Chapter 38

DIVORCED one word and eight alphabet were enough to broke an unbroken thread a bond called Marriage!

Fair enough this marriage was meant to be broken only because the situations they were in. It was meant to be in this way only. This bond this marriage was suffocating her and this time she choose to think about herself only and set herself free..

She looked at herself in the mirror and found some changes in herself and her mind drifted to the time when she thought to take such big decision of her life..

Flashback start

"I am sure I am finally sure what I want" Ridhi Singh stared at the girl who was sounding so confident not like the timid one whom she met few months before..

"And what you want young lady" She asked taking a sip of her black coffee her head leaned back as she give whole attention to the young beauty standing infront of her..

"I want divorce I don't want this relationship this is suffocating me I want to become selfish and think about myself first" Adwitiya went on making the old lady smile..

"That's such a progress I liked it" She said as she chuckled.. "Self love is important" She further added...

"Learn to love yourself before you love others" Adwitiya said her head high making the old lady nod "That's like my girl I like this change in you"

Flashback end..

She thought then let out a sigh her eyes fell on the divorce papers which has his sign as well as hers! Court granted the divorce thou it took them a month time but still it happened! They were now DIVORCED!

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Adhyansh's pov..

Why? Why I was crying? Stop okay? Stop fucking crying! You weren't weak you weren't fucking weak stop now! I looked up at my reflection on mirror and my disbelief state were making me more angry! My eyes were red because of the continuous tears rolling down from my cheeks..

It was meant to happen like this! I wanted her to be happy I wanted to set her free I did so now why I was crying? I should be happy seeing her happy but here I was crying! I hate it I hate myself.

Before I could even control myself my palm of right hand curled into a fist which I slammed on the mirror breaking the glass into pieces which even pierced in my hand and started bleeding..

I didn't feel the pain in my hand. It was nothing compare to the pain of my heart! "I should be happy" I muttered and slumped down on the floor leaning my head back..

I set her free today! We are DIVORCED now! She wasn't Adwitiya Adhyansh Aneja anymore it's Adwitiya Mishra. Now we didn't share any relationship. She can live peacefully without Adhyansh Aneja..

It was all my mistake my fucking mistake that I lost her! Why did I fell for her dammit? Why it wasn't some other girl? Why it was Adwitiya Mishra? She was mine first in everything. She was my peace! How will I live alone now? Now I even lost the right of dropping her message every morning and night. I didn't have any rights to message her. She wasn't my wife anymore..

She wasn't Adhyansh's Adwitiya anymore.. But I would always be Adwitiya's Adhyansh.

I was a bitch and just because of me we aren't together anymore. I never thought about myself and always put my family first and here I was destroyed. My relationship with my girl destroyed and this time we didn't have a fucking chance to get back together. What if she was still pregnant? Then there would've a chance of us and our little angel but I forgot that I was the unluckiest jerk I thought our baby would going to make everything alright now everything seems impossible.

Adwitiya aur meri Nahi rahi. (she isn't mine anymore)

Okay ok I have to handle myself she was happy now. She deserve to live the life she desired. She was now The Adwitiya Mishra more responsible and independent.. She doesn't need Adhyansh Aneja anymore..

But Adhyansh Aneja? He still needs Adwitiya..

Adhyansh still needs Adwitiya..

Adhyansh needs Adwitiya's smile to live..

Adhyansh needs Adwitiya's forhead kisses every morning!

But it wasn't possible anymore because I became the villain of my own story. And here I lost my love as well as my little angel in the game of revenge.

What's the need of even regretting when I knew from the earlier I would be the one to be left torn and destroyed?

"Adhyansh... Shit your hand" It was mom as she ran up to me her eyes widening in shock seeing the condition of my room as well as my hand.

"There is thing called knocking mom" I shouted standing on my feet.. "From 5 mins I am knocking only" She yelled back glaring at me.. "And what you did with your hand are you out of your mind?" She scolded and held my hand but I was fast enough to jerked..

"It's my life and I can do anything I want you don't need to control me everytime now leave me alone" My voice came out more harsher than I expected.

"Adhyansh your hand need first aid see the glass pieces has pierced into your skin which isn't good baccha" She tried to make me understand..

"Baccha (baby)? No mom I am not a baccha (baby) anymore I can take care of myself you don't need to babysit me aap Aarna aur Adhrit ka dhyan rakho (You can take care of Aarna and Adhrit)" I further yelled and pulled out the glass pieces from my hands carelessly without hissing a bit..

"Why are you behaving like this what happened?" I chuckled at her words.. "What's the need mom? Why are you talking so calmly and softly with me? Do you want me to do something more for you? Do you want me to take another revenge on someone? Boliye na chup kyu hogayi aap?(Now say something ?)" I demanded..

