CHAPTER 26

Finally

My heart is beating frantically and abnormally inside my ribcage. The excitement is overflowing... that I can't tell, if this is real or not. If this is just a dream or this the reality. If this is just a dream I'll probably wake up and feel disappointed. but at least I've experienced a very thrilled and nasty dream right?

I stopped the car next to the car Keegan was driving. I saw him standing mightily like a boss waiting for his servant. He gave me a burning look that made me even more nervous! I'm not a nervous type of person but when it comes to him I'm always shaking! That's his effect on me!

I fixed my dress as I tried to compose myself while slowly walking towards him. Trying to act cool and calm. He's just there leaning on the car watching my every little move like a hawk.

"Come here," he ordered hoarsely. Even if I'm shaking inside I can't deny the fact that I am so thrilled right now! Always! Even then I feel so very thrilled when I'm with him.

I looked up at him as he carefully caressed my waist up and down because of my swallowing. when I look closely at his gray eyes. I saw the burning passion of lust and love while he was watching my face.

"I want us to continue what was interrupted earlier..." he said lowly that made my eyes sparkle in excitement

I pursed my lips and smirked "Okay..." I planted a kiss on his lips causing him to close his eyes.

We immediately switched positions. It's like our position earlier. Now I'm leaning against the car and he's in front of me.

"But do you really not want to be my friend?" I dumbly asked him.

He groaned and flicked my forehead making us wince “I don't want to be friends with you. I have trust issues.” he muttered that made my eyes widen.

"But you'll let me ride you right? You promised!”

He chuckled hoarsely that made me roll my eyes at him!

"But will you agree if I ask you to be my boyfriend?" I insisted that his jaw dropped.

His smile went into a grim line. I felt my stomach went cold because of his cold stares.

His right hand went above the hair on my nape.

“You can't easily fool me anymore. If you want me, earn my trust again.” he whispered lowly and fisted my hair.

I nod to him. Determined to possess him again. I'll promise I will earn your trust again. I promise I won't hurt you again.

Using his left hand he caressed my left cheek down to my neck as he crouched a bit to suck the skin of my neck in the right side. I immediately closed my eyes when I felt his lips touch my neck. He planted small kisses on my neck making me sigh in so much pleasure. I can feel my pussy getting wet.

"I want you to touch me." he whispered hoarsely as he tightened his grip on my hair. I nodded my head and without further ado. My hands went to the zipper of his jeans and hurriedly opened it. a soft groan from his lips vibrated in my skin when my fingers found his manhood.

I gently caressed his growing maleness. My lips parted when it twitched a bit. Wow! He feels so big and sinful. Keegan weakly leans his forehead on my shoulder and presses himself even more against me. It's like no air can pass between the two of us.

I caressed his tip in a gentle but teasing way making me smile excitedly.

“Damn it. Go on, it feels so fucking good...” he urged me continued what I'm doing while I can feel his rough hand caressing my legs up to my hidden valley.

I held his cock tightly choking it using both of my palms making him groan louder.

“Fuck... You're doing great Angel...”

While I lifted my chin to his manhood, I felt him take off my cycling shorts and panties from my body.

One thrust of his middle finger made me gasp.

"Shit... Ah..." I let out a shaky moan when he added two more fingers inside! My eyes widened in shock.

"Angel's pussy is so fuckin' wet..." he whistled tauntingly making me blush furiously!

"What the fuck are you doing?! That's three!”

"Yeah I know..." he casually nodded his like he's been telling me that I'm dumb to not know.

"Spread your legs a little. I can't finger fuck your pussy in a nasty way.” he chuckled hoarsely making me bite my lower lip.

“Keegan if you don't already know. I only experienced sex once and that was six years ago. Then you will surprise me with three! Are you even thinking?” I asked him annoyed. not even one by one! The three really hit it off right away!?

Realization hits him. His lips parted and he immediately blinked.

"You didn't try it with another man?"

What was he thinking? That all these years I tried this thing with another man? Hell, no! it's okay to be dry forever if he's not the one who will water my pussy!

“No. Only once, right?" His question seems stupid!

"T-That's why your so tight and it's mine..." he whispered making my face heated!

“Is it you? How many women have you had sex with?” I asked vulgarly and a pang of pain hit my heart.

It's not a big deal to me if he has sex with another woman. Yes it will hurt a bit but I don't have the right to get mad at him. I just want to know how many.

He looked at me darkly as he pushed his three fingers back and forth with a bit of harshness making me part my lips. He watched me intently and kissed my lips fully.

"I promised myself that I'll only kiss these lips. I promised myself to only love one woman in this lifetime. even if she did break my heart in the past. She's the only woman that I want. It should only be her.”

I promised myself that too... that it should only be you. If it's not you, don't be.

I was weak because of what he said. I couldn't say anything and I just wanted to cry. is he fucking real?

I just saw myself kissing Keegan violently while we were inside his condo. We hurriedly took off each other's clothes.

One long erotic moan escaped from my mouth when he kneaded my two breasts. we're both naked now while Keegan's busy walking towards his couch. He immediately sat down while I stood.

I watched him as he touched himself. His cock is so big, thick and long. He's so fucking hot! Damn it! He rested his head on the headrest while still touching himself up and down. I fisted both my hands because I felt I'm soaking wet down there just by watching him pleasuring himself.

I looked at him with my wide eyes. Where's my innocent Alister Keegan? I can't find him anymore.

