Chapter 817 God doesn’t care, so why should you care about God?

She opened her eyes, and her fists clenched subconsciously.

"But there is always a way out. Maybe it was a coincidence of fate that made me meet that raven."

It was like a dream.

Or rather.

It was in her dream. She saw the dark crow landing on her shoulder and the dark feathers.

She didn't know what it was, or who it was.

It was just in front of it.

For the first time, she completely broke down and cried. She didn't even know why she suddenly became so fragile, or maybe the string that had experienced the death of countless sisters and was still tightly taut finally couldn't stand it.

She only remembered that she talked a lot with the raven in that dream. She kept crying and asking.

Where is their king?

Does he really exist? !

If he really exists, has he ever heard their prayers! Has he ever seen the endless death outside the door!

But she is destined not to get any answer.

Because it was just a raven in a dream.

And these questions...

Are they really asking the raven, or are they asking herself...

She knew that after he opened his eyes, all the realities would hit her again. She would know how many sisters died this time, and how many younger generations were annihilated in the tide of war.

But what she never thought of was.

The raven spoke.

She still remembered her stunned expression at that time, and the feathers of the raven flying around her in her dream.

"Since you already have the answer in your heart, why bother asking."

"I..."

"In fact, you never cared whether he really existed or not. You were sad for the sisters around you. You stayed for them, and you were sad for their death, because you couldn't figure out why you had to sacrifice your life for a statue that might not exist?"

"No, I just..."

"Why can't you be your own god? You are obviously just one step away."

That was their first meeting.

Then the raven disappeared in her dream like a phantom, and the next time they met was when she successfully repelled the coalition forces of the abyss. From that time on, the raven would appear in her dream every night.

Lin En stared at the mistress in front of her, his eyes flickering:

"Are you saying that it was the help of the raven that allowed you to peek into the boundary of becoming a god?"

She didn't know how to answer.

But at least during that time, in that dream, she did get great help and guidance from the raven.

Not only in terms of strength, but also in terms of strategy and military, she got its full help in all fields, and it was precisely because of these teachings that she was able to come up with surprises again and again in the subsequent wars with the coalition forces of the abyss, and repelled their attacks again and again.

Although she still didn't know who it was.

She didn't know where it came from.

She didn't even know why it appeared in her dream.

But it was also because of its help that she was able to grow rapidly in all aspects during that period. Even in that crucial battle, she successfully killed the seventh king of the abyss in the midst of thousands of troops, and became famous in one fell swoop, shocking the entire abyss.

She raised her head and said:

"That was also the turning point of this protracted war. After I killed the king with my own hands, the balance of victory had already been on our side, and this was also the bad nature of chaotic creatures. With the death of the seventh king, in order to compete for the control of the seventh plane, the other planes soon fought each other, and a series of defeats hit their morale, making it difficult for them to organize a more effective attack on us."

"And after several subsequent counterattacks, this protracted war finally ended with their withdrawal from the first plane."

She lowered her head.

She still remembered the joy at that time, and the sisters who survived surrounded her and announced the victory of the first plane to the entire abyss.

But did they really win?

Because so many people have died.

They can never come back.

And because of her outstanding performance in that war, she officially became the first angel archangel. In the whole abyss, she also inherited the title of the seventh king of the abyss because she killed the seventh king and repelled the coalition forces of various planes. Later, everyone even called her...

Lucifer's archangel.

But in fact, she knew that at that time, she had already wavered in her faith, because they did not rely on Lucifer to repel the coalition forces of the abyss. They relied on themselves, on the joint efforts of her and her sisters, and on the raven's tireless teachings in every dream.

But on the night of victory, when she happily wanted to share the joy of victory in the war with the raven.

It disappeared from her dream.

It was as if it had never been there. Even when she called and waited in that dream every night, it never appeared in her dream again.

Lin En listened in a daze.

She whispered: "It only left me one sentence, and without this sentence, I'm afraid I would still be in that abyss now, and I wouldn't be where I am now."

Lin En was lost in thought and said: "What are those words..."

She raised her head, looked at the sky, and said:

"You have to learn to be your own god."

Never appeared again.

And she didn't know what it felt like, loss? sad? Pity? But she didn't know why she had a strong premonition, just like two completely different destinies once entangled, they would definitely meet at some time in the future, maybe a hundred years, maybe a thousand years, maybe even longer.

But she believed that she would be able to meet the raven again.

Definitely someday in the future.

They will suddenly meet one day in an equally bizarre way.

She raised her head and said: "Since then, I have become the first archangel guarding that door, but in fact at that time, I had betrayed my faith. I am no longer like other fallen angels. I am willing to devote my life to guarding that gate again, but even if I have betrayed, I cannot leave at that time because the time has not come yet.”

Because she doesn't need to care about that statue.

But she cares about every sister here, and every comrade and subordinate who has fought alongside her.

"So for a long time afterwards, I could only call myself "Lucifer's Archangel" and rebuild the order that was shattered by the war bit by bit. Although I disliked it extremely, I still had to borrow The name "Lucifer, the First Demon King" was once again launched in this war, strengthening the power of our entire plane."

She said in a low voice:

"Because I understand very well that the reason why everyone can gather there and even guard that door for generations is because we have a common bond, and that bond is the belief in "Lucifer". Apart from me, The only hope in the hearts of all sisters.”

Lynn was vaguely aware of what happened next.

Because that's what I told her.

At that time, she had already lost her last trace of faith in Lucifer during the war.

God doesn't care about you, so why should you care about God.