CHAPTER 27

"Can I use your bathroom?" I asked him. Vibration is not noticeable.

His brows furrowed as he looked at me deeply. He nodded and gently planted a kiss on my nose before holding me upright. I quickly found the bathroom and immediately went inside.

I weakly leaned my back on the door as the memories from the past kept bugging my head. why does it seem like I didn't care that I hurt him then? I made his innocent heart bleed. I'm so cruel... My words deeply buried inside him. I caused him a trauma.

Then now my face is thick to disrupt his life again.

But despite all my harshness towards him he still let me in, in his life again. I still remember how I begged him to let me into his life. I promised that I wouldn't hurt her and that I would protect her but I couldn't keep it. i was like writing a promise in a thin air... and the wind flew them away like it's nothing.

Is it really true that he doesn't hate me? What if he is really mad at me and then he just wants revenge? What if he turns out to be someone else?

If he is mad at me and just wants to get back at me. I don't mind. I'll embrace his anger 'coz I deserve it anyway. I'll kneel in front of him for my forgiveness. I'll kneel to him for him to take me back again.

But his actions scream nothing but softness. There's no hate I feel.

A tear fell from my eye which I immediately wiped away.

Still fully naked I go out of the bathroom. My forehead creased in confusion when I didn't see Keegan on the sofa. Where is he?

His condo is big. All of the designs from the wall down to the floor scream the color of his eyes. because of his eyes I love and appreciate the gray color.

I saw Keegan's shadow outside the sliding doors so I slowly stepped towards it. I was immediately greeted by the touch of the cold morning breeze on my skin.

My eyes glued to Keegan's naked body while he's sitting on a couch. Still fully naked, legs spread wide. I saw how he expertly blew the smoke from his mouth. Hmm... he smokes too? I saw the tension in his jaw as he looked into the distance and seemed to be thinking deeply. the wind blew his hair making it more disheveled. I swallowed in no time because I couldn't stand staring at him.

It feels so sinful to watch him this hot and naked. I feel like I'm short of breath!

I can't believe he'll turn to be this fucking hot and matured! I can't barely picture the high school Alister Keegan inside my head.

He changed a lot. All of him changes like I see a different person in him. He has this cold and snob air now. Very different from the Keegan I used to know. if you'll look at his eyes you can immediately tell that you can't control or fool him. Because he's wise now. That you can't simply soften him up with any flirting you do.

"Come here, stop making my cock hard every time you'll look at me with those honey eyes." he calmly muttered with his hoarse voice.

I blinked my eyes. Still can't believe he's so bold and vulgar now. I don't know what I like more now. That innocent Keegan who doesn't know much or this Keegan in front of me who I'm sure will be my vibes in everything.

I bit my lip as I walked towards him. The wind effortlessly blew my hair. I'm surprised when I didn't feel cold at all. I felt my skin burning and hot.

I shamelessly sat on his lap. I felt his hard thing brushing my ass. I heard his deep breathing and silent growl making me giggle a bit. Keegan possessively wrapped his arms around my waist like he knew he owned it. . . like he knew from the very beginning that I am all his.

That his entrapment with my fingers at the first time our eyes met.

"I'm sorry. . .” I broke the silence between the two of us.

his hug tightened around my waist and pulled me closer to his naked body.

"I don't want to tell you my reason for all the hurtful words I've thrown. I don't want to clean myself to you... I just want to sincerely apologize for hurting you badly... I'm sorry Keegan. I badly want to be part of your life again... Forgive me Chief...” my voice breaking in every word I said.

"I understand you. I know I'm at fault too. I'm too quick to trust people who show me kindness. I'm too naive to see their hidden agenda in me.”

“Your lips are the only lips that I've kissed in this lifetime. Believe it or not. They maybe touch my body but not my lips. The day after you said that you don't want me to be your friend anymore I saw the video. I felt so very disgusted at myself at that time and I know you feel the same way to me." I shook my head.

“That's not true! I'm not disgusted with you. I hated myself because of me. They did that to you to hurt me. It's all my fault...”

"I'm sorry... I know you've been hurting while looking at my situation. I know you love me. I feel it. they drugged me and I don't know how they film that v-video...” his voice shook a bit.

My tears flowed and I immediately grabbed both of his hands. I intertwined our hands together.

"It's all my fault. My cousin is the mastermind behind it. She used you to hurt me. to get even with me. She thinks that you are my weakness. She did it so perfectly... I love her but I didn't expect she could hurt me that way.” my voice trembled. I'm just imagining Keegan's trauma during those times as if I was buried alive.

I left him alone. I left him with a trauma that I caused. He experienced being drug because of me...

“Let's just forget it. . . I already made her pay.” he said that made my eyes widen.

I was shocked to face him because of the shock. How?

"Someone helped me..." he trailed while putting the stick of the cigarette again between his reddish lips.

His fingers brush my face brushing away my tears.

I blinked. I want to know the story of our past but I'm distracted with him smoking! He titled his head and blew the smoke. I'm not complaining about the smoke because I'm used to it.

"Who helped you?" I asked curiously. He licked his lips and bit it a bit. He put the cigarette butt in the ashtray before looking at me.

"You saw the girl earlier right?"

I nodded my head instantly. I saw a little spark in his eyes that made my heart ache.

"Yes, I saw a glimpse of her. What about her?”

I looked at our hands when he interlaced our fingers.