His breathing became uneven when I crouch to suck his two nipples while he's still busy touching himself. I suddenly whimpered when he suddenly caressed my womanhood expertly using his left fingers. He would rub and pinch my clit from time to time making my body shiver. he's fucking multitasking! I sucked his nipple alternately causing both of us to moan in unison.

I was panting when I looked at his face. I straightened up in front of him. His lips parted when he gently rubbed his cock in my wetness. he gripped my waist when I grinded myself on his cock.

"Stop moving." he ordered making me stop from grinding.

I just held my two breasts and squeezed them while staring at him intently. I saw how lust consumed him as he watched me kneading my two breasts. I bit my lower lip and looked deeply at him in a seductive way.

"Ah..." my lips parted in shock when he held my waist firmly and pushed his cock deeply!

Damn it Keegan!

"Now, ride me harder." he commanded with his authoritative tone

i winked at him and gave him a luscious smile "My pleasure Chief,"

I gripped onto his shoulders as I pushed myself up and down. Rocking his cock and choking it with my tightness.

“Keegan. . . Shit!” I cursed when he violently bit one of my nipples. He sucked it with a mixture of teeth. He then gripped my waist and pushed his manhood deeper inside me.

I cupped Keegan's cheeks when I drove his cock faster than earlier. I can see my boobs bounce every time I move up and down. I held his nape and kissed him deeply. I sucked his tongue making him moan.

"Ohh... Fuck.,." a groan towered out of his throat when I bit his cheeks harshly.

"Keegan I'm so near..." I whispered weakly while panting.

"I'm fucking near too..." He whispered back sensually making both of us smirk.

He bit down and sucked my lips again which made me cry even more from the taste. I can feel my overload wetness when he teasingly rubs my clit in a circular motion while I'm still moving faster!

"Ahhh...." one fucking long erotic moan from a womanly voice came out of my mouth when Keegan pinched my clit as I released my juices!

I shivered and immediately hugged his shoulder when I got out. I weakly hugged his nape. while his one arm wrapped around my waist as he thrusted his thing in my core. One deep thrust and I felt his liquid inside me.

“Damn it. It feels so fucking good. . .” I felt my cheeks reddened when he let out a satisfying moan.

I buried my face deeper into the side of his neck. I felt his calloused hand caressing my nape. We both stay silent after our intense release. I felt both of us breathing.

He feels so much like a comfort that I was seeking for years. His lips can make me calm. His eyes saw my imperfections but he didn't even hate me. I can see the love in his eyes but he's trying to suppress and hide it, for me not to see it.

"How can you be so rough like this hmm?" I whispered in a soft voice while enjoying the warmth of his embrace.

I looked up at him and watched him close his eyes tightly as his nails pressed against my skin. But I didn't mind the pain. I watched his so satisfied pleasured face while he was closing his eyes and lips parted a bit to catch for some air. sweat drips from his forehead down his cheek causing me to smile.

He feels like a dream. I hugged her tight. I rested my face on his chest. I felt like crying when I heard the harshness beating of his heart. I buried my face on the crook of his neck and planted soft kisses on his skin.

I'm sorry for breaking my promise...

I closed my eyes tightly when I felt his rough and calloused hand caressing and molding my ass gently. His fingers then trailed my spine making me shiver.

"My naughty first love wants it rough," he whispered sensually making me pout my lips a bit.

He was busy stroking my hair with his fingers. My heart skipped as it beats faster. My heart knew that I am his first. But my heart didn't know if he loved me in the past years. I'm so vocal to him when it comes to my feelings. He only treats me as his friend. But I want more than his friend way back.

It's just that time didn't let us. We grew and matured separately.

"Did you expertly learn for her?" I asked curiously while caressing his abs.

I looked up at him. His stares making my knees weak. If I wasn't in his lap right now, I might have fallen a long time ago.

Keegan moistened his lips and brushed his hair with his long fingers making him look hotter!

One nod from him made me want to cry! his thumb finger gently caressed my lower lip while his hot and burning stares bore into me.

"I don't want to bore her. I don't want her to get bored with me just because I'm boring in bed." he whispered with a hint of sadness in his voice.

I felt my heart contract in pain. I'm sorry for hurting your innocence.

He bent down and searched my lips. When our lips met, he grabbed my jaw and kissed me very violently. He would sip and suck my lips harshly making me taste the iron taste of blood. I feel like he's been punishing me. and he wants to punish me through my lips. I could sense that he really wanted to make my lips bleed.

He stopped while panting and looked at me with his soft and gentle gray eyes.

"How's my kiss?" curiosity laced in his voice

I licked my lips “I love it. . . it's so rough and addicting. . .” I was ashamed to admit it to him.

I saw his eyes sparkle with joy.

"When I know how to kiss more violently and comply with your wishes, can we be friends again? when I become good you won't send me away?"

His innocent and curious voice suddenly echoed in my ears making the happiness in my heart fade away. My chest is tight and I feel like I'm having trouble breathing properly.

His face and built tells me that he's not afraid now if someone would hurt him. But his actions speak clearer... He's afraid... I know there's still a soft side of him that he wants to hide from me.

Maybe he thinks that if I'll see him too soft and vulnerable. that he's easy to play with... he's easy to be left out again. He doesn't want me to see this side of him. He wants me to see the new version of him. The ruthless and strong facade of Alister Keegan.