Chapter 32

Adwi's pov..

"Thank you so much Rahul for helping me you are indeed my bestie" I thanked him as nurse dressed our wound.. His shoulder and arm burnt a little and same goes with my left arm..

"You don't need to say thank you but yeah you are one hell of a dangerous woman" I chuckled at his words.. "Rahul now you should leave you have exams tomorrow I will handle here" Thou he wasn't agreeing at first but I somehow made him agreed to go home..

Sighing I walked towards Adhyansh's ward where his mom, Aarna and Tripti were present they were waiting outside as doctor told them that they couldn't meet with him now as he was still unconscious.. My dress which was heavily drenched now half dried and I knew I would be getting fever soon because of it..

Adhyansh fainted as soon as we reached ground floor scaring the shit out of me.. We immediately took him to the hospital with his mom putting all the blame on me which I choose to ignore as I knew she was getting tensed for Adhyansh..

The iron rod which was about to fell on me hit Adhyansh's back burning his skin it was little deep and doctor said it would take time to heal..

"What are you doing here? Ain't you satisfied seeing my son in pain? Now go home and celebrate" His mom taunted much to my displeasure..

"I will leave after meeting Adhyansh" I answered and sat there silently rubbing my cold palms together..

"Adwitiya come with me" Aarna said I nodded I walked with her "Here is my outfit which I ordered driver to take it here please change it because you are dress is still wet and you may catch cold" She is such a sweetheart..

"Thank you so much Aarna" I took the packet from her and went to the restroom.. It was kurta and pants which was little loose for me but it was fine..

Adhyansh got his concious back but his mom wasn't letting me meet him ughhh indeed sasumom is a pain in my ass! Wait did I just call her sasumom? Well unfortunately she is!

My phone beeped with a message it was from Aarna!

From Aarna🦋

Adwitiya I am taking mom to the canteen you can go and meet bhai

To Aarna🦋

Thank you so much Aarna

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Walking inside his private ward I found him sitting on the bed  with drips attached to his hands.. "Adhyansh" I called him and he looked up at me as our eyes met..

Before I could think sanely or stopped myself my traitor legs dragged me towards him.. Throwing my arms around his neck I hugged him tight my face presses against the skin of his neck "I got so scared" my lips moved against his neck as I uttered those words with my muffled voice..

"Unfortunately I am still alive Adwitiya" I heard him saying as he held my shoulder pushing me slightly..

"Yes Adhyansh and I am so happy that you are fine you didn't even know how scared I was" I babbled blinking away the tears which blurred my vision..

"Why were you scared for me Adwitiya? You yourself said that you don't care for me and even kicked me out of your home at such bad weather" His blant yet cold voice reached my ears making me uneasy.

"You came in between that iron rod it was about to hit me" My voice was just a mere whisper "Yes I came in between because I didn't want you put another blame on me like it was my plan to kill you or something and top of that I didn't call you there I know how to protect myself" He snapped at me making me totally shocked..

He was hurt I know it.. "Adhyansh I am sorr---" He interrupted in between "It's better if you go back to your home and yes say Thanks to rahul from my side" His voice was giving me chills..

Without saying anything further I sat beside him making him frown "Adwitiya leave me alo--" I pressed my lips against his taking him off guard..He froze at his spot neither responding nor pushing me back..

"Why are you doing this Adwitiya? When we both know that you will going to push me away" He pulled back shaking his need in no..

Why am I doing this?

What I want?

I was never been so confuse in my life but now ..

"Go home Adwitiya and take rest" He said without staring at me.. "It's you who is pushing me away this time Adhyansh" I breathed out my eyes watering as I stared at him..

"Because you are confuse Adwitiya you are confuse about us first be sure what you want in your life" he said staring at me for few seconds then averting his eyes from me.

We done we are done with this fucking fighting now I don't want to fight more now I want a peaceful life with him.. With My Adhyansh!

Running away from our feelings were the worst thing we were doing.. He was at fault I was no saint either his family did worst my family was no less but now we could make everything alright? It would be good for us..

My palms slide it on his neck cupping his nape "I want us Adhyansh and this time I am not at all confuse" My eyes stared deep into his hypnotizing orbs..Those Eyes which held love for me!

"Don't take decision in haste I guess you need time" I shook my head in no and about to place my lips on his again when he moved back placing his palm on my lips

"Not now" His calloused palms cupped my cheeks.."Go home take rest and even your exams are starting so concentrate on your studies we will think about ourselves later" He softly uttered further as his fingers gently tucked my hair strands behind my ear his eyes locked with mine..

"Adhyansh you will get dischar---" I quickly moved back getting off from the bed hearing the voice..

Yeah you all are right it's Chaaya Hardik Aneja.

