Chapter 45

I love Kienzo with everything I have.

I cried silently for five minutes and wiped all my tears; my tears were limited. Kenzo entered too.

I know this is Enzo because Kiki was mad at me and walked out.

They get the chair and sit near me. Manong Rodger is still silent while sitting on the sofa. Maybe he is here to watch and care for me since his boss is not in the mood.

"What happened?" His voice is deep.

I shake my head and respond.

"I don’t know," I responded and stiffed.

I sighed.

"He rarely gets mad, and when I said he's mad. He's furious."

I can make it to Kienzo; I will try all the charms to appease him and tame his angry heart.

"I didn’t want this to happen, and I already broke up with Lorex. It is not my fault that I am beautiful. That’s why he doesn’t want to let go of me." I said to Keke.

"You better fix this woman. Give Kienzo enough of the time." He advised me.

"Why was Lorex here?" I asked Keke.

I look at Manong Rodger, and he is listening to our conversation. Don’t tell them he is going to report this to Kiki crazy.

Keke shrugged, "I don't know either. We followed Kienzo here, and we saw Lorex. Is that his name? Yeah, we saw him here taking care of you."

This thing confuses me.

So, Lorex found me? How did he know that I am danger? Maybe he is with the kidnapper and acting innocent.

Haist! What am I thinking? I must thank Lorex for saving me; he is still kind even though he is addicted.

"Are you okay? You seem fractured."

Keke looks at it and sounds worried.

Keke is better than his crazy twin because he is concerned about me. That other one prioritized his hate on me and yelled at me.

"This is far from my intestine."

Bad grass indeed is a long to live.

I can’t die yet.

"I can’t die yet; it is not yet my time but you… you can see for first and say hi to Lord."

Keke chuckled, "I can’t die because I haven’t gotten married."

Yeah, right; why didn’t I realize he hadn’t had a wife? He is already old and not yet married. What is his plan in his life?

"Why haven’t one? Find in the dating app." I suggested.

My head is aching, but I didn’t show it to him.

They must call a doctor because I am already awake, but they never call one. Do they have pans? They prioritized talking to me and yelling at me before calling a doctor. This twin is stupid and crazy; they are not using their brains. I must borrow them from my brain sometimes.

"I'm not yet bored in my life." He shrugged.

"Eh? So, Kiki is bored in his life?"

He nodded at me and smiled.

The doctor suddenly came, and maybe  Manong Rodger called him.

He checked on me say something that I don’t remember.

“Do you really love my twin brother?” Keke asked me when the doctor left. Manong Rodger left us too.

Why did he ask me?

“Do you really love him? If you’re unsure about your feelings, I can help you get out of this marriage.”

What is this man's problem?

I didn’t respond.

“Do you think he really loves me, or he is just bored, or I am here because he said that?” I answer him with another question.

He didn’t respond to me too.

I feel that Kiki is sincere with me; he won’t help me if he doesn’t. I feel something different at Kiki; I thought we had been lovers since then. And if they won’t love me, I will poison him, joke!

My heart is missing, Kiki.

And my eyes are beating whenever he is near me. That’s how handsome Kiki is, but his Twin Keke is taller than him, maybe an inch.

“What if he loves someone else?”

My world suddenly stops.

Who? I will use black magic on that woman.

I am not seeing Kiki with a woman except his secretary, but I rarely see them talking. Maybe it’s Poques who acted like a girlfriend to him? But Kiki told me they are friends and maybe friends with benefits.

I laugh sarcastically.

“That won’t happen. Kiki is not like that; he won’t hurt or cheat on me. We may not have been together for too long, but he is not a womanizer.” I defend him.

I trust Kiki so much; love is never measured based on time.

Kenzo problematically sighed.

“If ever you need help or my twin brother hurt you, don’t hesitate to tell me, okay? I will punch him for you.” He said seriously, and there’s a hidden meaning to it.

“He won’t do that to me,” I assured him.

Kenzo is not convinced of what I assure him.

I feel fear at Kenzo’s question.

“What if you’re not legally married to him?” Kenzo asked me.

My world stops, and I’m just staring at him without blinking.

What if we are legally married, right?

I don’t know how many days have passed, and Kiki is still not talking to me and ignoring me. I tried to appease him, but he shut me down. He is acting like a woman who has a red day. Those days he never left the condo, he treated me coldly, and it hurts me, but it’s okay.

I have already recovered and am feeling better.

My injury didn’t get that severe; I nearly died because of their torture, and  I will get revenge on them in my next life.

Who wouldn’t recover fast If I am not on good terms with Kiki?

I can’t take not talking to him; it makes me nuts and goes crazy. I want us to be okay again. We are just wasting time to be not okay. We should be happy, and he should forgive me; his hate won’t do anything. It just ruined the relationship that we established. He must be lucky that I am beautiful.

"Kiki…" I called him

As usual, he is in the living room reading a book while the TV is on, but he never glances at the screen; he is wasting electricity.

I don’t know how to talk to him.

“Kiki…” I pinch his waist to get his attention.

He is not reading, he had been on the next page, and I never saw him flip it.

“Sorry, Kiki… I didn’t mean it. I only did that because Lorex couldn’t help me because he is an addict and doesn’t have money; he is poor. How can an indebted save another indebted? Our destiny meets. That’s why I ask for help from you. You may look cold on the outside, but you are warm inside and kind-hearted; I hope Lord won’t get you too early. I badly need your help that time.” my voice is already begging him to talk to me.

Don’t die early, Kiki.

“I owe you a lot for helping me,” This is my second time telling this to him; because of me, I get my freedom again, and bonus that I am in sade place.

He stayed like that, and I knew he was listening to me.

Even though he was mad at me, he took care of me.

He doesn’t love me because he can bear to not talk to me for days.

I Stop begging when I feel he has no plans to talk to me.

I entered the room, and I heard my phone ring.

Bolat is calling me. What this gay needs again from me?

I answer his call.

“Sis!” He greeted me.

“Did you already know the news?”

Bolat never failed to make me feel shocked.

“Lorex is now in jail!” He laughs, and he seems happy with that news.

I’m glad that he’s already in jail. He deserves to be in.

“Really?” I asked lazily.

“Yeah, okay, bye! I called you to say the good news. I still have work, bye!”

He ended the call without letting me say anything. Bolat is too busy in his life; he has many sideline and part-time jobs.

I pity him, he won't have any problems in his life while me? I’m thinking a lot of things.

I decided to go out, and I saw Kiki. He is still reading a book.

I sighed in frustration.

When are we going to be like this? I don’t like this kind of setup. How long can he endure not talking to me? If you love a person and can’t bear to speak to him, why is Kiki like this?

I am still standing at the room door and looking at him.

His silent treatment tortures me for real.

“Kiki, aren’t you going to talk to me?” I repeated.

“We can talk about me,” I suggested.

He is overacting and acting like a kid.

His Cellphone rang.

“Dolly, hey.” he got up and distanced from me, but I heard him.

It’s like someone is killing me.

It's not my fault that I can’t use Lorex.

I wanna be accessible. That’s why I made Kiki involved in my mess and is a lawyer; he can help me.

What did I do? Did I make the right decision, or is this a lesson for me and my experience? At least I gotta the chance to love and be with him in this lifetime if ever we are not meant to be.