Chapter 35

"Well okay let's start I know it was Divyank the bastard" he stated and waited for my reaction..

"Yes that bastard" I sighed out and snuggled closer to him keeping my head on his elbow.. "I got a call from Divyank" I began drawing patterns on his chest.."And it was Divyank who was on call when I was accusing and slapping I was pretending that I became his friend and your enemy" I further said staring at his calm yet glowing face..

Flashback start..

Karan wasn't a staff of Aneja Heights and now I need to do one thing that was to trust Adhyansh and even in CCTV footage I didn't find see the face of those mens who stabbed dad it was all so messed up..

The sudden ring of phone made me alert. Who must be calling? I grabbed my phone to found Divyank's number

"Hello?" I tried to sound cold. "Hello Adwitiya I hope you are doing well actually can we talk it's important" I was to lashed out on him when he spoke again from the other side "I won't take much time of yours please Adwitiya" He literally begged..

"Shoot I am listening" I said..

"Look Adwitiya I know you love Adhyansh very much but you can't change the fact that Adhyansh shoot me on my legs and even he was the sole reason behind all the shits happening and I think he killed karan" his last words took me off guard..

How did he know about Karan?

Fuckkkkkk

"Yes Divyank I think you are saying right Adhyansh already did enough blunders in my life now I hate him more than I hate anyone" and our conversation went on for few more minutes while I already convinced him that I hated Adhyansh and still has feelings for him..

And that's how I trapped Divyank

Flashback end..

My hand rose up to brush the hair from his forhead "But I kinda liked slapping you I vent out all of my frustrations" I stated as I giggle and he let out a chuckle which sounds sexy.

This man was so fucking sexy.

"Do you know it was Divyank's men who stabbed your dad" and that moment I hated myself so much because there was a time I was head over heels for Divyank..

I was just an another hopeless teenager that time..

"Just beca..use of h.im my dad is--" My sentence broke as tears made their way.. "Ssshh it's ok don't cry" He whispered wiping the tears which rolled down from my cheeks..

"I've always trusted bad persons in my life such a dumb bitch I was" I whispered out "You have such an innocent heart Adwitiya and this world is full of evils who took advantage of your innocence even I was the one" He said the guilt was clear visible in his captivating eyes..

"That's why I've said you are just so lucky Aneja that I love you warna sacchi mein goli mar deti tumhe" He smiled and pressed his lips on mine for soft yet slow kissing caressing my lips with his tongue..

Before the things could heat up his phone rang breaking her oh-so-sexy moment.. who must be calling Adhyansh now? "Just a min" He muttered and turned grabbing the phone from the bedside table "Hello?"

My left eyebrow raised as I saw the change in Adhyansh's expression the sudden evil smirk was clear visible playing on his lips with his jaw tightened such a sexy tight..

"What?" I asked when he hang up the call "My mens have successfully kidnapped Divyank but there is one problem" I stared at him curiously telling him to say further..

"He have already taken some slow poison and the antidote isn't available here" I rolled my eyes hearing Adhyansh "Let him die I don't care" I said rolling my eyes.

He deserves to die..

"Adhyansh he have taken the poison by himself right?" He nodded in yes "So can you please make me meet Divyank for last time" I requested pouting..

"Anything for you baby but first let's get you clean" He get off from the bed picking me in his arms..

He was indeed my peace

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We walked inside the place where Divyank was tied up with the chair the blood trickled down from his lip when he looked up at me "You've chosen a simple death for yourself Divyank if you didn't use poison then I would've rewarded you with you a painful death" He didn't say anything just looked at my face..

"As you are already dying so before that accept your crime by yourself" I said staring into his eyes “Adhyansh shot on my legs because he thought I raped you but Adwitiya you wanted it right you wanted it as much as I did"I curled my hand into fist controlling my urge to punch him..

No Adwitiya don't , he have already taken the poison so if anything happened with him then you might be landed behind the bars..

"I never wanted it I was just blind in your so called fake love and when I told you stop you didn't you rape me Divyank" I shouted my eyes glaring at his form hard..

"I raped you huh? Then fine I did such a good thing and then there comes Adhyansh Aneja your oh so fucking saviour I wanted a revenge so I hired men to stab your dad and as expected the whole blame was on Adhyansh and then next thi..ng w.as---" his sentence broke at last as he coughed blood "The night before your miscarriage I told my men to mix abortion pills in your coffee and then boom next day you loose your baby as well and yeah Karan was such a good men of mine but poor he got killed by me his mistake was that he choosed to trust me" He was laughing hysterically at my face..

"I am leaving Adwitiya I don't have much time but let me tell you, I've done enough damage with you so now you can't live in peace I never wanted to hurt you but I did because your so called lover did worst with me" I was about to shower him with punches, kicks and slaps but Adhyansh came in between holding me..