Mother earth please swallow me because I didn't want her to start her rants again.."Adhyansh doctor said you'll get discharge in 2 hours" owhh she didn't say anything to me.. Thank God

"I am leaving" muttering I walked out..

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5 days later

I was sure and I am still sure about getting back with Adhyansh because I love him I love him more than I love anyone.. He is my life. I was trying hard to hate him to make him hate me but I failed I freaking failed he is my Happy place my peace and I know he loves me more .. It was the second time he saved me my man is so selfless..

After exams I would going to propose him and then we would live together like a happy family..

Thinking about my man I got up only to slumped down on the couch as pain shot through my lower abdomen and tears blurred my vision..

Periods

And it was enough for me to drown in the guilt that our baby our symbol was no more its been already a month our baby left us.. God punished me because I said bad about my baby.. I was the worst mother that's why God snatched my baby from me. My Mom died after giving me birth and I killed my own blood I was such a pathetic bitch. I shouldn't be called as mother because I killed my baby I didn't take care of it.. My little one couldn't survive because I was in depression and skipped my meals..

And those words? Ughhhh I didn't mean those words which I said to Adhyansh a month back in hospital I never hated my baby .. It was just the situation which I was in..

Regrets?

The guilt and the regrets were eating me from inside.. I wasn't ready for the baby still the words I used was unacceptable I was so cruel towards my own flesh..

Wiping my overflowing tears I freshened up changing into oversized t-shirt and shorts the pain in my heart was tenfold in comparison to the pain in my stomach..

I am pathetic..

Sitting on my bed I leaned my head back hugging the duvet close to me just then my phone beeped with a message..

Adhyansh

My teary eyes lit up seeing the name and trembled lips stretched into a smile as I quickly unlock my phone wanting to read the message..

From Adhyansh 💍♥️

If the pain is unbearable then take the pain killers it was prescribed my doctor..

My tears were unstoppable after reading the message he cares for me he still does .. He knew it was my date. I dialled his number waiting impatiently for him to pick the call ..

"Hello" His voice was cold..

"Adh..yansh" My hoarse voice broke as I tried to form words..

"Adwitiya I am busy so I will call yo--" I interrupted in between not wanting him to hung up the call "No please don't cut the call" My voice came out as a desperate plea.

"Adhyansh can you please come to my home I am not feel.ing well I just need you now and I prom..ise I wo..n't kick y.ou out" and the line went dead which made me cry loudly. He didn't respond and straightly hang up the call.. It means he started hating me now thats why cut the call..

Congratulations Adwitiya that's  what you wanted from first and now it was happening..

Placing my phone aside I laid down on the bed digging my face on The pillow as I cried then darkness engulfed me...

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I felt a soft touch on my cheek it was soothing yet calming wait who was touching me? My eyes jerked open and I got a shock..

Adhyansh?

I was hallucinating right? I closed my eyes then opened it to still found him sitting beside me staring at me with those brown hypnotizing eyes.. "Adhyansh you came?" I sat up crawling on his lap my arms wrapped around his neck as I hugged him tight.. "Why are you being a cry baby?" His deep voice reached my ears..

"You hung up the call on me" I complained as I hugged him more tightly my face pressed against his neck..

"My phone went dead I didn't hang up the call" I heard him answering my question..

"How did you get in?" I asked breaking the hug my teary eyes gazing at his face "Asha Aunty opened the door for me" He said indicating towards the dad's nurse as he wiped my tears..

"Why are you crying so much? Is your cramp is worsening? Did you take the pain killers" He bombarded me with the questions..

"No" I shook my head "I am such a pathe..tic bitch Adhyansh it's been a month our baby left us and now I am regre..tting I didn't mean those words at hospital but woh sab sach hogaya Adh..yansh hamara ba..by chala gaya" I poured my heart out in my broken voice..

"Maybe it was meant to be happen. Maybe it wasn't the right time for baby that's why it left us" He said tucking my hair strands behind my ear.. This man was so strong that he didn't cry a bit infront of me..

"I've said you and I am already saying you again crying won't gonna help in any means Adwitiya, You have your whole life you have dreams try to make it a reality forget everything which had happened in the past" His voice was calm but not as soft and soothing as I expected.. It was enough to made me realise that he was still hurt..

"Kuch khaya tumne subhe se?" He further asked making me nod in no "No I am not hungry" I mumbled..

"Sit I will make you your favourite pasta" I nodded in no then hugged him again "No just sit here with me I don't want have anything" I requested and heard him taking a sigh..

"Get up and Sit on the bed Adwitiya and let me cook for you! Don't behave like a baby you have to have something" and now I had to agree because his hard voice somewhat made me scared..

To be continued..

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