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Dieter POV

I decided the first thing I was going to do was tell Crispin.

Once we are home, I need to tell him. I can't keep this from him any longer. Knowing that if I do it will only add more tension to our bond. But I guess that's the point right? That's part of my sacrifice.

The airport was borderline empty at this time of night which I was overwhelmingly grateful for. I knew Crispin was a man that prided himself on his appearance and if what Rena said was true then I don't think I'll be seeing him in his usual attire.

I parked the car and walked inside to wait for him. I also bought him a new phone seeing as now he won't be there to get the one he ordered.

I waited impatiently at the entrance, just like Rena told me. I had Danielle give me her number so I could text her and get updates on Carter. Danielle was leaving later this morning. She and I grew up with the same training. Though we knew she would never be the alpha of our pack that never stopped her from showing up. Now I'm glad she was persistent. She has the skills and the mindset to lead that pack.

I took a deep breath and relaxed as I waited. But his smell hit my nose before I saw him. I turned quickly and there he was. And it broke my heart to see him like that. He looked like my mate but at the same time didn't.

His hair was strewn all over the place, and he wore a full sweatsuit. His eyes were puffy and dull, and not bright and welcoming like I know them to be. He seems to have lost some weight, he looked slightly skinnier.

'You can't tell him yet. Our mate needs us right now.' Carlisle spoke.

I knew he was right. I can't tell Crispin yet, not until he was fully back to health and we were at a better place.

It took a few moments but then he finally noticed me and I heard him let out a deep sob. I practically ran to him and pulled him to me. His arms wrapped around me so tightly and in this moment I realized just how much I had missed him. Just how much I was barely living without him.

He let out a deep shaky breath in my neck as I held him close. His suitcase was on the floor and forgotten. I was thankful that there weren't too many eyes around. Knowing how humans are and their ideas of gay relationships.

"Hi, baby," I whispered to him and he let out another choked sob.

My Crispin. My mate.

"I missed you so much. Don't leave again." I could hear his pain in his words as he spoke to me. It tore me apart.

"I won't. I promise you. We will figure it out." I sighed as my grip tightened. But I knew we couldn't stand here all night. "Come, let me take you home."

Home. He was not leaving my side ever again. And whatever we have to do to make it work between us I'd do.

Crispin nodded and pulled away slightly. His hand finds mine immediately. I leaned over and grabbed his suitcase and we walked out quickly. It took some time to get to the car seeing as I decided to park in the back of a parking garage on an empty floor. Why? Because I didn't want to be around any humans.

The walk was silent but I didn't mind it. I don't think there was much for us to say anyway. I opened the trunk and set his suitcase inside but Crispin stood there staring at me.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I closed the trunk. I grabbed his hands and mine and pulled him close to me. But instead of answering he wrapped his arms around my neck and put his lips on mine.

The kiss was slow but full of sensuality. It felt like I was finally drinking water after spending months in the desert. My hands sat firmly on his waist as I got lost in him. In his touch. In his taste.

As he pushed himself closer to me I could feel his excitement on my thigh. And that was enough to awaken the urges I have been burying since leaving him. Not even want to touch me because my body now belonged to him.

My tongue invaded his mouth and Crispin's grip on my hair tightened and a soft groan left his lips. Which also reminded me of where we were. I reluctantly pulled away and Crispin let out a whimper in protest. His eyes glazed over and in a daze.

"Let's get home and we can finish this there." I sounded breathless. The need to claim again was too great. Why the fuck did I leave again?

"I ca--can't wait that long." Crispin grabbed my hand and pulled me to the door of the backseat of the SUV. I he pulled it open and slowly pushed me in until I was sitting comfortably in the middle seat.

Crispin climbed in not too long after joining me and closing the door behind him. He didn't hesitate as he pressed his lips to mine again and quickly straddled me. My hands went to his ass to hold on for dear life and let Crispin take control.

I was also inwardly thanking the goddess not only for taking this car that surprisingly had enough room for us but also for the tinted windows. No one was seeing into here.

Crispin moved from my lips to my neck and began licking and biting every inch of it. My dick was positioned perfectly in between his ass cheeks and Crispin felt it as he began to grind against me slowly.

"I need you." He panted as his pace against me sped up.

"Here?" I asked, my brain jumbled from the sensation of being with my mate again. It felt like the first time all over again. I don't know why I asked. I truly didn't care where we were.

"Yes." He moved from my neck back to my lips and this time it was bruising. I could feel my lips start to swell from the intensity of it. I didn't care though. We needed this.

Crispin bit hard on my bottom lip which caused a hiss from me. But he flicked his tongue out to lick it and ease the pain. His hands went from my hair to my torso, rubbing himself all over me. I was heavy with need but I didn't push. No, I just sat back and let him take it. Take whatever he wanted from me.

He moved off of me for a moment and slid one leg out of his sweats and boxers. Then he was on me once again. I lifted my hips as he grabbed my waistband and pulled down my bottoms and let my dick hit the air.

It was bright red and swollen. Full of need. Crispin lifted himself and started to align his hole with me but I snapped out of my daze and stopped him.

"Let me prep you, or you'll hurt yourself." I gripped his hips tightly. Also as a way to restrain myself seeing as his hold was circling my tip and I wanted nothing more than for him to slam down onto me.

"I don't need it."

I watched as he moved his hand behind him and sucked in a deep breath and made a face of strained pleasure. Second later he had a butt plug in his hand. I stared wide-eyed at him and finally a soft smile graced Crispin's beautiful face.

"I put it in once Rena told me to come here. I wanted to be ready."

I didn't have to respond before he began sinking himself in me. I let out a soft gasp at how easily I slid into him. He closed around me almost immediately. Sucking me into his warmth and it swallowing me. Crispin leaned forward and set his head gently into my neck. His hands found my hair again and squeezed.

"I missed this." He whispered in my ear as he lifted himself slowly and set himself back down. "I didn't think I'd like you being inside me as much as I do." He repeated the motion and I'm sure I looked out of it. His words plus his movements were all too much. "But I find myself dreaming about giving myself to you, time and time again." Then he picked up speed. Slamming onto me at a pace that I was barely able to keep up with.

"And me doing the same to you." He bit on my ear lobe which caused a groan from me.

Crispin bounced on my thick dick with an unnaturally fast speed. It was hard to focus on anything, especially with how his face contorted in pleasure most perfectly. And the way it sounded when his ass hit my thighs.

I was panting at this point, moving my hips to meet his was a task all on its own. Sweatbeads decorated my forehead and Crispin's tight grasp on my strands added more fuel to the fire. Every once in a while he would lean down and bit hard on my neck. I was in heaven. Pure heaven.

"Cum in me." He panted out and flicked his tongue to lick the outside of my ear. "Fill me up." I squeezed his ass so tightly that I am sure it would leave marks. "Fill me and get me pregnant with your pups."

That was enough to kick me into gear. I grabbed his hips and forced him to stop moving and I held him still. And I began to ram into him with every ounce of strength I had. The car was rocking back and forth and we were both groaning and moaning loudly.

I felt that familiar overwhelming feeling of the need to cum. Crispin licked over my marking spot and I felt his canines extend. I followed the ensuite, dipping into his neck and piercing his skin. Marking him all over again.

I came in an instant. I let my ropes fill his ass until I felt it leaking back down my shaft. Crispin also came, and it was explosive and it covered both of our shirts. We were left panting and a cum covered mess.

Crispin pressed his lips softly to mine and let out a deep sigh of contentment. I could see life flooding back into his eyes and it made the ache in my chest subside.

"Let's go home."