"This isn't the way to talk Adhyansh" She argued much to my annoyance..

"Fuck it" muttering I hastily wrapped the handkerchief around my hand and grabbed my car keys and phone before storming out of my bedroom..

"Where are you going Adhyansh wait? You hand needs first aid" I heard mom yelling at the back..

"Bhai what happen?" Aarna questioned when she saw me descending the stairs with mom following behind me..

I ignored everyone and made my way out of the mansion because the place which I called home was suffocating me..

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Adwitiya's pov..

"Mrs Singh I did it" I squealed giving her a tight hug.. "Oh my my young lady is looking so happy" She smiled as she broke the hug and I nodded.. "Yes I am happy I am feeling light as well as free" I breathed out the smile wasn't leaving my eyes..

"Told you it's good to be selfish sometimes" She said making me smile "I am so proud of myself today Adwitiya seeing you all happy and confident" The smile was clear visible on her little wrinkled face.

"Thank you so much Mrs Singh you did so much for me" She patted my head then replied "That's my job young lady and you've even paid me high amount for it" I laughed at her words then nodded..

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I knew I was fine and I was healing fastly now I wasn't confused in my life I knew what I want and what I didn't.. I wasn't scared of my past the confusions which I used to have has subsided now everything was crystal clear.. My present was clear.

Learn to love yourself first before you love other!

Mrs Singh's word rang in my ears and my lips broke into wide smile..

Adhyansh

I freed myself from the relationship and I was glad that Adhyansh agreed to it! I did it because I wasn't able to move on. That marriage was suffocating! It made me feel like a trash so I choose divorce because I wanted to become selfish for myself..

For forgetting the past I choose divorce because I wanted to start my life again and this time without any guilt, without any revenge or any second thought..

When I said I see my future with Adhyansh I mean it. Thou I was confused that time for my present but for future never because I knew Adhyansh was the only one and still is! He was the only man whom I loved dearly in my life..

I still love him I really do!

When I say that I wanted a divorce from him the broken look in his eyes were clear visible I knew I was hurting him but still I choose myself because somewhere it wasn't only good for me it was good for him for us..

It's been two days we were divorced I didn't get any of his calls or messages neither I called him because I knew he was hurt or maybe more than hurt. But I was glad that he didn't question me back that why I wanted divorce and just choose to accept my decision with his tongue tied it took us one month with all the procedures as our divorce was already registered four months back so it didn't take much time..

Sorry Adhyansh but I did this for our betterment..

When I knew I wasn't able to move on I choose to break it! Marriage was a sacred bond but our marriage wasn't simple it was full of pain and sadness.. Thou he loved me but he married to me for a hidden motive and that was just to get into my family.. He took me as a way to reach my dad and Ronit..

When I said yes for the marriage I was so happy because I loved Adhyansh and I was so excited to spend my whole life with him but it was just a facade he married to me just to torture me!

Now everything was fine and clear we both were mature individuals now! And I knew what I needed to do now!

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15 days later!

The drop of tear escaped from the corner of my eyes and rolled down caressing my cheeks as I heard about him..

He left?

No Mrs Aneja must be lying Afterall she hates me she thought that I snatched her son from her.. "You are lying right because you hate me?" I asked staring up at Mrs Aneja..

"Adwitiya I literally don't have time to waste on you if you think I am lying you can ask Aarna or tripti or maybe just do one thing call Adhyansh's PA you will get the answer" Saying she walked out of the mansion wearing her sunglasses..

"Aarna where is Adhyansh? Where did he go? Why did he go?" I bombarded Aarna with questions.. "Why are you asking now Adwitiya? You've already moved on from him and even you both are divorced" and that was the first time Aarna wasn't sounding calm and sweet but that didn't mean she was sounding harsh.

"Yes we are divorced but that doesn't mean I moved on from him Aarna it's complicated you don't know anything! Anyways can you please tell me where is he? I want to talk to him it's important" I further asked impatiently..

"He left for Australia last night" what the fuck? I was shocked hearing the news how did he get Visa or other thing..

"I know what you are thinking Adwitiya and yes it wasn't any rush decision from last two months bhai was planning to go to Australia as he had collaborated with a company there" Aarna further said while I was still shocked..

"When will he return?" I began my interrogation again.."After 3 months" she answered..

Three months wow!

And here I was planning to propose him because I wanted to start everything from the fresh and Mr Adhyansh Aneja just left and that too without even giving me a call or message..

"He is giving you your much needed space and afterall he isn't your husband anymore he is your ex-husband " My subconscious mocked me while I just rolled my eyes..

Fuck my fucking life..

To be continued...

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