halts for a second then shakes my hand.

If Kane was here he would throw daggers at the poor man for even looking at me. That man is sometimes so unbearable with protecting me from a handshake.

"Please come inside let's get started shall we." He says and I nod. I smile nervously to Emma and Amanda as they give me thumbs up and wide grins.

Shaking my head smiling I close the door and sit on the examination bed.

"Please get comfortable, first I would like to check on the pup to see how he or she is doing is that okay Luna?" He says as he gets some weird gel and smiles softly at me.

I simply nod as I feel sick with strange worry. Oh god oh god. What if the baby isn't okay? What if my stress or excessive eating is hurting them?

I lean back in the chair as I pull my top up halfway so he can see my bulging stomach. "Right, this is going to feel cold but I assure you it's perfectly normal." He says as he puts the gel on my stomach and I get a shock at how cold it feels like someone has put an ice cube on my stomach.

I hear a heartbeat on the machine next to me as he moves around the instrument to check on the baby and I'm in awe I see them. I see them moving around inside me.

"Ah yeah, here we are, yes.. hmm.. perfect, well congratulations Luna." He says beyond happy as I stare at him in curiosity.

"Here, I couldn't see it before but this is baby one, and here is baby two. You're having twins." He says grinning widely at me than the screen.

TWINS?

"You're kidding me." I say breathlessly.

"Twins? How is that possible? Wh.. are you sure? Two babies?" I say excitable as I feel my eyes water.

The good doctor hands me a tissue box as I thank him and gladly take a few to wipe my eyes. "Oh God, I'm so sorry! I'm so emotional and I'm having twins! Now... now I know why I've been eating so much." I say frowning as I wipe my eyes.

I'm so happy, two pups! Our mate is going to be overjoyed! Kaya my wolf says happily and I giggle.

Yeah.. holy crap is he going to be happy with this news.

"It's alright Luna, both are very normal emotions, would you like to know the genders now, and would you like a photo?" He says as I wipe the gel from my stomach and put my top down as I sit on the edge of the chair.

Oh, God..

"Um, can.. can you write it down? And yes please to the photo." I politely say and ask.

I really want Kane to experience this with me. I know he would really want to be here for this if not for keeping the peace and fighting in a war to protect this world and The Vale.

"Of course, the Alpha King will be over the moon Luna, truly you two are blessed. Here are your photos Luna and let me print out the genders and current information I have for you." He says with a smile as he sits behind his PC and types in some words.

I miss Kane so much in these small moments. We have had our disagreements the past week because of how Lex died. Kane not wanting to bury him hurt me in ways I can't even believe was possible, he deserves that much, I do not care what he did, what matters is what he didn't do and how he died sticking to his true feelings, I just wish it didn't have to end for him, that he could've talked to me and I could have helped him.

I'm pulled from my thoughts as Dr. Adams stands in front of me smiling with an envelope. "Everything is normal and looking great, both pups are doing wonderful but I have one slight issue with your bloodwork here."

I look up confused. "What issue?" I ask.

He hums. "This here, this is your blood and this is your pups, I'm afraid the.. curse the Alpha has is in one of your pups DNA, meaning..."

"One will be like Kane?" I say, not recognizing my own voice anymore as I close my eyes as the headache begins to pound into my skull.

Oh god, this can't be happening.

"I'm afraid so yes, I believe it is passed down through generation but.. this is the first I'm hearing of it not skipping a generation, technically this shouldn't have happened but I believe there are reasons why these things happen Luna." He says as he smirks sadly at me.

I grip my forehead and stare at the envelope in my hands. Closing my eyes I take a deep breath.

"Don't tell Kane. Please." I open my eyes and beg him with my words. "Please."

He looks conflicted and worried but nods his head slowly. "Yes, of course.. "

I stand up and see my reflection from a mirror next to the door and I see how white I look. Oh god, is this bad? This feels really bad.

Kane hates this curse and now a child of mine has it, this weight on a small child is harsh and cruel and now it must go through the same struggle as Kane does every day, the rage.. hunger..

"T-thank you. I will see you in two months." I force a smile and turn and open the door.

Emma and Amanda come to my side immediately.