Chapter 67

Part 67

"Neil, calm down," she said softly. "What do you mean, calm down, calm down?"You are just leaving. You didn't tell me anything shitt. You already said that you didn't find it important to tell them why I am even expecting. I think I should just ask why the fuck you are still here. "His continuous blabbering was cut as her lips descended on his, taking her off guard.

Her palms cupped either side of his neck as she softly kissed him, nibbling his lower lip."No, this is not the time." He broke the kiss, shaking his head no.

"You're abandoning me, and I'm not sure how I'll manage without you."

"Neil, just calm the fuck down," she shouted, clutching his collar tight. "You are leaving... "You are leaving me alone." It was just a mere whisper which escaped from his lips.

"I knew you were leaving because your principal told me and I found your letter earlier, but why this uneasiness now?" he palmed his face, taking a deep breath, then jerked her close to himself by clutching her waist. She gasped, placing her hand on his chest to balance himself.

"You know what? I never wanted to divorce you, and that's why I gave the lawyer money so that he could postpone the date of our divorce. "She was trying to register his words."

"You bribed that lawyer?" She asked shockingly. "Yes I did. I bribed that lawyer because I wanted you to be with me. I wanted you and I still want you all for myself. Why can't you just understand my feelings Sharanya?" he screamed while tears rolled down her cheeks. "Does that mean you were just pretending to be good?" she asked, staring into his brown eyes.

She was simply paying close attention to him.

"I have a dominating nature. I can't control my anger, but let me tell you Sharanya, I LOVE YOU. I do and I can do anything for you. Then WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT ME THE WAY I AM?" he said, and then screamed the last few words. She was relieved that his cabin was soundproof..

She whispered, shaking her head, "No you don't, you just love to control me. This is not love, it's your some fucking obsession and this is the only thing which stopped me from thinking about us and our future." She shouted at him, then left..

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"Why are you still here? Go to bed," he said as he entered the living room."Go and freshen up. I will serve food for you," she said, not wanting to start another fight.

"I already had my dinner outside," I replied curtly, which was a lie, and he entered his room, closing the door behind him.

He was overreacting and he knew it but he wasn't able to stop himself that time. He couldn't cage her forcefully. She had so many dreams and she wanted to pursue them and somewhere he knew that after this everything was going to change. And he wasn't ready for this change, but he had to control himself. He made a plan to ignore her as she was just here for a week and then she would fly to California.

Taking a deep breath, he leaned his head back. He couldn't even stop her because he was powerless; he didn't want to stand in the way of her dreams, and he knew California University was one of the best options for her because he had studied there with Ishaan and Anusha.

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Two days later,

It's been two days since he'd ignored her. They were under the same roof but like strangers.

It was 11 p.m. on Saturday night, and he was still discussing some projects with his staff, who were just nodding their heads and answering in yes or no.From that afternoon, he was in the basement; he didn't go up to check on his Anya.

Suddenly, Piyush's phone beeped with a message.. "Bhai (bro) bhabhi (sister-in-law) is calling you on terrace." Piyush said,

"What terrace?" He asked and Piyush nodded. "Dammit, who fucking gave her the keys to the terrace, which is on the fucking 100th floor!" he yelled, startling everyone.

He got to know that his younger brother had only given her the keys. Glaring at him angrily, he picked up his phone and walked out of the basement.

He stepped inside the elevator in haste and pressed the button on the 100th floor. He was freaking out because sometimes she got scared in this huge penthouse building because it was vacant and now she was alone on the terrace. He was regretting buying this massive building at the time, but it was also his dream.Most of the rich families wanted to buy an apartment in his luxury N.A Tower and offered him a huge sum, but he didn't want to sell a piece of it. It was all his territory.

He dashed inside the terrace as soon as the elevator door opened, only to become frozen.It was decorated in the same way he decorated for her birthday. With fairy lights and foods with a cosy place to sit or sleep, cushions around and not to forget the white net curtains.

"Why did you call me here?" He asked coldly, and she looked up at him. "Andhe ho aap? Are you blind? "Can't you see I prepared dinner for us?" she chirped happily.

"I'm not hungry," he turned to leave, but she caught his wrist and said softly, "Don't waste the food, Neil, I did so much of it."

"Fine." He washed his hands and sat down for dinner. I made your favourite veg Biryani (I can't make non-veg because I'm vegetarian), and I also made your favourite dessert, Gajar Ka Halwa (Carrot pudding)."

"Why are you doing this, Sharanya?" He asked, sighing. "Arre, we have a full night to talk first, finish your dinner," she said as she served him.

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"Done now, I am going home. I want to sleep," he said, looking here and there.

"Neil, wait." She held his large palm, gently rubbing his knuckles as she looked into his eyes, which were soft. "I don't want to divorce you."

"Huh what?" He jerked her hand, softly moving back. "You know what, Sharanya, I don't want to hear anything."

"No Neil, you have to listen to me today . I don't want to divorce you. I want to give it a chance. I want to give ourselves a chance. I don't love you. Yes, I don't because the circumstances and our messed up life didn't let me think about you. But you know, you are the only man in my life and if I ever fall in love, then it will be with you only. Her voice was soft and soothing to his ears.

"If you fall in love with another boy, then I will kill that bastard right there," he said. "I know I said that I would leave you or divorce you, but you know I can't do that. I want you all for me." He further added, "Yeah, I know how you play dirty games." She said, rolling her eyes.

She kissed him, barely stopping him from saying anything else."Shhh, you talk so much," she said in between, and his left hand slid around her waist, angling her neck from his right palm for better access.She moaned in between as his tongue dived inside her, relishing her mouth. Her fingers clutched his shirt tightly as he dominated the kiss and she let him do what he wanted.

Being breathless, they broke the kiss, breathing heavily. "Neil, take me," she said softly, leaning close to his lips and catching him off guard.

"Wait, what?" He thought he had heard something wrong. "I said take me." This time she said, looking into his eyes.

"Sharanya Listen, this is not the right time. We should..ld---"

"You want this," she whispered, placing her foot on his as she tiptoed to press a kiss on his jaw. "I am not stopping you," she further whispered, placing a kiss on his earlobe.

"You aren't ready," he said. "I am," she whispered, gently tugging at his earlobe with her teeth. "Don't you think I decorated it so beautifully? Let's just use it," she said, her fingers gently caressing his jaw.

Why are you being so bold these days? " He questioned being amused. "Sangat ka asar," she answered as she giggled.

"Sharanya, let's go now," he said, trying to divert this intense topic. "No," she nodded, moving back slightly as her fingers undid the first, second, and third buttons of her shirt, causing his pupils to dilate as his gaze fell on her black inners.

"Anya, no wait," he rushed to close the terrace door."Tell me you really don't want it?" She pushed him on the mattress and sat on him.

"You don't want to fuck me?" She asked and he felt tight in his pants. "Let me show you what I want." He changed the position, hovering over her as his hand went to her side and he pulled the strings as the curtains hid them from the outer world.

And they drowned in each other and became one, forgetting everything about their pains and struggles.