Chapter 818 I want to be my own god

She took a deep breath, and her face seemed to be filled with fatigue and sadness at that moment.

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The reconstruction work is arduous.

It is even more difficult than a bloody battle.

In order to restore the former glory of the first plane, she spent almost hundreds of years to restore it bit by bit to its most powerful period before the war, and even more powerful than before. The legions under their command have even expanded several times compared to before the war.

In order to prevent the protracted war from happening again, when everything reached its peak, she led the army of the first plane and broke the first plane's commandment of not interfering with other planes for the first time. For a permanent situation, she brazenly launched a war of revenge against the major abyss planes.

Destroy one plane after another.

Continuously infiltrate and continuously divide.

In front of the army of order, she spent hundreds of years to finally completely eliminate the forces in the abyss that were enough to threaten the first plane again.

At that time, her power had actually reached the ceiling of the abyss. If it were not for the rules there, she would have been able to become a god long ago.

"Have all the kings... been destroyed by you?"

Lin En asked hurriedly.

The self-bound angel lowered his eyes slightly and said, "Well, at least the same generation can no longer make any waves. Although the abyss is terrible, it is only relative to ordinary creatures. For the real gods, for me who was only one step away at that time, it was difficult for them to keep up with me."

After doing all this, all obstacles were cleared for the sisters.

She knew.

She could no longer suppress her desire to leave.

So it was on that day.

For the first time, she stood in front of the door that they had been guarding. After losing any faith in Him, she could finally follow her heart.

Push open that door!

Lin En said seriously: "Did you push it open?"

The self-bound angel fell silent.

Finally.

I don't know how long it took.

"No."

She couldn't push it open.

Even though she was the ceiling of the abyss at that time, she was above the king, but she still couldn't shake the door at all.

There was obviously no fluctuation of power, and it was obviously a huge stone door. The material was just the black wash stone that could be seen everywhere in the first plane, but no matter how much power she used, she couldn't step into it.

And at that moment she understood.

It turned out that all the speculations and rumors were so absurd.

Even that war was equally absurd and ridiculous, because everyone was wrong, Lucifer really existed, and He really made you unable to look up to Him as in the legend, because in this abyss where the gods were forbidden to stay, even the door that she couldn't shake had actually been proven long ago.

It's not that He didn't become a god.

It's that He was so powerful that he could ignore the rules of the abyss and build his eternal mansion here!

Lin En sat there stiffly.

Listening to her detailed narration, it seemed as if I also understood her mood at that moment.

"In fact, as long as someone tries to push the door, no one will try to think that He does not exist, and no one will doubt His rule, but no one dares, we dare not, and those kings who have already killed their way to the gate dare not."

She said in a low voice.

"He really existed, and he does not need our protection at all, because under that kind of power, even if the entire abyss does not exist, the castle will definitely exist forever."

And this is authority.

You don't even need to do anything, and He doesn't even need to appear. Just the castle stands there, letting you know that he may still be alive, and you will put layers of shackles on yourself!

Make you tremble all over, make you dare not cross, and make you dare not break that rule again!

And this.

It has also become a nightmare that she can't get rid of for a long time in the future.

Lin En said seriously: "So, that fallen angel was born at that time, right?"

The self-bound angel raised his head, took a deep breath, looked into the distance, and said:

"I think so."

"Or she is more like a denial of the present me by the past me, because of my cowardice and weakness, and a ghost that was born little by little from the fear that Lucifer might still be alive. "

"She resented my betrayal at the time, and felt that the moment I knew that Lucifer might still exist, I should continue to guard the door for the rest of my life and be his servant, instead of leaving the abyss."

"But I didn't know it at the beginning, but it was not until the moment I became a god that she appeared in front of me in the form of personality for the first time."

The entire underground hall fell into silence.

For a moment, Lin En didn't know what to say at all.

But what a huge panic that was.

The belief in Lucifer that has been deeply rooted in their hearts for countless generations has actually become a shackle for them. Even in the endless time, they have forgotten why they have to guard the door, but this obedience still continues to this day after endless years.

But if you were in that position at that time, what choice would you make...

All your prayers are not answered, and you don't even know why you should guard it, or whether He is still alive. Even the enemy has reached the temple. Do you really want to sacrifice your life, or even your whole life, for the cold statue behind you?

She took a deep breath and said:

"Maybe He is still alive. The fear of Him may even weigh on my heart for the rest of my life, but from the moment I decided to leave, He has no meaning to me."

"I have guarded that statue for countless years, but I will never do so again."

"Just like what the raven said, I want to be my own God."

The light slowly returned to her eyes, just like when she resolutely left. These tens of thousands of years have never made her waver.

She clenched her fists tightly.

So that night.

After she had maintained everything, she made the most important decision in her life. She left the castle with the red moon hanging high alone, without saying goodbye to anyone. She walked alone, passing through the vast abyss planes one after another, and never looked back.

So there was one less Lucifer archangel in the abyss, and one more sacred spirit in the main universe.

Because I have experienced chaos, I understand the importance of order.

Because I have been in darkness, I crave light more and more.

So she shed every black feather on her body, completely cut off from her past self, which also marked that she had completely realized her self-liberation and no longer needed to guard the grave until the end of her life.

She shouted to the entire universe.

Even spent thousands of years flying in the endless vastness and vast sea of ​​stars, enjoying the joy brought by freedom.

It seemed that everything had settled.