"Her name is Queen right?" I asked with a hint of jealousy. I just can't help it! that girl is like a goddess! I'm not insecure okay? I just hate what I felt right now. I should be jealous of her, because she was stealing my Keegan attention but I think I'm slowly admiring her beauty... and I hate these feelings.

I shouldn't admire her okay?

He let out a bark of laughter when he saw my forehead creasing.

"Nope, her name is Talliah. I call her Queen as a sign of my respect to her. I have a big respect for her. she's like a big sister to me...” it was like someone caressed my heart when I saw the smile on Keegan's lips as he spoke.

His eyes gleamed a bit when he said she respects her.

"She's the one who filed a case to jail your cousin for three years. after all, my case can be bailed out. That's just a coin for your cousin's family because they have a lot of money, but Talliah fought my case. He wants to make your cousin pay for what he did to him. She wants to see your cousin behind bars. talliah believes she deserves to suffer.”

I fought hard to stop my tears from falling. But my tears are always traitors coz they fall every time without my permission! So many needles stab my heart after absorbing his words.

I did not know that Naurica was imprisoned. of course I have no news from them. I lived a quiet life far away. Mommy didn't talk about it either. But I won't deny that I am happy for Keegan. I love my cousin but she deserves it. I didn't even do anything for Keegan because I was scared. I'm happy because someone stood up for him. That she had someone who fought with him.

I promised to protect him but I failed. I thought the world was too cruel. I didn't know there's still good people like her. Now I know why every time Talliah needed him. he won't hesitate to go and help her.

Because during those times when he really needed help. Talliah is there for him. She didn't leave him. She's like a really big sister to my Keegan...

I don't know but I cry a lot. I suddenly remembered Villia.

I am wrong. I shouldn't feel insecure towards Talliah. I should admire her. She's a woman with a good heart. My man respects her and I should respect her too. She helped him. I should be thankful to her. She made my man this strong. She trained him.

You're such a wonderful woman, Talliah...

Thank you for being there for Keegan when he's at his lowest state because of me. I don't know how to face you without being shy. But I want to meet you personally. I'm sorry I rolled my eyes at you.

"Should I call her Queen or Sister?" My voice trembled as I looked into his eyes.

His calloused hands gently wipe my tears away.

"I thought you were jealous of her?" he asked a teasing question that made me snort.

"Not anymore! She's now my idol! If only I could date him. I will.”

I saw how Keegan's face contorted. he pulled me closer to his body making me smile.

"Can not. I should be the only one. You will only get hurt if you date him because you have no hope. That's crazy for her baby. I am the thing for you. You understand?" he said like a child, smiling at me.

I giggled when he planted small kisses on my chin. I felt hot when he caressed my waist up and down.

I bit my lower lip excitedly when he teasingly rubbed my entrance with his hard thing. biting my lower lip I watched him as he pushed in and out his manhood in my core teasingly but he didn't push it deeper.

My hands went to his two balls and played them playfully with my fingers making Keegan gasp.

"Hmm... Ahhh..." I whimpered when he gripped my right boob.

Because of the pain and pleasure I didn't think twice and immediately pushed myself downwards eating his whole thickness with my tightness. He grunted and looked at me unbelievably.

“You're so bad! I'm busy admiring my cock playing your cunt then suddenly... Never mind, come here. I want to kiss my strong girl.” he whispered sweetly making me feel the butterflies in my stomach.

He held my jaw firmly while I angled my face to kiss him in a better way. I felt his lips moving passionately with mine. His lips really feel like home.

"I love you, Francisco. you're home now. I won't let you free me again so easily. I want you to entrap me with your arms. I won't complain if you're the one who'll entrap me forever with you. It's my damn pleasure if you will keep me forever. So, please... Entrap me forever.” he breathes

I felt like my heart was flipping every time I heard sweet words from him.

I just saw ourselves hugging each other while lying on his big bed. We're busy staring at each other's eyes. It's already four but I don't think we have a plan to sleep. I squeeze his arm. he already has muscles in the right places. Alister Keegan feels like a dream to me. I won't get tired of saying it.

It's scary that maybe when I wake up it's not true. It's scary to be happy.

"My sister wants to meet you," Keegan suddenly whispered in my ears making my lips parted!

Huh? Does he have a brother? Why don't I know?!

"I want you to meet her." he said gently while caressing my finger.

My jaw dropped even more when I felt the cold thing in my hand.

I don't know how many times I've cried and why I'm crying so much now! My tears fell again when I saw a diamond ring on my ring finger.

"We're not in a dream right?" my voice trembled as I caressed the ring.

He doesn't want me as his friend but he's giving me a diamond ring

Keegan shook his head and kissed my jaw.

"This is our reality, Angel. I want to marry you. I want to have my own family with you. I just want you to be with me. I want you to wear my name everywhere you go. i want you as my wife not my friend. I give all my trust again to my wife.”

"Tell your son that I'm ready to be his father. I'm ready to serve him for you. Just please, marry me.” he weakly begged.

“Of course... Damn it! I'll marry you! I won't let go off you again. Never!” I hugged him tightly and cried harder on his chest.

"Finally," he breathed hard and planted gentle kisses on my forehead.

"Sleep now. We have so much to do tomorrow."

In this cruel world. There's this innocent love that Keegan had for me. Willia... you don't have to worry about me. you don't have to cry because you're worried about our story. I'm in good arms now. I know you know him well. He'll protect me from the pain. I love him so much. Finally, this cruel world wants us to be together.