"Don't Adwitiya he is already poisoned" Adhyansh said as he took me out..

"These things are so fucking messed up ughh I just can't my life is so fucked up Adhyansh" I blabbered shaking my head profusely..

"Calm down " He rubbed my back then took out the water bottle from the car handing it to me "Drink this" I did gulping down the water in a go then sighed out..

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10 days later...

Adwi's pov..

Staring at the sky full of stars I took a sip of filter coffee Everything was fine now.. Divyank was dead, Even dad was getting better..

Adhyansh and Me?

There was something not right? Something which didn't set well with me ! And I don't know why? I had asked for a much needed space from Adhyansh which he agreed.. No we weren't living together he was living in his mansion and here I was staying with my dad in my dad's apartment..

He didn't call me everyday and I was glad he knew I needed some much needed alone time but messages? He dropped me message everyday about having meals on time.. His gestures towards me was way too soft and surely made my heart warm..

But?

I've had already forgive him for his past deeds but is it easy to forget? I didn't hold any grudge against him yet still what he did I couldn't forget I could never..

Love?

I knew he fell in love with me and he loved me madly but I couldn't forget that he took me for granted and a way to reach my dad because he wanted a revenge..

I knew we made love at our wedding night but he didn't wasted a minute to make me feel like I was his whore.. I could never forget that..

He did placed the trampoline downstairs but I couldn't forget that he did pushed me from the 1st floor and I slept whole night outside his mansion and that too in wet clothes..

Loving him

Yes I loved him and I still loves him.. We made love few days back again after months because he needed me as I much as I needed him but was it okay to say that I don't want him now? I am not sounding pathetic right?

I surely love him but I wasn't ready for this.. I did said that I wanted to give our relationship a chance by forgetting and forgiving but now I couldn't.. And damnn this shit hurts.. These thoughts were eating my mind making it difficult for me and affecting my mental health as well..

I was confused so confused I didn't know what I want in my life.. Forgiving was done but forgetting wasn't my thing.. As much as I was trying to forget it was eating me from inside more and more pushing me in the deep well of confusion..

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Adhyansh's pov..

My eyes gazed on the phone screen where I could see Adwitiya's happy face the peaceful face and those wild eyes and adventurous spirit.. Damnn that Adwitiya was full of life..

The timid form yet trying to be strong the introvert self and hell lot of confusions where the Adwitiya which I made.. She changed for bad and I was the reason behind it.. I did the worst possibilities with her ruining her in every ways..

Who was the one to be blamed?

Ofcourse me and my blind revenge. When I knew I was doing worst with her my heart alarmed everytime saying it was wrong still I could do to ignore those pleas of my heart and did enough to break her to such extent that now she was totally a different Adwitiya..

Toxic?

As much as I didn't want to say but we were and still are toxic for each other.. She was getting destroyed by our toxicity.. I knew she was confused still I loved her enough to know what she was going through..

Love? I Loved her and still loves her still I was the reason behind her sorrow I was the reason behind everything happening with her..

You did a sin Aneja

That wild spirit of Adwitiya's doing something huge in her own will was gone now and I was the one to be blamed.. She was that spoilt brat rude girl but her heart was so innocent and she is just so innocent for this cruel world that she trusted her family member which lead to her destruction..

Explanation? Satisfaction?

Whom I was even explaining? Myself? Did I still have the audacity to satisfy myself saying she was stuck between her family? No it was a big fat NO I used her I just used her to get into her family..I used her as a way to reach her dad and brother?

Cruelty?

Is this word still exists? I thought I've had already crossed the limit of it..

Regrets?

As much as I wanted to make everything alright but I couldn't! The damage was already done and in such way that it was never be the same..

Relationships?

Our relationship? It would never going to be the same again and the reason was me. I was the one to be blamed..

Trust and accepting each other..

Didn't know if she ever going to trust me the way she used to do and accept me.. She said she trust me but still maybe there would be a little just a little unwanted thought in her mind which would made her feel I didn't deserve her trust and there always be a second thought and I was the one to be blamed for everything..

I made her my wife only to tagged her as whore, I made her my queen only to treat her as a maid.. I gave her a place in my heart only to let her sleep in the cold floor of the kitchen...I promised her that I would never let her cry still I became the reason behind her unstoppable tears..

The drop of tear which rolled down from my cheeks alarming me that I still I have human emotions left inside me! I could still cry? But still where I was? Where the fuck I was when she cried for me and regretted every moment to be with me..

Yet! Yet she still loves me she still loves me more than I ever loved her and loves her..

But now I knew I KNEW what I need to do I knew what was good for her for me and for our already weak relationship..

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